Hello all, very happy to be here and hoping to learn a lot from you all as well as give my contribution if possible. Since February 2015, I started my coaching progress. I got a double certification and was certain that it was what I wanted to do and, turns out, I'm kinda of good at it. I made major changes. I enrolled at Toastmasters and became a motivational speaker in some events. I started to do crossfit, started to do meditation, reading and a bunch more habits by using coach.me to keep myself in check. For most of 2015, I was being a great machine.
To the end, I fell in love (or so I think) and a spiral of self sabotage or obsession/neediness whatever started. As of now, I've called it quits but I've suffered a bit in emotional terms.
Granted that as a life coach I've developed a better sense of consciousness and know that this is only a temporary set back. I've gotten a part time job, gone back to the gym (I quit crossfit around August) and been building back some things ever since.
Now, my drive to do the habits that I recommend and tend to do is gone. I can still do them if I force myself to, but I have no more drive to do them. I've stopped my coaching work since I don't feel I can help people if I'm not in a good position myself.
So, all this to ask if I should force the habits (the reading, the meditation, etc) in the hopes of getting "back in shape" or is there another way to look at it?
Thanks in advance for whatever you have to share.
