Kingston

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  1. @VeganAwake I want the Love Well, I think we want the same thing
  2. This is beautiful Thanks for sharing! I can still vividly remember the feeling of Love when I took mdma with a girl in the club a half years ago. The warm, blissful and godlike feeling of love and the insight that I got still trigger my heart deeply whenever I recall it nowadays. And I also experienced the similar feeling when dropping lsd. well, I think its all about the intension. However, I haven’t gotten any breakthrough experience yet. Maybe I’ll try candyflipping too in the future. hmmm, the feeling of love, it triggers me every time.
  3. @Leo Gura Leo is not gift He is God, and so are you
  4. Regardless of those glitches and stuff, how come you decided to take 10 tabs of lsd and what’s your takeaway from it 10 tabs.....
  5. Personally, alcohol lowers my consciousness. Well how could I know? Cuz that’s what I was aware of every time I drank alcohol. Instead, modafinil, lsd, and meditation raises my consciousness. I can’t really explain how I know it. It is what it is. So now I try to stay away from alcohol. You’ll get high from alcohol for sure, but the question is how do you define what’s being high. From my direct experience, the “BEST high” is simply being more and more conscious Everything can potentially have a spiritual effect depending on how you use it If you haven’t tried modafinil, psychedelic, or done consistent practices of meditation. You simply miss some really good shit which are, in my opinion, much better than alcohol.
  6. Becoming God yourself, then you’ll REALLY know it Our words are just words. So do the actual work
  7. @Leo Gura Hhhhhh This literally made my day I don’t know about you guys but I’m such a horny dog and I’m lovin it.
  8. @JessiChell The problem is not the sex or masturbation. The problem is the attachment that you have with sex. Sex is such an amazing thing , but all of the amazements turn into hell if you are attached to them. In other words, you suffer cuz you believe that sex will truly make you fulfilled or complete, which it never will The same goes with success, money, drug, etc. Nowadays, I simply enjoy more from doing meditation or shamanic breathing than having amazing sex The “high” that you get from simply being is all you really need And yes, nothing is wrong with sex/masturbation. So go enjoy it . The only job here for you is to be more conscious, loving and forgiving!
  9. If playing video game is what you really wanna do, then go do it. The first lesson perhaps you need to learn is that don’t just blindly take anybody’s word as though it’s definitely true. You might meet god playing video games or you’ll find out it’s a complete waste of time doing that. Nobody knows. And either way is a valuable lesson. Remember, only the direct experience is the king. We’re here to provide advise, and you’re the one to verify. Don’t blindly believe any of us, and perhaps don’t blindly believe yourself so do the actual work. And come back and share your experience
  10. So you do LSD just for the recreational purpose? Yes, it’s a bad idea to play video game while tripping. Don’t waste the magic on these nonsenses plz. We’re on this forum to grow, but don’t take my word for it. Go do whatever you wanna do, and learn the lesson urself
  11. Bro I just did 600 ug yesterday .... Its crazy. The goodness and the profundity I’ve seen is beyond my wildest dream! 600 ug seems too much for normal people. But I seem to have a higher tolerance than others. So it works just perfect for me!!! Reality is infinite orgasm/love It’s orgasm orgasm orgasm period.
  12. When you literally just return from the Heaven, and you’ve seen something that nobody around you has seen. You know that the only job in town is to discover more and more of the Goodness! Man, there is so much to integrate. It’s overwhelming. And since then now I can’t treat the sex/porn the same way again. Beauty. Everything is literally beauty
  13. So I did 600 ug LSD yesterday God. Literally, for folks who never try psychedelic before, you don’t understand. You don’t Fucking understand! How could you possibly know? Words can’t fucking come any closer to what I experienced! No fucking way! Love/One/beauty/orgasm = reality! In the peak of the experience, Im literally conscious that reality is a never ending infinite orgasm!!! Ecstasy!! love = orgasm Why do you horny people love to jerk off and cum? Cuz you wanna meet god! But u have no fucking clue that this is what you want!!! Everyone has a different taste when comes to describe reality. For me, the appropriate word is orgasm/love. Orgasm? It might sounds funny to u. But it is what it is! Again, words can’t fucking do a thing! go find out yourself folks! This is just the beginning of my journey. It’s just one foot inside the door! but my life is never gonna be the same again! never Hmmmm so muchhhhhh beauty I cried so many times yesterday... it’s overwhelming... What the fuck did I just realize yesterday
  14. Your typical Asian
  15. Bro just keep going deeper with consistency You’ll find out what you ultimately want You can’t come close to mastering muscle up just by practicing for 1 month or even 6 months Trust the process and we’re all here for you when you feel stuck We’re your friendly imaginary alliances
  16. Fuck, Leo for President Your no bullshit words are literally 24k gold My imaginary Leo is more important than my imaginary mom
  17. Lovely! I didn’t know Shinzen Young knows how to write Chinese until now! 真- Truth 善- Kind And the name of Shinzen young really sound like a Chinese Name btw! Loll
  18. Wonderful! wondering what’s your dosage?
  19. yes, in my biased opinion, you are infinitely rich .
  20. Every time I go to the forum, the first thing is to click on Leo’s profile and see his reply. Literally every word he put out is gold! I don’t turn these word into ideology, but I rather go out and verify by myself! And I would say Leo is a wise man!
  21. Same here you’re not alone brother All the material pursuits or successes feel shallow and empty to me I don’t know what to do. I’m stuck
  22. Long story short, my friend thought I’m somehow disturbing and literally crazy when she found out that I hold a positive and open attitude toward the use of MDMA, lsd, mushroom, etc. She literally viewed me as negative or even dangerous (“evil” maybe) by quickly hanging up the phone ( we’re talking on phone). In that moment, I’ve realized that this spiritual path can only be done and integrated by myself ONLY. No one around me would really understand and it’s not my job to change their opinions about things. Maybe I should just let go. Overall, I’m actually little sad by her attitude Of course, It’s not her fault either. And this is not the first time that people around me think that I’m not “normal”. Well, they may be right? Who knows? The answer can only be found by myself. My direct experience is the only authority.