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@popi It's good to see that someone reads it! I will continue with the points in my first post.

Cool video idea!

New update, I literally failed on every single point. I've felt extremely lazy lately and my discipline is so poor. Anyway, tomorrow is another day and I will keep on trying till the day I die.

Allright, second update! I've been pointing out only the negative things yesterday, so I also wanted to point out that it's been 10 days since I looked at porn or masturbated. I know this is still extremely early in the process but I barely could past day 2 in the past. Also since the first post i've been drinking nothing but water! Nothing else to add really.

Allright, the first update! So I failed pretty hard on my discipline points. I smoke again, ate unhealthy, meditating daily and having an unhealthy sleep schedule. But I realized something too.. This failure that we all experience is actually as much part of the actualization path as anything else. I don't know anyone who sets a set of goals and kills them without struggle (unless you're already far into this path). So I will stay on this path and try and try and try again. It was a fun coincidence with Leo's latest video! So for now, i'm in the wagon again!

@dude Haha, I'm not sure if I am ready to sit for 1 hour yet, but yeah, next time I will sit until the timer goes off hehe. I sell dance music to DJ's who don't have the time or skillsets necessary to produce their own music. Great market, but i'm a noob at business. Everyone has to start somewhere I guess :).

Quick update: So today I went to the gym and I meditated for the first time in months. Kinda feel a bit sad after the meditation, but that's fine with me. I set a timer to 10 minutes and I thought the timer didn't work and that I was already meditating for about 15 minutes. I was only at 8 minutes yet. For the rest of the day I will continue focusing on my diet.