30/05/2018
 
Working On The "I" thought. 
 
The "I" thought is the root for all other thoughts. If you deconstruct it very well every time it occurs, you will vanish. 
1) is my "I" thought really honest? Am I really an honest person? 
 Honesty about my name My name is Muhammad, but I was called many names when I was very very young. I gave different attachment ( feelings, sense of "I") to my different names. A name is known by sight, hearing. who then gives meanings to a name? The illusionary "I", the "I" thought. 
Did I choose my name? No, Did the people who knew my name chose it? did the people who taught the people who knew my name chose it? no. If we go back from my birth to the prophet Muhammad. we would realize that nobody really fucking chose this name, including the prophet himself. 
My name is basically composed of arbitrary sound and sight which was given to me. It remained as It was repeated over time. 
Honesty about my nationality  What is a nationality? You ask!! It is also a fiction because nations don't exist. There is only being. It is something installed for survival purpose. 
Honesty about ownership  A man doesn't own anything at all in this life. Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.  

I waited for her to come, but she didn't. 
 
The seer and the seen are one. If I vanish my ego, all that is left is pure seeing. It's so amazing and so insane, I no longer want to do anything. 
The hearer and the heard are one. As I meditate on my hearing, I no longer interpret sounds negatively or even positively. Sound is just sound; beautiful as it is. There is no need to add anything.  
God...what a beautiful word... 
 
Thinking... 
There is no thinking. There is just a stream of thoughts, which keeps occurring. I am awakened on the level of almost all senses, but there is only one problem which is thinking. I need to work very hard on this one. 

2018/05/18 
  
                                                                               The Growth Of Boundary 
.......We called it the primary boundary: that split between the seer and the seen, the knower and the known, the subject and the object. And once this primary boundary occurs, a chain of inevitable consequences follows. A host of other boundaries ensue, each being built upon its predecessor; the various levels of the spectrum exfoliate; the world as we collectively know it leaps into existence; and we become lost, amazed and enchanted, distracted and complexed, loving and loathing our universe of opposites....
 
Allah....Allah...Allah.... 
Allah....Allah...Allah...
Oh our Lord! 
َAll favor is from Allah... 
Your presence has led me astray 
And I have fallen in you, O Allah 
Your qualities have emerged
From you, and inside of you, Oh Allah!  
To whom, on earth, should I tell my secret 
To whom, on earth, should I show you 
From whom, on earth, should I hide you 
I have entered in the meanings 
I entered to see you 
I was told who am I? 
I am none, but you 
I have come to the ordinary seeking
you, Oh Allah! 
I, again, have found none, but you... 
 
 
Allah....Allah...Allah...
Allah...Allah...Allah 
Oh our Lord! 
َAll favor is from Allah...  
You have appeared as a whole  
From whom should I hide you. 
Allah...Allah... Allah 
Allah...Allah..Allah 
You are the all-apparent 
You are The all-interior 
 

The Zealot    
.............And these Sufis, they are such a bad influence. How dare they call themselves Muslims when they say things no Muslim should even think of? It boils my blood to hear them utter the name of the Prophet, peace be upon him, to promote their silly views. They claim that following a war campaign, the Prophet Muhammad had announced that his people were henceforth abandoning the small jihad for the greater jihad—the struggle against one’s own ego. Sufis argue that ever since then the ego is the only adversary a Muslim should be warring against. ......

2018/05/16
 
Reading:
The countdown of my writing is 36200 page.  
Writing: 
The countdown of my writing is 1813   

Baybars the Warrior
 
................................ The other day I heard a story that Shams of Tabriz told a group of people in the bazaar. He said that Ali, the Prophet’s successor and companion, was fighting with an infidel on a battlefield. Ali was about to thrust his sword into the other man’s heart when all of a sudden the infidel raised his head and spit at him. Ali immediately dropped his sword, took a deep breath, and walked away. The infidel was stunned. He ran after Ali and asked him why he was letting him go. “Because I’m very angry at you,” said Ali. “Then why don’t you kill me?” the infidel asked. “I don’t understand.” Ali explained, “When you spit in my face, I got very angry. My ego was provoked, yearning for revenge. If I kill you now, I’ll be following my ego. And that would be a huge mistake."................................

@Pernani Thank you, mate 
 

@moon777light Thanks 

I wish you lots of good luck, Arabic is very beautiful and difficult to learn.

2018/05/14
 
Let's continue... 
 
One of the best definitions I have heard about LOVE and relationship is that The Buddhist zen master tich Nhat Hanh... 
 
The Buddha is a true teacher of love. Love should be a true love. True love requires four elements:  
 The capacity to offer happiness  Compassion; That energy which helps transform suffering. It doesn't matter if the Love is romantic or not romantic.  Joy  Inclusiveness; If you suffer, I suffer. If you cry, I cry. If you not Ok, I am not Ok.   
As I have been contemplating relationships, marriage, I realized the number of lies people embody in their lives.  
 
 
 

My Top Ten Values: 
1. Truth, Learning, wisdom
2.  Independence
3. Honesty
4. Mastery
5. consciousness 
6. Simplicity
7. Growth
8.  Being 
9.  Appreciation of nature
10. Being a good force

2018/05/15 
I am reading a story called: the forty rules of Love; it is WOW!!!....Full of wisdom
Reading: I have read more than 100 pages. Cool ; ) 
Writing: the countdown of my writing: 1817