Salvijus

This woman

Meh

Get ready people, something big is about to happen.

It's not about what he says precisely but about the wetness of his underwear when he speaks about Jesus. It's clearly written on his face that he's a christian.

Join a monestary or an ashram

Not necessarily energized. Electrified, like sticking a pin in the electric socket. That sounds like something I would join, haha.

There's a shaman that I personally consider legit claims that certain non physical entities that can cause sleep paralysis. I'd believe if it turned out you're an old soul. My gut feeling is you might even have a certain activation of light in you that causes you to become visible and magnetic to disembodied spirits. That would explain the frequent sleep phenomena. The downside of it is that these spirits which are often parasitic can clog your system and it would maybe explain why your energy is so suppressed/down sometimes. I've been having some astral projection experiences recently aswell. I like it how my body is electrified with energy when I come back lol.

I get sick when I see my family aswell. I didn't know this was a common thing.

I know. In the end Langan is wet for Jesus. There are many different types of Christians btw, that could look very different from one another.

It's just honesty not a philosophy really. Mark that on your forehead. Make a tattoo out of it. Live it with every breath. Not because it's a great philosophy but because that is honesty to what your heart truly wants. And you'll discover God's participation in your life in every step that you take. And he knows how to have fun

Now you can go into the world and be forever happy with this new philosophy. Wohoo! Case closed.

See that's not survival instinct, that's god calling you home. That's a desire that's impossible to kill. And it's in every heart.

ahallelujah

It's called stagnation. Your soul is thirsty for more, hence the dry suffering and the feeling of drag.

So it does feel liberating in a way. What if there is a lot lot more of that feeling waiting for you? Infinitely more? Wouldn't it be natural to long for that?

Well doesn't that make you feel a bit better?

It need not necessarily be an action. You can sit and revebarate with your true will and not do anything else and feel good about it. Although as your internal state shifts you may find yourself inspired to live more intensely outside aswell.

It's in there, if you pay closer attention there are moments where you allow your heart to be expressed. Little drops of that energy come through. In these moments you feel more alive and good. The goal is to make those drops into wild unstoppable rivers.

Fear of death is not the problem, fear of life is the problem. Fear to say to life and to your heart 100% yes and live accordingly.

There is a driving force beyond the survival that is not concerned about survival but is concerned about exploration, expansion, passion, creativity and celebration. That's your true will, that's the will of god inside you. The fear of survival is egoic will, this voice of fear often causes us to deny our true will and we end up living not the life that we truly want, but the life that is considered safe by egoic fear based standards. If we deny our heart too much, inner conflict arises between what we truly want and what we chose to do. The degree of depression follows accordingly inevitably. In fact, the denial of your true will is the only way to feel down.

He was trying to be cool, haha.

To live is a natural desire of every living organism. By the will of god it is so. And that will is your will aswell. But when we lose awareness or we suppress our deepest most natural desires/will, then we become "disconnected" from God and then we get funny ideas that wouldn't exist otherwise.

We can take that into account, but I don't know if it matters much in this case.

No I haven't validated his workings, I barely understand him, lol. Although I have come to some of the same conclusions as him just through a different route.