Salvijus

Aww ❤️

After a second thought, maybe 5-6 pages worth of text more likely.

Approximately 3-4 pages worth of texts per day I believe. I ran into that thing bunch of times. Honestly, i vote it be removed. It's such a buzz kill

Yea I have to work on my delivery next time 🙏

Borrowing this thread to share this messenge. You cannot love what you need... So deep.....

It's actually deeply spiritual aswell. It's not very known but they basically have their own Bali religion and spirituality which deals with spirits, healing, channeling, lightwork etc. Basically they are all my friends already

This threat seems as good as any for that, hehe.

Haha, yea I don't think that would bother me 😄

I was thinking Bali or Thailand. But close enough lol.

Cold countries suck tho. I can't see myself living in a cold country again haha.

Lithuania

This is Bulgaria coast. Currently I live there. It's not where I'm from tho.

The picture of a moon right now where I am.

This is good observation. But I literally sharing with you how to bring that connection back. The connection to yourself is done by putting the awareness on desire. Desire is never gone and can never be extinguished. It's only a matter of putting your awareness inward on it and allowing your attention rest there for a while so that it would rekindle the fire and your sense of self.

That's fair thing to say. However opening the gates of libido is not that difficult. It's a simple matter of becoming aware of desire energy and allowing it to burn without restricting yourself. Because it's the psychological barriers of fear, guilt, shame, judgement that block the libido energy to flow properly.

Thank you.

Libido is more than just arausal. All desire is libido desire. Without desire you wouldn't be able to participate in any activity whatsoever. Although there could be some truth that you're feeling low and despirited. But libido can't be killed really. It's the source of life. It's the source of love and glory. It's actually the source of who you are aswell.

It's off topic a bit. But can we just all agree that this gesture of putting foreheads together is the most beautiful thing in the world? Cmon. It's so deep........

I doubt an image like this doesn't move you.

Hmmm... Idk... This is deep topic. Somehow I sense more warmth and brotherhood by sharing the food rather than stocking it to yourself. Many arguments could be made on all sides tho.

It's not about how still the mind is. It's about how aware of the mind you are even if tsunami of thoughts is happening. If the mind is going crazy but you're still able to observe it. That's what counts as a success of the meditation.

Nobody gets paid for taking care of someone for a month, 3years worth of rent. Wtf. Nurses would be millionaires.

Hmm... That's not the right logic. Hospital bill includes all kinds of bs like taxes, facilities, building maintainance, security and who knows what else. A fair price would be: take the nurse's month salary. A nurse gets paid for taking care for 25 people let's say. So devide her salary in 25. Take into account that you're not paying taxes so cut 20%more. Plus he's unqualified, so cut 20% more. That would be a what you owe him for his job.

I would just see what a baby sitter is worth for a month in your country, pay him that and be done with it. Unless he begins to throw tantrums, then it's a bigger issue. Then you have a parasite with you. And a part of me believes that's what you're dealing with. I'm going to try to share what I feel by reading your post. It could be completely wrong but here it goes anyways. It seems that you're being pressured to play along because otherwise there's going to be lots of drama, perhaps a brake up and you'll get labeled all kinds of names, bad friend, ungrateful, jerk, and just lots of anger and judgement will follow if you oppose. (That's such a dick move honestly). But it also seems that you are afraid to upset that apple cart because of all the conflict that would come out of it. Even tho deep down you're not happy with the situation. I feel if you succumb to the people pleasing pressure, you're going to feel resentment towards him on a deep level for all those three years, (unless you're really good at suppressing your heart to the point you can't notice it anymore) . So there's conflict going to be either way. If you go with what you feel is right in your heart, there will be conflict because he's already attached to his ideas. And if you go with his tantrums, you won't be at peace either. My personal recommendation would be to go into silence by yourself and see what feels right in your heart when nobody is pressuring you to do anything. Every situation is relative and unique and there is no one answer to every situation. You should inquire your own heart to tell you wants the appropriate action is and only what feels true in your heart should lead your way, even if that means losing all your friends and being judged by the whole world. Good luck.