Salvijus

Yea I mean of course. Sober awakening is a gradual process. That energy you feel in your forehead will intensify overtime. At some point it will hit the peak. It's a lifelong process of intensification. Could even do mahasamdhi if it becomes too intense. The intensity of that energy and your level of awareness are the same. When you do it soberly this energy and awareness becomes permenant not like on psychedelics. That's what baseline level of awareness means. That's how you come into permenant state of presence. It happens automatically when the intensity of energy goes beyond a certain threshold.

It's the same thing. Like I sayed when seeking and psychological seeker stops an implosian of energy will happen and profound sense of being will come. Either you do this by cranking up the energies like through psychedelics or kriya yoga. Or you do this through intense self-inquiry. The end goal is the same, an insane implosian of energy in your head and the sense of doer is no more. Just nondual beingness.

It's more then just a vibration. It's an entire fat psyhic ego like an elephant there. And it's very much tangable not some hazy thing that nobody can put his attention on it. Just a sufficient degree of self awareness is needed to confirm this. I have total confidence in what I'm saying here.

The easiest way to become aware of this I doer feeling is to try to stop trying. Trying to stop trying seems like an impossible task but it's possible. This way you can become more and more aware of your I doer feeling.

It is made of desire. You'll just have to find it. It's not easy. It's an energy. A seeking energy. When you become aware of this seeking energy and tension in your mind, an inward implosian of energy happens. That's what turning inward means. An implosian of energy and the psychological drive stops. Youre just in a perfect state of here and now.

It's not a vague hardly tangable like a haze thing that nobody can put their finger on precisely. It's actually very much tangable, like a psychic doer. It's "I'm the doer" feeling. Like a tension of seeker in the psyche. One who becomes aware of this seeking tension in the mind gains the power to disidentify from it and the tension stops. I DISSAPEARS. a state of no seeking and no seeker happens. When there's no seeking, there is no seeker, when there's no seeker there's no I. Then you realize your true nature was never an I but nothingness.

Really? This looked like exacly what you've sayed. Sorry if I was wrong. ?

So then don't say I feeling doesn't exist. It's a very important state in self inquiry. It takes a lot of awareness to reach that place where you become aware of this I feeling. Then you become aware that the person I was identifying myself all this time is not me essencialy. Without becoming aware of this I which take a lot of time and awareness. Nobody becomes awake to his true self. The feeling Ima person will not go away until you become aware of the difference between a person feeling and awareness your essence feeling.. Telling people there is no I is a lie and not helpful.

Yes but the I feeling still exists. It's not imaginery concept. It's a tangable reality like your body.

No bro please.... I person feeling exists. It's possible to become aware of it. I stake my life on this. Trust me, I know from experience.

You are referring to your person. It's not an imaginary thing that doesn't exist. It's a tangable thing in your psyche, you can become aware of this "I person feeling" if you meditate sufficiently.

Lol it just came to me. How do disembodied beings have consciouness? Disembodied beings don't have brains even. Mindfuck

Yeah I agree with this. Sometimes it happens to me that I wake up at 5am fully bright and awake, but I decide to go to sleep for 1-2h and I wake up totally tired. Wtf is that ? there's some kind of spot in 5-6am where it's easy to wake up. If you miss that then it's a different world altogether.

@soos_mite_ah usually those people who clean their mind everyday wake up at 5am effortlessly. Some more advanced yogis and meditators sleep like 4h a day and are okey, because their mind is so fresh, no tamasic energy in it. Do a vipassana retreat, you'll start to wake up at 6am effortlessly I can guarantee. At least for a while. Depends if you continue the practice ? otherwise the lethargy energy will come back.

I mean it's kind of like... when I watch TV all day. I lose enourmos energy and I become super lazy and tired tho I was just sitting on a couch. And on a contrary, when I work all day and do physical activity I don't feel lazy or tired I feel on fire with energy. It's like the more you rest, the more lazy you become or smth. Of course this applies within a certain limits only. Rest is needed also.

Haha, lol. But ironicly, it's easier to wake up at 6am then to wake up at 8am. I don't know why. But somehow it works like that. If you sleep too much it sinks you down and increases that lethargy in the system. At least that's what I noticed from experience.

I'm not gonna argue because I have no idea really. But I don't think machines can have kundalini energy. That's why I would say it can't become extremely self concious. Without energy just by manipulating neurons nobody becomes very aware. Energy and consciouness are the same. It's the manipulation of energy that increases consciouness not how much neurons one has. That would be how I see it. But it's pointless to go deeper because It's really dark territoty. We're just speculating ?

Yeah but it has degrees of self awareness. You can be super self aware. That would be enlightenment. Or you be little self aware, that would be ignorance and a state of a person.

No idea. But when I did. My body was blowing with energy in my head. So energy has something to do with it I'm sure

Idk... maybe you're right. It's beyond my comprehenshion this topic ? My question would be. How does awareness become more aware of itself? Mindfuck.... I have a vague theory about it but I couldn't even articulate it properly.

@SS10 @OneHandClap no guys Im serious. There are stories where some occult masters would produce human beings in artificial way or would rise a corpse into life again and that corpse would be concious again. So it really makes you think. Because consciouness is energy. It's primordial energy. Non phenomenal energy. You don't need neurons to become more conscious. You need to cranck up your energies to become more concious. That's how kriya yoga works. You cranck up your kundalini energy and your consciouness expands into infinity. It's because consciouness and energy is the same. Entire universe is energy. Body is a very gross energy, consciouness is a nonphysical energy but still energy. I don't see what neurons have to do with consciouness at all. P.S. I don't understand anything at all. ?

I change my mind. Maybe it is possible. But it wouldn't be a normal science. It would be some insane occult spiritual science.

How a you going to create nothingness? Matter can't produce nothingness. Nothingness is the source of all matter.

@soos_mite_ah Lethargy. Simple. Tamas. Heavy mind. Too much garbage in your mind ? purging the mind would help, pranayam would help. Many things would help. Even fixing diet would help.

Action that serves your ego is a wrong action. Action that serves god is a right action. In other words, what you do out of dao is right action, what you do out of ego mind is wrong action. In other words, selfishness vs selflessness. In other words, concious vs unconscious action. Basicly the right action is when you don't make any actions anymore. When universe makes all your actions. Then those actions are good.