elias

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  1. right now - fear of rejection - even if I consider myself confident. In the end it´s just illusion,- and I´m aware of it. But sometimes it´s even hard to act despite of the intellectual and abstract knowledge.
  2. It´s not about status. It´s about you. Your feeling, your perception, your world..
  3. thanks for sharing. I was last night the first time conscious in a dark room and the surroundings and the feelings were quite interesting when I just focused on the blackness. - interested in your report
  4. would be helping to integrate, not just quick fix
  5. I heard of two dudes that they needed 9 and 11 months to work through the course. But it´s probably just the beginning.
  6. worthwhile to watch Minute 7:30 -> animation of a psychedlic experience Contemplate!
  7. thanks for sharing. funny, just thought yesterday about social anxiety in my case. interesting also that I never thought or even considered that possibility before. I think - just work through. because their is nothing to fear and through the path only to grow.
  8. Inspired by others, to inspire others through itself. Sharing is caring. and being open is the way of the investigation into yourself
  9. Life is a Journey. - one of my favorite quotes Life is a way of personal encounter. And it might be so that my encounter can be valuable also for others. its about being vulnerable, being open, being honest. being you. and being an artist of your own life
  10. - "There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way." - "To begin, begin.. ." - William Wordsworth what we think we became. good character, with honesty and integrity at it´s core, is essential to success an any area of life. Habit is the daily battleground of character. If you grow up to your potential, you must be willing to give up some things you value. if nothing changes, nothing changes. All life is experiment
  11. " When you are offended at any man´s fault, turn to yourself and study your own failings. Then you will forget your anger." Epictetus
  12. I can resonate with that kind of feeling., until I discoverd that I by myself are also not perfect and that I am a lot projecting and mirroring. in the end it was me who had this kind of thoughts and feelings.
  13. I was also thinking and contemplation about relationships how would you characterize and describe relationships? what are relationships for you? or perhaps you want to implement or cover this topic in a video I honour your work! thank you and I know to appreciate your work even more.
  14. How was your retreat going? what are your lessons?
  15. Just want to share some resources: and describing her experience on Reddit. https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychonaut/comments/3cozaz/my_5meodmt_experience_with_video/
  16. Do anyone know good resources, or to describe yoga simple and easy? what is it about? how to practice it?
  17. Living between Oldenburg and Osnabrück. the research isn´t the problem, but finding a qualitative source to get good stuff and to trip properly (only smoke weed occasionally to being more creative / present ) how you pursue this endeavour? meditation, self-inquriry, retreats? just recently read your post about shrooms and syrian rue
  18. not so obvious.. other people might think differently, -
  19. It´s interesting how weed can shift your focus, awareness and being/perception. In my experience it amplifies 90% only positive things. But I notice also that the mind is telling you sometimes story´s, or you do have the feeling, that you can create these great things "only" on weed. So it´s true that you have to be aware in this cycle.