Salvijus

Aww. I know puppies are cute but it could also mean you have some pent up stuff that wants to be released.

So you say mind is the first movement. So what caused the first movement to happen if the source has no will? What willed the first movement to happen then?

I'll just repeat this. "Things don't appear out of nothing. If something moved, then it moved by inspiration of something prior. If you go down like that you'll end up at the bottom of all inspiration - The Source itself. And there is nothing prior to that. And that Source has a will. And that will is love. "

Things don't appear out of nothing. If something moved, then it moved by inspiration of something prior. If you go down like that you'll end up at the bottom of all inspiration - The Source itself. And there is nothing prior to that. And that Source has a will. And that will is love.

If nothing willed life into existence, then how did it came about?

Love has a will. Everything is a consequence of love's will. Universe exists because love wills it into existence. There is a supreme will behind everything. The will of god.

That's deep

If everything comes from love, then love is in control of everything.

There really are only two options in life: ascension or declension (and maybe stagnation also) . Declension sucks. Ascension feels nice. The choice becomes very simple.

The Law is in control. "In the beginning was the Law, and the Law was with God, and the Law was God."

For me it's just and endless diving into glory. There's nothing else worth doing anyways. Just enjoy the ride.

🤣🤣😂

Masculine holds the space, feminine dances inside of it. If you identify with the emptiness, you experience primordial peace. If you identify with the feminine, you experience an ecstatic dance of creation. Life is both. No idea if that answers the question.

It's actually true that the state of emptiness can feel really dry, lifeless and passionless. That's why I hesitate to completely dismiss your case, haha. If we assume that's indeed what you're going through, then the only solution would be to activate the feminine side of enlightenment, the heart center, the creative energy that fills you with passion for life. Like the opposite of masculine immobile Zen emptiness. On the contrary, the heart energy is very dynamic. When you have both, you become super enlightened. Maybe that's you.

Idk what to make of it. There is more than one way to interpret that experience. So you're hoping a full dissolution will solve this? What if a full dissolution is even worse than that? Lol

I believe this part. But the less dense you become, the more alive and vibrant you should become. That's the part where I have a problem with your explanation. No, I've said something else, haha.

They are taking about self realization mostly. You can realize yourself beyond the ego without dissolving the ego. Dissolving the ego is a longer process. I don’t know. I'm trying to see how that could be true but I struggle to see it. The signs are not there. There are other explanations that fit your description much more as far as I can tell.

That's almost unachievable goal. Monks spend their entire life in monestary to attain to it and don't get there. It takes multiple lifetimes to get there. Ekchart is open about his pain body not being fully dissolved also. They all are. Even if you were 1% close to infinity, you'd be levitating basicly with so much energy.

Almost incomplete self dissolution looks like ekchart tolle, rupert spira, mooji etc. None of them have problems that you describe. Ego dissolution invigorates the cells in the body, your body would be all vibrating with energy basicly. It doesn't feel suppressing or numb or zombie like. In my estimate it's either a lost soul phenomena or something is attached to you and is draining your energy/suppressing you. If it's the latter, then I could probably deal with that myself, it's a common reality for me.

A lost soul phenomena. https://entheonation.com/blog/shamanic-soul-retrieval/

You're not killing anyone by not flying the plane. You're killing passangers when you drop them off the plane mid air. Nature gives a certain time as an opportunity to fly the plane, there's no crime in postponing the opportunity or not using it. But once you used the opportunity to lift off, then dropping the passangers mid air is not cool. It's reckless lifestyle.

I'm out of gas, haha. Not particularly inspired to add anything at the moment. But thank you for the positive response. And yea, I could see from the beginning we have a similar understanding of the nuances and the traps of this topic. That's pretty cool. A breath of fresh air for me:)

If you're the one who ran over a basketball player, then you should be held responsible for his life and make amends and what not. If you got yourself pregnant, then it's your task to handle that responsibility gracefully. Unless you got pregnant against your will. Then it complicates the answer quite a bit. The entire responsibility would fall on to the father then I guess. And if a mother chose to do abortion than the blood would be on his hands. You're free to do whatever you want, if you're willing to accept the consiquences of it. With that in mind, it would be wise if you handled every situation gracefully, if you want to live a gracefilled life. Otherwise your life will be a full of suffering and you'll end up in hell. Nothing wrong with that. Preventing a birth and terminating a life in a womb is not the same thing.

If you say so.