Salvijus

I've watched your YouTube testimony. My belief is that you're experiencing these energies because you've open your heart and your latent healing abilities through ayahuasca. My belief is that your attitude towards with these spirits or energies needs maturing aswell. It's not something you need to protect yourself from or be afraid of. It's something that you're being is asked to transmute into the light through your loving heart. Your heart has the power to transmute any darkness that you embrace in your heart's energy field. You have an opportunity to be of service and do the healing work to uplift this earth realm by constantly shining the loving light you receive through your prayers and transmuting these dark energies. In fact, the stronger you become in light, the more these entities will become drawn to you like a magnet because they will see you as a beacon of light that can help them. Both physical and non-physical beings will be drawn to you. And your ability to be of service will increase that way so that the Father can entrust you to be responsible with more of his inheritance. I've been experiencing spirit contact ever since I've started opening the heart through christ aswell. Sometimes demonic, sometimes angelic and everything in between. The heart is like a portal that connects this realm and the spirit realm. I came to learnt that there really is nothing you need to fear or protect yourself from. Just shine. Just shine the light of God and allow all things to happen. It always ends well. You don't need to understand everything, just remember that only love is real and who you are is eternally safe and invulnerable. That is faith. And that will make you a channel of blessings to whatever enters your field of experience. That way you will join the crusade of Atonement. You'll become a miracle worker. That's what it means to be a true follower of christ. "take up your cross of light and follow me"

A unpleasant experience cannot override hearts desire to live. No amount of pain cannot do it when a person is in touch with who and what they truly are. The fire to live is of God and it is as eternal as God.

Because it's not a natural desire to begin with. Your heart wants nothing else but to live, live and live fully. But people have lost touch with reality. That's when they begin to concoct funny ideas.

True understanding and insight leads to compassion. When you see through everything, you forgive everything because it just is what it is. And now you can develop a compassionate view towards it that promotes upliftment rather than disparagement.

There's only one conciousness manifesting and tasting itself through infinite forms. So when you see others, you're seeing just another form of conciousness just like you. That's when empathy, love and brotherhood comes. Otherwise these things are irreconcilable.

I shifted the example a bit inside my mind. There are people who would go through a similar levels and intensity of pain volunteerily to achieve certain goals just with sheer passion for higher growth. That's inspiring for me. The Mexican torture thing was dumb of course, lol. But the idea in its essence is nice.

There are people with that level of determination for conciousness out there. They turn me on.

The point was not to level out the different degrees of corruption that is happening in different pockets of people but to change our relationship with corruption itself. From condemnation to forgiveness. From enemies to brotherhood. From ego and division to truth.

Exactly, each one will focus on what they value...

You're in a corrupt place no matter where you are. Even if you're alone. Because you're yoruself corrupt.

Lol

The important insight here is that none is holier than thou. Even when somebody approached Jesus and called him good, he replied, "don't call me good, none is good but God". There is no one without corruption inside. We are all cult leaders. Let the one without sin throw the first stone. See. When someone is in the wrong, don't criticize, uplift them. And own your own mistakes. That is the way.

https://limewire.com/?referrer=pq7i8xx7p2 This one is from another dimension.

That's beautiful.

The entire world is corrupt including Leo and this forum, big deal. You can still grow in a corrupt structure anyways. There is something positive about the world also. There were positive things in your community as well I'm guessing. That's why you stayed there for as long as you did. No point ruminating on the negative.

Advaita is for noobs of the past. Leave that sinking ship behind. Look up agni yoga instead and the masters thereof. That's the future of spirituality. The tides have shifted, it's time to change your pants.

You can't transcend what you fail to love.

It's much more profound then that. Desire is the kundalini energy that runs the entire existence. First it finds expression in the root Chakra, desire for survival. After that desire evolves into a desire for sexuality, then it evolves into a desire for a healthy asserted sovergn identity. Then it evolves into a desire for communion, unity, love. Then the energy evolves into the desire for self expression. Then it evolves into a desire for knowledge, understanding and insight. And then it evolves into a desire for infinity. The energy of desire (Kundalini) is the will of god itself trying to find it's full potential within you. It's an infinite fuel that makes up every molecule in existence and it has infinite devine intelligence. Desire is everything.

So it boils down to desire yes. And then what causes desire becomes the question.

You could still boil it down to a single answer <interest> And then you can ask, what is causing the interest to arise. <Interest is a form of desire. > Then you can ask, where does all desire come from.

What causes attention to move to a particular place would be a good next question to ask.

@Judy2 https://limewire.com/?referrer=pq7i8xx7p2 I recommend using headphones.

There's a 30min guided meditation from forgiveness, gratitude, hopefulness course that I could send you. If you want.

Guessing again. You're routine could be missing meditation. Sometimes zoning out, plunging into yourself feels really good and refreshing.