egoeimai

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  1. @Why? first u wanna realize that u dont have to be confident. Its something that u told yourself u have to be in order to stop feeling shyness and a bunch of other emotions. Just be present,you are neither shy nor the opposite.These are just bs youve told about you,just a story,a fantasy,and illusion. You wanna know exactly who u are,and u can do this just by dropping all agenda of the ego,just be,just experience without thought.
  2. Yes ! Yes yes yes !
  3. @zoey101 go to his mother,that's not the problem,if u help her then u maybe will feel good/better about yourself (considering the desire of yours to help) and maybe u will heal a bit better from it. (If someone blames u about the death,its totally ridiculous) But again,meditate,u need at least 5 minutes the absence of thoughts. You will feel better trust me,cause the mind and body are now under stress overanalyzing stuff. I'm not saying meditation will do the trick immediately, but it helps. That's the top need now,a peace of mind. Do it girl! No doubt.
  4. Zoey,forget about your husband for a while. Relax,sleep a lot,take baths,walk in sun,breathe deeply,meditate. You need to do all those things right now. Dont stay in bed although u want it,it makes things seem even difficult. Your husband seems that needs acceptance,love,right now (aka sex,men need motherly affection they're like children lol and they relieve stress by having sex as well keep that in mind,also they express better with sex ,he is collapsing right now. But he has trust issues darling,addess that later tho-dont forget he also lost his friend) Help yourself first, you are priority and he is not. He is a grown up,and although he needs support as well,you come first. Another one about the hubby: that action he did that he hit u is totally unacceptable u know it ,right? He can go to jail for this. Clearly . just sayin...
  5. Zoey I'm sorry about the fact that your husband is not supportive at all. Its sad. Its stressful,its hard. Find time for yourself,now you have only yourself and you need your support. You can do this ! You are strong !
  6. @Jed Vassallo yes buddy I agree You see,everything is a concept. Do what u can. There's no should or shouldn't.
  7. at least,there's no psychopath. It does exist as an energy as of everything else,but definitely that's just another label of materialistic world that shows how restrictive language and intellectual can be. Everything's possible.
  8. They journey is long. You don't just push a button and you're enlightened. That's why. That's my explanation and how I view it. It could be several reasons: just out of curiosity,they discovered in the midst that thiz ain't what they were looking for,etc ,etc it doesn't even matter dude. It doesn't matter what other people choose to do with the path. You are distracting yourself from the work,as Leo says,do the work.
  9. omg I can't believe this dude we were talking bout did that. Oh I mean I could never think of that. Can't believe it. Anyways,we all had a shock. Now,think about it. Why that be your fault? You didn't kill him,he killed himself,girl be very very careful,you are about to put some huge guilt on your shoulders. This is going to slowly destroy you. Dont choose to do that,ever. See things clearly,as much as possible. Its not your fault,the guy probably had problems. It seems that this rejection from "you" was the cause,but that's shit explanation. In order to kill yourself for such cause of a love failure underlies so many problems . it's not your fault keep that in mind never forget. Dont think about your husband's shitty ego for a while,grieve for the loss of the guy and let go. (Don't let your husband make you believe stuff about you) My deep condolences Msg me whenever u want. I'll be here for you.
  10. Emerald's videos are helpful as well. They helped me so much lately,as this one: Also there's a new vid from emerald. Gonna watch it now !
  11. Lol Share Gif: https://media3.giphy.com/media/3o6vY59s91hWsxASYM/200.gif?cid=029136eb5b1289584e7a344559937dd0
  12. Its the same pattern,judgment,no matter how u look there will always be somebody who doesnt like it
  13. So sweet,thanks. ❤ Love back to u.
  14. I didn't miss you tbh,but welcome back ! ? Lol
  15. RN I ate so much ,I cant lay in bed face down.
  16. thats why people have sex,same for masturbation. They wanna feel connected,loved,appreciated,they wanna get the attention and love that they deserve. Totally normal. But that's not the only way,just being present and aware,accepting everything,does the trick as well. ?