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I have manipulative pigs in my circle,too. SO WHAT? let them be. They will regret it.

Thinkgrowprosper. On instagram. I cant post any shit! @Leo Gura I want to delete some acheuvements,c'mon!

Don't you trust yourself?

I wish I was him. Lol. Its Ozzy Osbourne. My husband. No.I wish he was. Hahahahaha.

I like Jeff Foster more than Lisa Cairns. She tends to be very serious and not playing games with anyone. Jeff is relaxed and funny and cute. I like those both though,its not that theyre my mentors or something. I like Rupert Spira but he is pretty serious as well. Then Esther Hicks my queen, ,very funny and I like her. Im sure there are a hundred out there,but Im not searching to find a ton of them,it is kind of losing its meaning then! A few words from someone that speaks in our hearts is enough.

Really? How do u know?

Inspiring: Motivational: Epic: Powerful:

Ive tried raw till 4. The portions were extremely sickening huge lool but I lost weight. Maybe try mcdoughalls starch solution.its not raw but its very cheap.

Why is this even important for u ? Arent u here for the journe? Enjoy then!

But you can enjoy doing things,spirituality encourages it. Haha

Hm ,did u have any similar thoughts to those negatives before learning about spirituality.? Maybe the already existed grow or new thoughts and beliefs came into the game. Its totally ok. It is totally normal,all these changes. These couldve happened even If u werent into spirituality. Now you have a fear of losing your main interests but I think youre improving because spiritual ppl are not so interested in looks. So thats good. But nihilism isnt a way to go either.

What? Anything wrong?

Its a bit diificult for me to catch this accent, hindi english (loool). But I guess these guys are having some wise words for us. Must listen!

I agree for the most part. But they cant get anything from u,because u have nothing. Edit: but we said we r all love. I dont like to edit posts. But I aint talking to the ghost! Lool.

"I dont love u enough to let u go" but this is the best part. So true! If u love someone let him go! Super wise! Also I got the meaning better now,it is about some bananas.loool.The monkey which was very attached to one banana. And the water &hand.

I will put google traslator to do the job. Its huge to translate it but If u want u can give me the core meanjng! Thank you sweetie again!

@Annetta I didnt really get the meaning Maybe I should reread. Hahahah

@Meretagh but it is not about this girl. That is the important thing. It could ve been any girl. Just a random,as she is. Your feelings are making u believe she is the one,is she? You are gonna find out ?? Hint: she aint. Your mind gives u the great pleasure and the great suffering and it also makea you believe its about her.? fucking evil. Haha

Noone is successful to begin with.

My crush was in the same class with me every single day and it was ... a total suffering loool. This went for about ....many many years from age 7 to age 17. (Obviously I wasnt in love from age 7. It started at 12) So the school is 12 whole years and I was in the same class with him for the 10 years of total 12.loool. You can do this! But then again why not live this beautiful suffering? From suffering we grow. ? Really. Im not even kidding. If you dont feel needy now,then when? Because when you grow older you will feel more free and more independent and even more even more as you grow and learn. At least thatz how it goes with soms people.Neediness and jealousy,all part of the game!

Actually it is very very silly If the needy person believes that neediness comes because of the type of the person he has to deal with (crush) .Its not about them. Never ever. It is inside u. They have nothing special.but youve built this ideal image in your mind.thats all.thats why when u meet the crush the dreams fade...expectations vs reality. Loool. But it is okay, its okay.! Just some mind games that's all! But If someone is immature on this (I used to be) I did believe it was about him her or whatever I was just trying to escape from it in all aspects. Not only avoiding the fact of letting him know,but not wanting to lose this dream. And it was this dream that I wouldnt let go of because whenever I was in an uncomfortable place in my mind I always had the "crush" to think about so I will let my mind travel into this beautiful places and it was actually a solution to any anxiety aka a coping mechanism of the mind,an escape!an illusion. So sometimrs u want to have a crush and the idea of it you hold on to so that it can help u with other issues. Just like conditional love and shallow relationships.ppl do create some of those in their lives so they make time an effort to have a pitty relationship and this situation makes them believe that with "love" they can face problems easier. With relationship,having the other person. Anyways.

@Meretagh neediness has deep roots mostly by childhood.but be here.be in the present moment! Is this actually happening around you? No.it is only in your mind.all these feelings...come and go. You feel needy then u forget about it and you dont,then again feelings come. Not a big deal. Living with it is just a challenge of the mind not so important as u think it is. The most wise thing is to allow the feeling if neediness. This or that,you cant escape even If u wanted to.accept it and all is well. ? when u accept it,peace will come and the solution BAM !

Yes I agree. This is beautiful. As the time passes more and more I like the idea to be alone. Years ago I was afraid to be alone but this is a wonderful thing to do I think. What is more important your body and your mind is all that u "have". So your presence physically and the present moment is the most valuable thing. When you are alone in a nice quiet place then you really LIVE.

I agree. All things are balanced on this planet. Happiness and sadness. You cant go with one of them. You need both. As far as fakeness,I know what you mean,those who pretend are those who are afraid the most,they cant deal with sadness and they want to escape. Happiness is a great state of mind,everybody wants it but its not always available. When it goes,you just have to keep going knowing that it will come back again. But also u have to 'enjoy' painful moments meaning accepting them because If not then neurotic behaviora comes up and its harder to deal with. It is a great feeling when you manage to deal with negative emotion and come out stronger. Such a great feeling.

Anyway. Lets see ...lets find my deepest fears. I dont think theyre so dramatic as the word 'depest' describes to be. But Im claustrophobic. Especially elevators. Because I had an experience in the past I was a little girl,it was almost a broken elevator. Loool. But it was okay. Im afraid of some animals like the usual shit like:rats and snakes. Those two. As for the rest (insects and tarantulas and disgusting lizards) is mostly a sickening relationship between us. Theyre nasty. Not that is fear fear. But Im afraid of falling and crushing my teeth to the ground. Awful. It was a girl in school who had experienced this sad thing. Im afraid of fire. I was once in an epilating institute and it got fire. I ran downstairs giving no fucks about the other people. I was so afraid I had to save my self. Then again a kind of creepy fear is experiencing the following: to be awake and see some strange people inside my house in the middle of the night like thives or sth. Luckily when thives invaded to my house I was sleeping and never saw them. But they went across my bed when I was sleeping. Im glad I didnt wake up. Its kind of funny most of my fears I have experienced once in my life. ???