Salvijus

You need new beliefs. Adopt ayurveda lifestyle and tips and guidence to have a healthy body and mind. And become familiar with a holy book of some sort to have a healthy soul and spirit. Your old beliefs are not of any value imo haha. Baby steps u can do it.

That's not how it works. The brightness of your future depends on the brightness of god that you've allowed yourself to replace the darkness in you. Allowing yourself to become a willing participant in god's work of "undoing the misery" is what your real task and focus should be. If you were living by the Law of god you'd be living in a Tahiti right now, not next life. You're not going to become wise and enlightened out of nowhere just by damaging the body. The circumstances you're living right now is a clever arrangement to force you to turn your mind around for you to begin to live by the Word of god. A virtuous life that is in alignment with the Laws of Heaven and Earth. So that the Father could bless you with his inheritance that you were meant to possess but squandered it by becoming enamored with the temptations of deathful, sloghtful, riotious living.

Ayurveda is begginer friendly. It will just examine your situation from more spiritual holistic nature's point of view and give you tips and herbs how to fix your health problems. Nice and easy. Simple stuff for good life.

@Sugarcoat :)

Oooh See... ?the power of heart's desire? Great list in general btw

https://liveayurprana.com/pages/practitioners

Not youtube. I'll share in pm rather

If you want i can share a deeply profound audio teaching on how to master communication tought by a certain enlightened master. If you’re into that.

Lol. Get yourself an ayurveda consultation already. Here's the link. https://liveayurprana.com/pages/practitioners

Dancing can help. By yourself in your room. To shake off all that stiffness, self-judgement, fearful, deeply rooted self-sabotaging patterns that block us from freely expressing ourselves. It becomes very clear how much of that we have when we begin to dance lol. And if one is crazy enough, you can try dancing with another person. When one becomes comfortable dancing with different people unprepared, most if not all socializing problems get solved i believe. Bc dancing and socializing is not any different really. Same energy. @jdc7733 this would probably apply to you aswell. Wow. I'm moved by this. That you would go this far to overcome those blocks.

Maybe a one day fast would help? And if you're a meat eater, mb u could try eliminating meat for a period of time.

Your situation is missing context but i will try to make a blind guess. My guess is. Probably you're holding yourself back a lot when communicating. Due to insecurites or fears or whatnot.

It means to experience some sense of union and embrace between to people. Where two people are no longer defensive, pretentious, no mask, no nothing. Just trust, vulnerability, openess, and allowence. When you meet a person you feel that you can totally trust and be open with. You become vulnerable, and it leads to intimacy, "nakedness" so to speak, then the joy of union is born and usually it's called love chemistry. Or deep friendship chemistry. I think that would be my definition of connectedness. And the reson laughter and jokes work well to connect with people bc it opens people up. It makes them drop their guard down. To become vulnerable. It fosters trust. Without these things no connection is possible. Suspiciousness, doubt, waryness, fear, is what pushes people away and create boundaries to feel safe. But it also isolates us. Love brakes all boundaries and love is what connects us in the end.

Maybe you wish to give ayurveda a try?

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Ultimately neither illusion, nor fear, nor seperation is real, because what has no effect has no reality. Hence only love and beuty and unlimiteness is real. Everything else is a weird mirage

Truth =/ illusion Love =/ fear God =/ seperation All those things are born of false perception and mistaken identity. Out of ignorance of what is really true

Tho love can be cold, harsh, unsparing and full of dicipline aswell. But... if it comes from frustration... it's just ego. If it comes from arrogance, it's just more ego. If it comes from impatiance, it's just more ego, if it comes from carelessness, it's just more ego, if it comes from being inconsiderate or uncaring, it's just more ego, if it comes from fear it's just more ego. If it comes from a sense of authority and superiority , it's just more ego. If it contains even a trace of judgement or resentment, it's just more ego. So... something to be mindful about

True. But love is never frustrated or impatient, it's never defensive or afraid of being questioned, love does not regard anyone as unworthy. Love is never offended or insulted, love never holds a gurdge, love never complains, love never plays a victim, love never feels superior then others, love is never insulting or demeaning to others, love does not feel pride. All those things are born of ego and is toxic. Now how many of these do you recognize in Leo? ? i rest my case You can replace the word Love with God or Truth if you like to get the point.

Only ego can get frustrated when it can't handle talking to "buffoons". It's lack of compassion and patience basicly. I can understand how frustrating it can be tho. But the point i want to make is that it's still toxic and should not be justified. (And im under the impression that leo is constantly justifing his... lets say toxic behavior for no good reason) but it seems my perception of him and his perception of himself is very different aswell.

Yes. Everyone has a superiority complex. It's called ego. Im just trying to point out why this quality is of no benefit to spirituality. Or smth like that. I forgot why im talking about it.

And the arrogance im talking about is different. Im talking about the sense of superiority. It makes one incapable of genuine connection. Many troubles come from superiority type ego that i don't think is of any help on the spiritual path...

It's just that it worked out for you out of sheer luck lol. It could've ended terriblly wrong as well.