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That's nice but I would label this as volunteering or selfless activity rather then love Anyways. Beautiful

Problem is you're too mindful, too full of yourself. Answer is self-abandonment. You're too mindful means when you face situations your mind is full of opinions, estimations, projections, worries, anxieties, etc... It's just full. What you need is empty. That comes through self abandonment only. Someone who doesnt think of himself can go into any situation make a fool of himself and come out untouched. People say "don't you care how you look in this situation?" No i don't. See, no conflict comes when you don't think anything about yourself.

@iTommy i have the same thing. I can only see blue color also. I don't think this is aura btw. It's something else.

Everything is touching and amazing when you're joyful. Everything is not worthwhile and boring when you're in depressed mood. The same things that are worthwhile like food, sex, etc. When you're depressed nothing taste good, nothing has no meaning when you're happy even doing simple things like watching at a sky become beautiful and worthwhile

Haha yes, yes, this is common now. I see people can't even sit in cross-legged posture comfortably and they talk about how they want to do most potent kundalini kriya or open their third eye or have mystical experience or smth

Wow. That's amazing. Happy for you. Honestly when I saw that intro video about that Yoga school you mentioned. My first impression was. "What kind of wacky teacher is this" But this one you're talking about sounds really nice. Sounds like you found something authentic Liaten forum: True Yoga is always life changing. And you can't learn it books or from stupid people. @Mirror of Confusion is your evidence

There're many ways to stop the your harmone imbalance. Simple ways like lots of physical activity can do the trick and there're many other ways of doing this. One way is to do shambhavi kriya. When I did it I stopped masturbating for 4months without even trying. Without even counting days or smth. Simply somehow that kriya is designed to stop the hormonal imbalances or smth to stop this hornyess. Honestly I don't know how it works but I know it does. At that time I thought I will stop masturbating for my entire life because there was no need, no hornyness in me at all. But When I stopped doing shambhavi within 3-4days I masturbated again. I could clearly feel this freedom for no fap was 100% because of shambhavi kriya that I was doing. So this would be my solution to you if you already tried everything and nothing worked. This will definitely work. And this procractistination and frequent masturbating is very directly connected. One tao master said if you masturbate 5times in a row. Like one after the other. You could die. Or at the very least go to the hospital like an empty vegetable that has no energy to move. So it's really important energy source for men. If you have a way to keep it inside and transform this semen. It could unleash tremendous spiritual possibilities. Shambhavi can give this to you.

@Mirror of Confusion btw how's your Yoga teacher training program is going on? Did you do it? Or did you find someone else?

Volunteering

If you don't want to consume chemicals you can do a dark room retreat. that's one way. It takes from 3-10days being in complete darkness and then your brains start producing natural DMT and you get non dual experiences. Another way is go to Sadhguru's Bhava Spandana program. He will Blow your head with his Shakti transmission. He said what people experience in Bhava Spandana program took 12.5years for a very well known sage and seer Ramakrishna Paramahamsa to achieve. He gives that experience to you in 3days. So these are your 2options.

Another sadhguru's book "More Then a Life" I found this by accident on Facebook today

Then eat after meditation. Be on empty stomach when you meditate or at least 3-4h without food.

I bet you're eating meat every day

Usually listening to some master like Mooji, echart tolle, spira, and others are very helpful. Listening to them can easily put you Into the meditation mood. And it supportive to hear them talking as you meditate. At least for me.

@zambize @cetus56 I once talked with a guy who has schizophrenia and he told me that when he eats meat he gets hallucinations and nightmares of slauhthered cows and some other creepy stuff like eyeballs smth. He said it stopped when he stopped eating meat.

Both but I stopped doing shambhavi for now because I damaged my heart somehow. Trying to recover

Kriya would be the fastest and most effective. Yoga aswell if it is done in its full dimension and depth not just muscle streaching.

What Sadhguru said about gathering memory is logcal, simple to understand, and I see how it works in real life with everything everyday. Also Sadhguru also said that you can make your energies so established that nothing sticks to you. And you can go into most intimate relationships and come out clean if you establish your energies. This also applies in everyday situations like some people get into a fight and can't forget that for months. Can't sleep even. Other people get into the most heated debates ever and then sleep the same day like a baby This used to happen to me when I was doing shambhavi. Nothing would stick. Because energies were properly established. 6.50 He says something about establishing your energies and relationships and divorce.

Yeahh.. Being a scource of misery is not fun I think you already know what you should do. To become a source of joy and blissfulness ?

No it's not. If you don't allow this suffering to run it's course and instead just jump into another relationship it will make your being and energies very scattered. That means you won't be able to be peaceful by yourself at all. You will be a total mess. The only solution is to wait for this suffering to resolve itself, to run its course. It's like you ate a piece of cake, you felt nice in the beginning but now you your body feels shitty so you think I need another bite. Again you feel nice but after some time again feel shitty. Then again you eat the cake to make yourself feel better. Then you go to the hospital. Smart way is to give body time to heal itself. Not to put anything for awhile. Let this shitty feeling run it's course instead of glossing over it with another piece of cake.

Don't worry. It will hurt for a while there's no solution to this. When you create strong relationship and then try to cut it off it will hurt, that cant be avoided, unless of course you did sufficient meditation. What you can do now is just wait. It will pass by itself with a little pain. Don't jump into another relationship right now. It's a bad idea. You will create more and more turmoil. If you won't give sufficient time to yourself to let these emotions work itself out, a point will come where being peaceful and content will be very hard.

There's like 20pages about disembodied beings and how sadhguru is talking about these beings and gives explanations how they come and where they come from everything is explaned. I photographed only one sentence because nobody would want to read 20pages.

@Epsilon_The_Imperial i know people will call you crazy and woo woo but I support you 100%. Also. Keeping high vibrations is not going to help because it also attracts beings but of a different nature. Sadhguru says the best way is to have a rudraksha around your neck. It creates a cacoon of your own energies so other beings don't tauch you. @cetus56 look. Even mooji is talking about this. Watch first 40sec of the video. "Many forces visit this body. From different dimensions also" -Mooji.

"How can you stop the thoughts if you're yourself just a thought? It's like trying to stop the wind with a kite" -Mooji

THE most conscious way of responding to bullies is with love and inclusion. "When someone hits you in the face, you show them the other cheek." Something like that was said by Jesus Wise words. Also this.