Greatnestwithin

This has been true since the beginning @Leo Gura only direct experience answers everything. And you know that most of your videos by definition are not in the capacity of most people can handle and yet that hasn't stopped you from releasing them. I wonder and I'm curious if there is Another possibility here as opposed to a binary context of whether someone can handle it or not and therefore conclude whether you want to publish it. And open up a conversation that can evolve in partnership with you.

The pure and genuine understanding of the mind and it's dynamics. The how and why of it and everything to do with it. It is delightful, yummy, profound, fascinating, exciting, it is fun. Even mindfucks and paradoxes leave in awe and perplexed.

I use VPN on my laptop, and none on my phone. I usually tend to interact in this forum from both of them.

It will, only until you choose to use it (relationships) as one more path towards awakening and even for success and productivity. It is all connected, no need to make divisions here.

@Leo GuraIs in your life's vision to get into a long term intimate relationship?

@Leo Gura I´m curious Leo, do you continue doing both? like youtube and web development as like you enjoy them both?

Only if you make it so or you are not clear in your own purpose beyond. My girlfriend has been the absolute opposite of a distraction in terms of building my career as an ontological coach and building my practice and business. Every single challenge I have ever faced in my own business I could see it show up in my intimate relationship too. Things like a deep trauma of fear of rejection, which, would show up in getting clients and raising my fees. When you are the business, beyond logistics and technicalities, every challenge you´ll ever face arises from your own humanity, from all the places you've learned to stay safe, close, and contract from life. An intimate partner can be everything you want it to be if you create it consciously. OF COURSE, an intimate partner will drive all your shit up, all your humanity, shortcoming, fears, insecurities, and all of this can be a distraction if you relate to it this way. How I relate to it (not because if the only way or the best, but because of how I'm choosing to) THIS IS the work to open your heart to deeper layers of love. Not only I have worked through those fears and traumas among many other stuff with my coach (and I continue doing so), with and through her/us but my experience of life has been infused with even more joy, play, and better finances than ever before. To me, Leadership and intimacy (Intimicy_ into me) are two sides of the same coin. Your ability to make/cause an impact in this world is correlated to your capacity as a human being to cause intimacy with others, open your heart (which implies cleaning yourself of yourself, of all the strategies you have created to stay safe) Your ability to fuck your partner is related to your ability to fuck the world open and cause a massive impact. So I don´t agree with @Leo Gura on this one, although he is totally right that you should fully live life and don´t be a robot! And there is no right answer, you must decide for yourself if that´s what you want.

isn´t it supposed that it imagines everything that could ever be at all once? or is it different?

What does gumbo mean?

How do you actually generate so much money through actualized.org? Or do you have other revenues?

Will you eventually want to have kids?

I'd be curious to know shall you want to share where does the majority of your income come from. Like YouTube, your online course or something else?

Playing forever and ever changing right?

But is it also somehow pre destined too? Like aiming towards creating a larger picture which is already pre set?

Every one of us as humans have the capacity for deception and lying. To say as an absolute that we never lie is itself arrogant and a lie. If you can't see this in you, it is a blind spot then. No judgment or pedestal over here.

It would be really generous and rich from your side to share on vlogs, YouTube more from how this transformation/embodiment work impact your daily life/relationships/ doing business etc To have a more distinguishible/precise taste of your own process, for us to be the witness of it beyond your insights.

That I have experienced and yet I lack so much depth. I can even appreciate the scaryness of not even wanting to realize that with mahashamadhi, the world ends entirely

In my experience seems that if you do mahashamadhi, you leave, I will seem to stay and "life" to continue. Would love if you could share some clarity into

Will you share your news, such your new house and what seems to be next for you , are up to through a vlog?

Thank you!

So it is both and... together forever and alone forever, there is no difference in your experience?

in your experience, do you have the understanding and felt like the experience of you being the only thing there is or there is some space to also hold that absolutely speaking there is no difference between others existing and not being real at the same time?

I have experienced God through bufo, yet very hard to live daily life with the understanding that my partner, family, others are my mind´s projection.

How is this different from solipsism? hard to discern the flavour of it