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I like those one. I got it in my playlist now.

With these alternative guys there are a lot of whiny bitches. But also a lot of them are actually Alpha-males as well. Just doing there own shit not giving a fuck what others think. Its just hasn't really found it's way yet. I was like a goth/alternative guy in my highschool days. You strike me as that type as well. A lot of weird people in highschool become the coolest people later in life.

This morning I woke up very early. I only had 4 hours of sleep. I have been working very hard the last few weeks but I finally got a break. I usually don't smoke but last night I bought a pack of Marlboro Reds and was smoking listening to music. This morning when I got up, I went to Dunkin Donuts for a double espresso. When I was almost there it started to rain. So I got underneath a roof and was there smoking on the street corner. 6AM. This young woman in her minivan shows up. Big fat star in the front window. She asked me if I could help her. She got 3 kids and her sister in the hotel room. Gas tank almost empty. No money for gas or food. If I can help her out buying food for her kids? So she says. What pulled me over the line was the empty gas tank because I used to be broke as fuck, and I am very familiar with that situation. So I recognize the situation. So I buy 3 grilled cheese sandwiches, 3 hash browns, 3 croissants, and 2 caffe latte's. - and an double espresso for myself. She is waiting outside in her car. I give her the food, and 20 bucks for gas. Then she starts this story about her grandma had a heartattack and she needs money for toll on the road, if I can help her out with that as well. I am observing all that. She all stressed out, anxiety trough the roof. Front window smashed up, she is like dirty black smears on her face. Fucking mess. And then she tries to pass me off her phone number. I am like thinking to myself "I don't need to get involved in this shit". Who knows what was all going on with her. Probably some left the husband lower tier problems shit. Anyways so I tell her she can spend 10 on gas and the rest on toll. She starts doing the math how she is going to use the 20 dollars. 11 on gas the rest on whatever. That's fucked up shit, having to budget every last dollar. But I only had two hundred bills in my wallet left and I wasn't going to give her those. But still though I hoped it helped her. My point being is there are so many people that are living a lower tier lifestyle low on the Spiral Dynamics and Maslow's hiearchy of needs. When you are in that situation it's all about survival and people are stressed and make bad decisions. Sometimes people need a little help to jump a particular hurdle here and there. You can't really help them all the way all the time. But if they can take that hurdle then they can build themselfs up from there. Or they spiral down. So after it got me contemplating listening to music and smoking my Marlboro Reds and drinking my double espresso. Once you are in that position you got good money, what are you going to do? I can start making more money in the future when I get promoted again. But really what are you going to do with it? My plan is to start helping more people and animals out. Maybe some volunteer work as well. I got to figure that out. Because many people are stuck they don't go anywhere. But you got to be strong. You need resources. So if that means playing the stage Orange career game then we are going to play the Orange career game. I love my job anyways.

Pain is weakness leaving the body ?

It takes time. You can see it in the polls on this site. We are apparently majority Orange-Green. Our parents apparently majority Blue-Orange. So I guess our kids will be Green-Yellow? We look back now at Medieval times and we think they were a bunch of savages. Half a millennium from now they will look at us like savages.

Cool stuff

Yeeeaahhh yeeeeaaahhhhh ?

Yeah well this is all just a video game within a video game within a video game anyways right? I realized that when I was playing Sonic The Hedgehog on my 16 bit Sega Megadrive when I was 10 years old.

No worries. This is just that awkward in-between stage. Soon we will all be hooked up to virtual reality.

This forum does reach further then our Merica. Haha. I always have this idea that when the Aliens land on Earth and choose America as their landing spot, the Americans will say: "Hi we're Mericans". Instead of "Hi we are the human race". But yeah even on this forum (and this might be a fair bit of projection) we mostly all just watch the same YouTube channels. We are all in this YouTube Buble discussing the opinions of mostly the same 10 people or so, and we don't really discuss that much that goes on in the world or our own life's.

I am all for knowing what's going on. The thing is I don't believe I will know what's going on by following politics and watching the news. I think it's all full of shit and mass manipulation. I mean maybe some snippets here and there are good to know like kids getting separated at the border, and yeah that's wrong. But I think the bigger picture remains well hidden behind a thick smoke screen. They tell you one thing, then you can give your own interpretation of what might really be going on, but then reality is probably still very different because you don't have all the facts.

Politics and the news is all fairytales as far as I am concerned. Therefore I am not opposed to Trump or pro Trump. I felt the same about Obama. I don't follow the news either. Or TV. Only YouTube got me sucked in the last few years. I really should unplug from that as well.

Good guy/Nice guy Bad boy/Bad guy it's the same thing in the context I was using it. If you had thought twice about it you could have realized that yourself, but I guess your need to disagree with me is greater. Go to a woman and provide her with data and a thesis. This is an art not an exact science.

You are splitting hairs.

I will leave it in your hands from here then, you guys let's me know how it goes.

"Women don't want a good guy, they want a bad guy and make him good"

What type of women do you like?

That's an interesting one actually. I have always been daydreaming a lot.

That's an interesting one actually. I have always been daydreaming a lot.

@RoaldKamman Hehe...jij vies vies mannetje!! ?

@RoaldKamman Depends on the relationship really. Ideally once or twice a day. It also depends on the actual chemistry you have with the girl I suspect. Like the actual cocktail of your hormones that you sniff on each other that makes you decide you should make baby's or not. I was fucking this beautiful African girl that smelled real good and we would fuck litteraly from sundown until the sun came up. Taking short brakes to rinse my dick in the sink. Then there have been girls where I am like, meh, I am fine skipping a day. In a long-term relationship it might go down to 4/5 times a week from my experience. I am fine with once or twice a day, or whenever you see her. I am from Holland as well, and almost all girls go on the pill at 16, as you know. That makes things a lot better/easier.

@MM1988 https://www.girlschase.com/content/girls-silly-and-cute You would be better off adopting this mindset. Don't hate them man.

I think it's about 9/10 perfect