elias

If I/you really would be I wouldn´t have (spend) so much time consuming actualized.org

you might want to try a practicum. perhaps it helps to inform yourself of the daily routines und storys of the job you strive for. Good luck.

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nature

great advice. thanks for helping and point to

I´mt not leo and I´m not you but I consumed tons of material in very shoort period through driving or listening to an podcast leo has one too ( what I can I highly appreciate and honor )

whats your ultimate goal?

and I don´t know

what do you love to do ? and how you want to live your life? - set from now on - an improved lifestyle of your dream life - be emotional and help through writing to bring yourself in a willingness state of act

in my case: its interesting at which situations I get stressed. like the unconscious behavior that I represent and the hectic to act - the thought you have to act immediately..

Peter Ralston Book of Not Knowing, but you need time and concentration to contemplate the big leap - gary hendricks the daily stoic - ryan holiday dan Milman - peaceful warrior carnegie - how to win and influence people open andre agassi (bio)

wow that helped me really contemplate

all about "you" or not or whatever

@rush can a 9-5 job for you be enjoyable? and which one?

Curiosity in comparison to something/someone is shallow. contemplate your own motivations and the way you get curious about something. you´re probably more curious about life than 90% ..

Want to share some more powerful quotes from Elbert Hubbard. They might inspire you "Your friend is the man who knows all about you and still likes you." "Do not take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive." "The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one." "To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, and be nothing." "One machine can do the work of fifty ordinary men. No machine can do the work of one extraordinary man." "He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words." "There is no failure except in no longer trying." "A little more persistence, a little more effort, and what seemed hopeless failure may turn to glorious success." "Positive anything is better than negative nothing." "Art is not a thing; it is a way."

@Principium Nexus welcome to reality

@Star Net - "Never explain -- your friends do not need it = is mean that they don´t force you to explain yourself to them, your friends do not need it = is mean the will understand you anyway because they know you and support you the way you are - and your enemies will not believe you anyway.” = is mean that you can describe and talk to them as much as you want, but they never will believe you because .... - > it's your enemy.

thats great until you are not 40 or 50

than it´s perhaps wiser to do first what you "have to do" and then what you love

do what you love

@sweater do you feel a difference in the way you use it? bong, vaporizer, joint, - cookies etc? feeling the same. I have quite a lot off so I have to remind myself not to "overconsume" it. even so I consider it most of the time as one of the greatest moments, not only in writing

I´m deeply in the zone when I smoke weed. Most of the time I "use" it for writing. Even so I don´t intent it, I do sometimes meditate when I´m high. With weed-brownies I´m definetely more concentrated and relaxed, so it helps me to stay longer in focus when I´m meditating.

IF yes ------ how does it help you? IF no ---- how does it help you? what significantly changed after you get the answer from somebody?

what happen after you become a Millionaire? whats then? what do you want out of your life?