Salvijus

Hahaah, sounds like you're quite experienced in this regard ? can relate tho.

Lol. You can see the joke of it and laugh at yourself at least. Helps to soften the blow ?

Messiah of music

Perhaps one needs to arrive at some level of completeness within so that the sense of lack doesn't rule you. Through some form of consciouness work that is.

Ouch... now that's pain... But i reccomend to take a deeper look again and try to see past all pain and suffering into the deepest core of your heart's desire and see if you can find a desire that fills you with a sense of freedom, expansion, liveliness, relief, abundance and glory. If you can do this, it will create an opening in the heart and a new energy of grace will seep into your life that will begin to transform everything for the better. Allow grace to help you. It's what you most want at the deepest core inside yourself anyways... amen

Is that really what you want tho? Have you taken the time to look inside to find the deepest desire of your heart and what it really wants?

There's an innate beauty of god in each individual that goes beyond their appearance, status, past history, or even personality itself. If that is recognized, there will be no judgement left of anymore in the universe. Because these things do not determine a person's worth ultimately. But one has to find that perfect glory inside oneself first to begin to see it in others.

Your mind is in communion with every other mind all the time. And we are in a relationship with trees, atmosphere, air, nature, people with the entire cosmos cosmos baducly and ceaselessly so. There's not a moment in your life when you're not in relationship with entire cosmos. Relating is fundamental to existence. Freedom means no relationship determines how you are. If you can be the presence of love in any kind of relationship under all circumstances, that's freedom. Then you can have milions of girlfriends and boyfriends and alienfriends and it will not take away your freedom. Instead it will touch and bless others and will uplift them into the Light of god evermore brilliantly.

What we don't accept we judge. And judgement is an attempt to kill what we believe has no right to exist

Yep that's the one ?

Lol

I actually saw one interview on lex podcast with a sex worker and was surprised how much inteligence and wisdom that woman displayed. And she sayed she was enjoying what she's doing aswell. Since that day i had to rethink my entire existence and everything i know about life.

You could be right it was more like a joke. But there are some food combinations that can cause diarreha like milk and melon i think is a terrible combination. Tho i would take what i say with salt. But you can check right and wrong food combinations if you Google "ayurveda food combination rules." Also too many berries can cause diarreha. This one i remember well.

Diarrhea

Resistence to god?

I usually instead of trying to come up with something to say, i observe my mind and the things i need to say come up spontanuously. And then it's a matter of removing the fear to let the thoughts be expressed.

I feel like my expression is getting smoother and not so cringe anymore. This one went pretty well i think.

Jacob collier ( music, god levels of perception of sound ) i would sell my soul to the devil to get such perception.

Because insomania is caused by a combination of all these things?

I've adressed this in my second paragraph. That unconscious desire leads to futile waste of energy and unfulfillment. Trying to murder someone is unconscious desire. Like you sayed that one is actually looking for relief from suffering in some way, which is ultimately a desire for peace and freedom and god. So even a desire to murder someone is a desire for god. But because it's unconscious, it becomes a waste of time and in this particular case very toxic. My suggestion in the second paragraph was not to act on your impulses unconsciously but rather to look deeper into your desires and really see them for what they are at their essence. Theirin lies your answer to what direction to take in life and clarity from all confusion over this matter.

Reminds me of this somehow lol But yea, it was appropriate for you to take it as a compliment.

It does. It will be a great day for humanity.

Naaah, slowly you're starting to admit progression on the path, levels of more and more peace, more and more authenticity, more and more wisdom, more and more grace and radience. It's not too long until your neo-advaita ideas will fly out the windom, muahahaha.

Hmmm.. that was pretty clean. You've almost even admited that there's progression towards more growth and awareness and that spirituality has stages whereas before you would've sayed "everyone is already awake", and made that into an excuse for complacency.

Bro, your desires are not an obstacle to god, they are your bread crumbs to god. Each desire if you look carefully at them has a deeper meaning than you ascribe to. Your desire for wealth is a desire for expansion and freedom. Your desire for relationship is a desire for love and the joy of intimacy and union. Your desire for status and recognition is your desire for god's greatness radiating through to touch other people, to become devine and radiant and beautiful like god is, like your true Self is. There is no desire that doesn't lead to god. However, you can waste lots of time not being truly concious of what is the core of your desire and end up trying to fulfill your desires in unconscious ways and ways that lead you nowhere except dissapointment. But if you embrace your desires and look deeply into them, what are they truly about, you'll gain much more clarity and direction in life and everything will arrange itself accordingly in an effortless way and there'll be no more conflict. "Just follow your heart, the key to every descision, it's as simple as that"