Salvijus

How can u not see the difference between no fap and no shit and put them in the same box lol. ?

If u masturbate once and u feel very low, there could be some kidney problems i think. But almost anyone who masturbates for 3-5 times in a row will feel the effects of being tired. Isn't that a prove that ejaculation drains energy? And why would u waste that energy even? It's like throwing money away just for the fun of it. How is that smart? ?

Lol! ?

Love is never personal. Love is never resentful Love is never impatiant. Love is never arrogant ( nor even humble actually, it's just glorious and fantastic ) Love is never proud Love is never ashamed Love is never insecure Love is never regretful. Love is never stingy. Love is never jealous Love is never sorrow. Love is never depressed Love has no sense of lack. Love has no attachments. Love is never afraid. Love is never under any kind of threat. Love allows all things, heals all things, transmutes all things, blesses all things, extends itself infinetly into all directions. Love is your only reality. If that's your definition of enlightenment then yea, you should go for it ?

@ZGROPIUS ?

Here's another interesting take. What color are angels? Usually bright white. What do their symbolize? God's glory, light, love, holyness, blessingness etc. Where do they come from? From above, from the heavens. So basicly this white brilliant light that comes from god passes through us, blessing us, healing us, supporting us, guiding us as we are in communication with god through prayer or our heart chakra. That's basicly christianity. .... Here's the final interesting take What is the color of nothingness? Almost everybody would say black. What does black symbolize? Often it symbolizes death, void, nothingness. Where did creation start from? It started from nothingness, void, primordial womb of energy. Basicly this is buddhism. A primordial energy of existence. Zen silence cultivation. Primordial self realization. .... Summary. We have different energies in existence. We have bright white heavenly energies of light, glory and love. (Christianity) We have primordial black color force is exitence where everything comes from. Nothingness. ( buddhism, dhyanalinga, zen) We have red sexual kundalini energy (tantra, satanism, kali, occult, sorcery) Maybe there's more even. I know mantak chia is obssesed with violet light for some reason. As one of the quotes from sadhguru goes. "Creation is one light breaking into different colors like a rainbow, that's what different religions stand for."

Here's an interesting take. What does red color symbolize? Sexuality Where does sexual kundalini energy come from? From the earth into the root chakra. Red satan who lives below the earth is just a horny part of our selves, like an archetype of our psyche. When a person is deeply lost and consumed by the sexual energy, he may begin to do very ugly things to exploit others and exhibit satan-like qualities himself. Sexual energy is a tremendous energy that can be destructive but can also be a powerful catalyst for spiritual growth and what not. It depends how well can u handle it.

Lol I just take herbal tinctures that eliminate heavy metals. Easy pezy.

I think it's an equivalent to the eastern so called "left-hand path." If I had to guess it points to a certain type of energy in existence that is usually destructive. But if harnessed by an adapt yogi, these energies can be used for something good. Like lust, or anger can be called satanic energies. Yet anger or lust are very powerful and intense energies. If someone knows how to harness it without succumbing to it's influence you end up with tremendous energy that can be used for your growth bc enlightenment is just very intense level of energy in the end. It's an orthodox may of doing things that is potentially very dangerous. Bc if u fail to maintain your balance and awareness, these energies can take over you. At least that's my understanding of it. I don't know for sure.

Now that's a story! However, the story is not over. God's light & love will be the end of the story ?

Idk, the idea that a breakthrough can happen only in an intense long retreat and then u lose it afterwards and then one needs to do another intesne retreat to experience it again doesn't seem fully correct to me. I think u can also build your way gently into it. At least in my experience every day i start pretty much from where i left off yesterday and it just builds itself like a stairway. That is my experience with every technique i did. (Kriya, yoga, zen, Christ presence). All of them follow the same principle of gradually intensifying and deepening with each day. What my experience with meditation was 8years ago and how it is now, it's catastrophically different. And i never did any long intense retreats. It simply builds up gradually as u cultivate it. And it stays permenantly. All the peaks i had ever reached, all stayed as a permenant access. I'm quite confident that's the experience of all the meditators who are genuine on their path. Hoping to stirr some self reflection around this topic for people who may have different views on it. I know my direct experience is 100% legit regarding gradual growth and cultivation. Sharing my experience may help some people (Caugh, caugh, Leo.) ? to broaden their understanding of meditation further. Tcare

Serving the atonement is my new way. Hope it sticks bc i'm known for changing my mind very often ? Happy Chinese new year ?

Ahhh. poor you ?

I think it's very hard to be teaching others constantly, telling them how to live etc. and not end up with an inflated ego. The very process of constantly explaining things to others makes u feel superior even if your opinion is completely false lol. Just the act itself of explaining things to others creates that feeling. And Leo has been doing that for years. To truly be able to play that role and be left with zero arrogance or sense of superiority is a mark of a truly enlightened being. It's rare. It's not easy to achieve that.

We can surrender things that are in our awareness. But 99% of our resistence is not in our awareness. It lies deep inside the psyche. With practice our awareness deepens and that enables us to penetrate our psyche and let go of more and more layers of resistence. It's a gradual process. Byun Sean told u this already. You're missing good answers. @Carl-Richard

Anything that obstructs the flow of life's energy really. It could be tension, fear, trauma, bad posture, wrong diet, toxic mind, fat ego etc. When all obstructions are eliminated, infinite life force flows through u and we call that enlightenment. We become a singular infinite being like life itself.

@Michael Jackson are you sure u don't know the way out? It's seems pretty obvious to me. There're methods of cultivation different then meditation that can take one into God's love's Presence Glory and Light. These methods are little known about and need to be transfered properly for it to work. Idk why but u seem like a perfect candidate for that. I could share more about it in pm.

Akiane Kramarik started having visions of god and heavenly realms at the age of 4. Flabagasted by inspiration of those visions she started painting these amazing paintings. Makes me cry just watching it. Too much grace in one place. Prodigy child dropped from heaven. Her over 200 paintings can be watched on her website: https://akiane.com/ These are just a few. Enlightenment Eternety is not that long. . . Prince of Peace She sayed in one of her interviews that the places/other heavenly realms she would visit in her "travels" looked like this. Quantum world

There's one particular material that i discovered just now that made me create this stupid journal ? Here it goes: Hildegard. most recent gem from christian community. She was having visions and mystical experiences from the age of 6. And channeled significant amount of wisdom on many levels. What blew my mind is that she wrote an entire system down of herbal healing which is very similar to ayurveda and chinese medicine. It's quite something bc i always wandered why christians have so little material on such subjects and it turns out they do. lol She also wrote about crystals, gemstones, astrology. She painted some interesting pictures that she saw in her visions. She would compose most increadible music aswell. I mean... the women was a genius. Or sage and a mystic rather. A true gem in every way... There i had to get this off my chest. It's was impossible not to share it. By accident i deleted my old journal. Maybe i leave this one to share some future insight that compel me.

This is a good answer also. The energies of fear and anxiety make us contract, become mental and lose touch with reality, the present moment where there is no tension and everything flows naturally and beautifully.

How authentic u are is directly proportional to how connected u are to the presence, it's the only authentic thing in existence. In other words it's a question of your development in consciouness.

Being yourself is what u are when u have no techniques, no plans, no intentions. U're simply there, alert and open. Present. Responding to situation as per your nature. As per the nature of your consciouness and conditioning. If u can be present or stay as presence while talking to someone, your authentic self will shine effortlessly and all the right actions will manifest on its own. Acting with mental techniques, mental planning in advance of what u gonna say, theories and tricks about dating etc is lame. That in general would fall under inauthentic category in my dictionary.

A formal retreat is necessary. It doesn't cost anything. Plus it is very supportive and makes your results much better.

It's a practice designed to eliminate all compulsions. Total wipeout of cravings is its goal.