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You are going to be fine. Just wish for it, and wait. Just believe it and wait for it. Have a patience, very important. But while waiting, try being in the moment. Everything happens for a reason to learn us something. Just relax, enjoy or suffer the moment, whatever it is, it is. Get angry, sad, you have nothing to lose, to understand, to fear. The moment is the only thing that does not change, everything comes and goes with it ( inner (thoughts, feelings, emotions and outer (vision,non vision, touch perception, perspectives ). Do not associate with these perceptions. Percieve thoughts just like some outer sounds you hear (city or nature noise, birds, wind, music, saucepan) Thoughts always change but everything happens only in the moment. Can you wish not to wish ? Just stay in the moment and watch everything. The moment I'm talking about is the moment right now, like you are just born right now, in this moment and everything which is witnessed around is changing, in the moment, like right now while you are reading this it exists only NOW, this moment. Till you are done reading only exists the moment here. You are just being, existing, in this moment. Your feeling thoughts, patterns are always slightly or rapidly changing, but only in the moment. Like right now, or now, or in this moment, oops this one, or this moment, but this one right now is just interpratation of other moment which happens also in the moment. In this moment, right now, this one here. Don't panic or panic if you have to but try being as much as possible into the moment. Make a wish peacefully to the universe, whatever it is, you can want whatever you want, You WILL get it, but without trying to control or change anything in the moment, or why not try if you feel you have to or you need to. Just feel free to do whatever you want and just watch it, the results of it in the moment. In the very moment right now. A cousin cured his chronic acid reflux problems with fasting 2 weeks. Not sure what exactly his diagnose was. You can read about it as well, there is some books on how to do it right. I guesss you stumbled upon these but anyway. https://chriskresser.com/get-rid-of-heartburn-and-gerd-forever-in-three-simple-steps/ This book is helpful as well, it helped me cure my bad breath problems. It is a little harsh, but what there is to loose, so why not give it a try. https://www.amazon.com/experience-fool-epiphany-about-glasses/dp/9549589986 Very powerful and wise book, it might be the ultimate solution for anything. Tell me if I'm wrong, but did something similar happen? You went to a doctor and he/she gave you some diagnose. You said okay, there is some chance the diagnose, considered authentic, to be true since you have certain symptops which respond for some name( one of the many variations of similar diagnoses) and one common of course. But question! Is the medicine, even if the best doctor was there for you 100% sure in your diagnose? Not really, never really. How much does he/she really knows about what's happening with your organism, how is it functioning right now and what's going on there ? Not as much as considered, indeed. Can he/she percieve what is being percieved - NO of course. Nobody knows exactly and will never know the right diagnose. There is 37 trillion cells which are always changing, co-existing and totally able to rearrange themselves in unimaginable, infinity ways. http://content.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,936455,00.html http://www.thehealersjournal.com/2013/04/09/how-to-heal-anything-understanding-how-healing-works/ We don't have to always understand it. We aren't really here for the pleasure only, but to learn lessons throughout our whole life. To fix with love and compassion towards ourselves and others our karma. The toughest work goes to for the strongest. And don't forget, THIS MOMENT. The moment you start your healing process, is the moment right now. It is always the moment right now.

He is getting better and better. With his videos one doesn't need to go through psychology course besides the papers. Уважение и благодарность.

This post is not about the 5-Meo, but about the ego death experience through psychedelics. Just some info/articles which might be useful. To Become Everything. What Ego Death Means and Why It’s Important So You’ve Experienced Ego Death. Now What? Psychedelic Satori VS Meditation Different dosage of LSD explained Alan Watts ~ LSD: The Secret and How to Handle it

This kind of guilt might help you in the long term. If you are willing to take always the emotionally uncomfortable decisions you'll have succeess at anything. Do you ask yourself though - What's the point of feeling guilty if you already did something/are doing it. Does it help tuning into the moment ? Have you tried not associating with the guilt ? (Easier said than done of course, but with enough practice achievable) I don't think this concerns as much your topic, but you might also find something helpful. "Fake prisons" affective prisons • Necessity of success (often fascinating the whole person and accompanied by usual for this case, tension and anxiety). It goes back to so called "civilization of murder" that we'll talk further. The aim is to smash the other at any cost. This is an impenetrable, lacking any creativity world. • Fear of failure. • Need to fail because neurotic guilt. • Feeling of inferiority. • Feelings of guilt. • Need for power generated by a sense of powerlessness, a sense of identity or existential guilt. • Need to be admired resulting from a sense of inferiority. • Fear of rejection. • Fear of abandonment. • Fear of happiness, accompanied by "magic" anxiety "So far I was lucky, but someday I'll have to pay for it ... " • Constant anxiety associated with any misfortune, illness, death. • Fear of loneliness - often the result of fear of abandonment or rejection. • Abnormal feeling that the other is your property. • Excessive jealousy. • Lack of spontaneity. • All types of fear, anxiety, rigid beliefs or opinions tendency us to be biased, obsessional habits. social prisons • Anxiety and guilt caused by fear of others' opinions. • Reflectors subject to different obligations; inability to say "no" certain types of social pressure. • Obligations (social and religious) to create a lot of children or minimum number of children. • Customs (respected mechanical and non reconsideration). • Various taboos. • dogma (of any kind). • Masks misplaced dignity, social roles, identification with bogus role models, mandatory status, mandatory brilliant career. • Mandatory Rest (to be like everyone else). • Fashion (also seen as mandatory). • Fashion expressions (which imitate others because of fear of rejection and to not differ from them). • Mandatory travel. • Television (passivity, agreed to assume the role of "hostage" ad inability to refuse the drug on the small screen and so on..). Close relationship • Misunderstood fidelity (based on guilt and fear). • Jealousy. • neurotic possessiveness. • affective lyudoedstvo and vampirism (various forms of "love" - swallow other, eat with him, preventing him live). religious closed • Different types of hypocrisy (for lack of faith or indifference). • Lies and different obligations ( "play the game"). ideological closed • Anything that requires affectivity to take only one direction to oriented towards an ideological current that has become dogma. From denial other equally dogmatic ideologies, with the result that leads to affective rejection of their supporters. Acceptance of differences, impenetrable faith in 'Own truth From the book "Psychology and inner freedom by Pier Dako". Translated with Google, there might be some "funny grammar".

Pescetarianism (semi-vegetarianism). Eating a fish 3-4 times per week might be very healthy habit.

Leo mentioned Eben Pagan in some of his videos. This might be helpful for you:

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Pescetarianism is also a good choice of a lifestyle/diet. Some researches claims it is healthier than the vegan and the vegetarian diet.

Good decision. Don't give a fuck about it and have fun.

It can help you. http://www.hirnwellen-und-bewusstsein.de/brainwaves_1.html http://2learnmeditation.com/meditation-music http://mentalhealthdaily.com/2014/04/15/5-types-of-brain-waves-frequencies-gamma-beta-alpha-theta-delta/ Ear training can also help you synchronise the hemispheres as you become to hear and perceive music and sounds around you better and better.

We are reflection of the whole universe. It is universe into universe into universe and so on (infinity) Micro and Macro . But some general point for us might be "the shift of the consciousness" Evolution throughout Spiritual Development of the human kind, which would also help us to not destroy the forests and pollute the planet. And after we shift on the next level there would be a whole new meaning. These two are good addition to your thoughts on the subject:

Cool article: 16 Uncomfortable Feelings That Actually Indicate You’re On The Right Path http://howtoexitthematrix.com/2015/12/28/16-uncomfortable-feelings-that-actually-indicate-youre-on-the-right-path/

Some of the long-term weed effects is that it suppresses the emotions. It makes you less caring. And when you stop smoking there would be something I call "emotional storm" for the next 2-3 weeks or so. It can be psychologically very addictive for some personalities. Physically not so much, but if you are smoking for more than a 500 days, everyday (5+ joints) there would be some craving and sweating when you stop. You might have a lot of dreams about weed as well. I did very extensive research and I have a lot of personal experience. It is definitely worth trying though. You can benefit doing certain activities while high. The plant sharpens your senses. Listening to music, having sex and having a walk into nature ( also enjoying beautiful landscapes) are the best things to do while high. Meditating on it can be very intense but also beneficial as well. My choice is not to smoke weed anymore though.

Frankfurt (Germany).