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@blankisomeone You miss the bird's eye view on this. There's no such thing as waste/not doing anything/not moving anywhere/detrimental. Only profound spiritual experiences will make you appreciate Relativity. We all like to come up with reasons why we can't appreciate the beauty of God. Listen to the silence between the noise son.

You want the Truth and the illusion at the same time? You want meaning/sense/ego but also know what's going on/Truth? Not gonna happen. By having one, you'll be giving up the other. That's because the ego is the very thing which distorts the Truth.

Wrong. The desire to escape suffering is the core motivation behind humanity's development. Suffering is clear sign that there's something relatively wrong and could be improved.

@actualizing25 Finding out your LP and passion shouldn't take years. Have you tried Leo's course? Books or other material? As for psychedelics, depends which ones and dosage. They can give you good insights, but don't expect 'em to do all the work. You are the soil, the psychedelic is the seed. Both important. I suggest something like Al-Lad or MDMA, which keep your mental clarity and ability to contemplate. Also go low with dosages.

@Preetom I call that nonsense. The reason everybody is longing for Love, is because their souls are longing to go Home. Aka Godhead mode or whatever you wanna call it. Deep down, everyone knows there's a better state to be in. You can either let go and go ahead with the flow of the sewer (delusion/giving up on growth...) or let go and flow towards Truth/Love. The second path might be harder in the short term, but in the long run it's much more rewarding then the first one. Projection 101. Again, letting go can go both ways, healthy and unhealthy.

@Jed Vassallo Yes, but it's important newbies don't get scared of spirituality by one bad trip. Nobody has a good idea of how powerful these are until they try them. I had a hellish trip with edible, and knowing that it's safe didn't help one bit.

@Psych2Awak3n Do you have experience with other psychedelics? If not, start with low doses of mushrooms or LSD. 5Meo is NOT a newbie substance. You have zero idea how powerful it is. Treat 5Meo the same way you'd treat shooting yourself in the head, but with the caveat of coming back in this body. Fucking trip sitter ain't gonna do much for you. @Jed Vassallo Lol, a good 5Meo trip is DYING. I've seen a woman (newbie btw) screaming like possessed by satan under 5Meo.

@Leo Gura Suggestion Daily Limit on number of replies users can make. I saw many users making a reply for every comment in their post, instead of compiling all replies into one. This way they push their post to the top of the thread and try keeping it there. Also making lots of chit-chat replies, also pushing their post up. Would work great for new users.

@Ero Depends on the substance and person. I did 7 LSD trips in 2 months for example, almost every week 1 trip. From 100ug went to 200ug, and from that went straight to 500ug. And had a great time! No problems with letting go or dying whatsoever. Immense growth with no regrets. My friend for example, did have problems letting go on 200ug. And a fucked up trip on 300ug. So this really boiled down to me not knowing weed can get this awful on a high dose. I still did a good job maintaining my shit together despite visiting hell. Also first time I took 10mg and felt almost nothing, like a micro dose. But the problem wasn't in the dose, but not consuming it properly.

The thing I didn't know is that weed can get this awful on a high dose. LSD is much safer (at least for me), in 8 trips never had a problem. Weed handpicked my nightmares and maximized their awfulness by x100. Awful beyond words. With the way 30mg affected me, I'll go back to 10mg or even 5mg, it should be enough for me. Just eating it on an empty stomach with fatty food makes it way more potent. Yes, I read that sniffing black pepper and drinking water with lemon helps. It kinda did a little. Before this weed trip I got to a profound level of experiencing Love. But now I was shown dark shit beyond words, hard to see the love in experiencing that hell. I was in peak hell with weed for about 4 hours, and after-effects the whole day. Those 4hr felt like hundreds of years.

Hello humans, So I took about 10mg of candy edible (first ever experience with weed) yesterday and barely felt anything. Warm and nice, a little spaced out but nothing I'd expect from such a dose. I ate it with rice waffles and more rice waffles afterwards. Last time I ate was 2hr prior. The candy is rated at 40mg so I took a quarter. From a very reputable source. Many advise to take 'em 2-3 times before it has an effect. True? Aka body has to learn how to process THC. Also, should I eat the candy on empty stomach with some fat rich food like parmesan or olive oil? For it to bind better. Maybe consume the candy sublingualy? I think it might dissolve with saliva. Take some anti acid medication to decrease acid in stomach? I'll wait a few days before next try.

@Serotoninluv Since it was my first ever try, doubt there's any tolerance in me. Maybe something genetic (natural tolerance) which doesn't break thc down as well. I've read that natural tolerance varies greatly in people when it comes to weed edibles. I'll try tomorrow first thing in the morning (bigger dose) with some fatty food, eat and exercise a little 30min after intake to keep the metabolism up. I found this in 2-3 different sites on edible guides.

@WinterCeleann You don't have to push for ego death, since it's already dead to begin with. What you want is the realization of the ego's illusory nature. In my first trips I also tried to control LSD and direct the trip a certain way. But first we all have to heal our mental blockages to see clear afterwards. Work on healing then pursuing the big juicy fruits of spirituality. Did you have a happy or hellish life? People with somewhat happy lifes often get attached to their stories, because they're good lol. People who have a life shit-packed with suffering have less resistance with ego death. Suffering is like fire which can purify if you manage to push thru it.

Around my teenage years I developed hatred for sounds associated with lower-consciosness individuals. Loud chewing noises specifically, since it reminds me so much of my devilish (Stage Red) dad. While self-dev work overall helps, this specific hatred is a tricky beast. Each time I hear that sound, my mind responds with strong resistance. Therefore enforcing this pattern to iron stubbornness each time. At my work for example, is this guy next to me who spends the entire day chewing his fucked up finger (has some skin disease) and opening and closing his mouth loudly every 15sec. All the while I'm trying to write... There are more sounds which may distract me, but that specific behavior triggers me the most. Even though on a consciousness level I'm well aware it's foolish to react with resistance to the flow of life. If the flow is a sewer of devilish shit, go with it. (Resisting it will make it worse lol) Are there any direct ways of healing this specific unconscious reaction? The most powerful ways to treat these unconscious/automatic reactions of resistance?

@tsuki Many wounds to heal yes, but I strongly urge anyone to not waste time with Stage Red devils like my dad. Those people are insane. @mandyjw The thing is, I don't blame or judge people who do things I don't like. Its just a deep negative reaction.

@Keyhole I suggest using silicone earplugs + headphones, works best. But it is cumbersome though, have to clean the earplugs and disinfect both them and ears. So I only use it at home. I ordered a pair of noise isolating (better and cheaper then canceling ones) earbuds (Etymonic mk5), will see how they work. It’s important to go with either noise isolating or canceling, as to not crank up the volume too much.

@knakoo I personally have increased LSD sensitivity after multiple trips on it. The mind gets rid of it’s mental blocks and is able to see clearer with less help from outside sources.

@Leo Gura I suggest implementing a limit on how many posts/answers people can make in 1day. So many newbies just come here with some crap post, and then make dozens of answers to keep their post at the top of the feed. Better filters for devils please!

@Serotoninluv Few years back I too used to build intricate narratives around the noises I hate. Noticing how people who suffer more (lower-consciosness folk) are prone to make this kind of noises. Exceptions aside ofc. But now I'm at a level where there's zero negative talk about it. In fact I'm consciousness how that guy chewing is just being in love with his mental patterns. It's just a fully automated reaction, like that Russian dog salivating when the lightbulb's on experiment. Enforced by years of negative talk. Guess it'll take me couple more years to untwist all these negative mental knots from teenage years. Slow burn it. Never heard about emdr, will certainly research it! @Leo Gura I'll look into the Sedona Method thanks. Guess I was looking for some breathru instant change like Tony Robbins bragged about. The way he treated people's fear of something in minutes. I tried his methods years ago and didn't do much though. I bet that with some tweaking this kind of change might be possible on a constant.

@MrBlue Don't try going deep on your first trips. You'll have to remove many mental blockages first, so your mind could see clear. View them as therapy. Also keep away distractions like computers/phone. Books as well, the whole point of psychedelics is seeing beyond the realm of normal/symbolic understanding. Experiencing truths first hand, not reading about them. Turn off the lights, put earplugs+headphones. Some ambient music.

@StarStruck I used to set intentions too. But found a better way to simply play around with the desired thing the days prior. For example learn/contemplate about Meta vs Structure the days prior, and before trip just calm my mind and leave thoughts aside. On my last LSD trip I set the intention to embody a mantra. But the guy holding a straight spine and chanting that mantra died so brutally, the intention vanished with him lol. I don't do mushrooms, but isn't 15gr too much?

When your mind can't fully actualize it's nature in the physical world, we create fictional worlds. I've been doing that every day since I was a child. Just dreaming worlds for hours on end. Observe and learn from them. They'll display your mind's shadows.

@StarStruck I suggest not trying to forcefully concentrate on or confront any parts of the trip. It usually won't work. Just go with the flow. Love it all. Obviously you should plan your trips better, and train beforehand. Otherwise you get lost in content, instead of delighting in the meta.

@electroBeam Since it's all One, everyone had past lives, because everyone is the same being. I like assuming that with each reincarnation we move towards a higher consciousness life. But, what if God wants to move backwards? Will I live next a more delusional/hellish life? (I'd like to reincarnate into a Harry Potter universe lol, though it has greater possibility for suffering) Another thought. Low consciousness folk might be scared during death and quickly reincarnate back into illusion. What if the goal is to reincarnate/grow until you aren't scared of your true nature anymore?!

@seeking_brilliance Never. I have no sleep related problems. Only experiences during sleep were 2 non-dual/nothingness dissolution a few months ago, though they were nice and simple. No energy stuff. This one had a strong alien/inhuman/freaky vibe to it.