Raphael

I'm still surprised that more than 71 million people voted for Trump. Something is really wrong in the US. If too many people are strong believers they can influence the reality of the other half of the country and drag them down through force and/or mass disinformation.

That's what I... almost thought. "superhuman" and "idiot" are also relatives. Thank you. It makes my ego happy.

Get Out Of Your Mind It's funny when someone tells me to get out of my mind because for that I'll need to have a mind first.

10 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 06:24 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:35 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 08:37 AM - 10:15 AM I searched for new projects and sent two proposals Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 42 minutes 10:27 AM - 11:49 AM I continued my quest of finding new projects Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 22 minutes 11:56 AM - 12:26 AM I continued my quest of finding new projects Focus: 3/5 Duration: 30 minutes 01:25 PM - 02:48 PM I continued searching for new projects Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 23 minutes 02:55 PM - 04:23 PM I continued sending more and more proposals! Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 28 minutes Average Focus: 3.4 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 6 hours 25 minutes, including 0 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

When The Real/Unreal Boundery Collapses I don't know what's real/unreal anymore, everything seems so real/unreal at the same time. Maybe because real = unreal? I feel confused, misunderstood, I don't know what I am anymore. Does it mean that I misunderstand myself? Yes. Why? Because I'm on the path of understanding myself.

@Ananta Ok.

If I already started to notice a certain number of the points that you made without watching the series, nor reading about metaphysics and reading the books on the book list, nor taking psychedelics, but only by myself, does it make me superhuman?

@Ananta Why do you support Trump?

Cannot Trust My Mind I cannot trust my mind with dealing with distractions. I always try to distract myself especially when I encounter difficulties. So... I just choose the nuclear option to block everything. The only way to unlock these distractions is to delete/rename the browser plugin configuration files which I'm too lazy to do. No freedom, no choice for me.

9 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:55 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:58 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 08:23 AM - 09:09 AM I started to do some improvements, then got interrupted by a call Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 46 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 09:10 AM - 09:55 AM I did some improvements Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 45 minutes 10:16 AM - 11:19 AM I continued the previous improvements Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 01:10 PM - 02:43 PM I continued the previous improvements. I had unrelated thoughts of past difficult experiences Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 33 minutes 03:20 PM - 04:56 PM I continued the previous improvement, but it went a little like shit. I had a lot of distracting thoughts Focus: 3/5 Duration: 1 hour 36 minutes 07:33 PM - 08:17 PM I corrected a bug Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 44 minutes @Raphael Focus on what's necessary. Don't overdo things, nor do things for free. Your time is limited and precious. Average Focus: 3.4 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 5 hours 42 minutes, including 4 hours 56 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

This work week was a total mess. I had a lot of difficulties to get myself to work. I'm trying to set a new habit and at the same time I was super concerned about US elections, it made me anxious and unable to work. I'm happy with the result, but I'm also wondering what's going to happen in the next two months. Narcissists never accept defeat, and Trump will try to do everything to drag down the US with him. It could become dangerous...

Weekly Statistics (02 November 2020 - 08 November 2020) Total Working Hours 14 hours 52 minutes Average Focus 3.49 / 5

8 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:55 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:15 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: No work for today Average Focus: ~ / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 0 minutes, including 0 minutes of Deep Work (objective 0 minutes) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

She is more conscious than Trump, she is mostly at stage blue where Trump is maybe 50% red. I doubt that she will ever win because France seems more evolve than the United-States (at least socially) and the people looks more educated overall. However with all the terrorist attacks and protests during the past five years she has a tiny chance.

@Etherial Cat I was thinking about the same thing and I'm actually still wondering if he is going to try to do something before Biden takes the job. I have a weird feeling, things have the potential to become dangerous...

7 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:48 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:31 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: No work for today Average Focus: ~ / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 0 minutes, including 0 minutes of Deep Work (objective 0 minutes) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

This week is super difficult. I'm feeling a lot of resistance and cannot get myself to work.

@The Don A guy told me yesterday that Trump needs to win because China will become the first superpower otherwise. He said that China will take all jobs because it is so competitive and that we will have to work 16 hours/day in poverty in order to survive. He thinks Trump will help all countries to unite together against China. Is that something you relate to?

6 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 06:53 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:42 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 01:29 PM - 01:56 PM Why does this guy always call me in the worst moments? Also, I now know that he is a Trump supporter (he also supports Modi). His reason to support Trump is that he is afraid of China. He told me that China is trying to influence the entire world and steal manufacturing jobs in other countries and that all countries must unite against China. Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 27 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 09:04 AM - 10:20 AM I did some fixes for the scrollback. I distracted myself a bit. I'm very concerned by the US elections right now Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 16 minutes Average Focus: 3.5 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 2 hours 43 minutes, including 1 hour 16 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

5 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:50 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 00:28 AM (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ❌ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Deep Work Sessions: 02:07 PM - 03:57 PM I worked on scroll back issues Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 50 minutes 10:21 PM - 11:51 PM I fought all day to work properly Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 30 minutes Average Focus: 3.5 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 3 hours 20 minutes, including 3 hours 20 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

These girls give me a traditional stage blue vibe

Why are people so dumb and annoying? Seriously? Fuck humanity.

4 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:42 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:42 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 08:48 AM - 09:53 AM I sent some SEO reports, updated plugins on my website, and searched for a few WordPress themes Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 02:41 PM - 02:58 PM I had a call. Stage orange always tries to cut prices. Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 17 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 03:05 PM - 03:45 PM I added the Google Analytics tag Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 40 minutes Average Focus: 3.5 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 2 hours 2 minutes, including 40 minutes of Deep Work (objective 0 minutes) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

@Emerald Yep! Now the challenge is to get a high conscious partner

Everything is connected.