Salvijus

This reminds me of a beautiful insight. "Life organisms always seek to adapt to the environment. So when a baby is born out of its desire to adapt to the environment the baby adopts also the thought structures of the surrounding people/culture"

I mean in a course in miracles it explains what ego is in 600pages. I've read it couple of times and I still understand maybe 30% of it only ? You really chose an insanely difficult subject to talk about.

You've sayed everything already

Yin yoga probably. https://shop.eckharttolle.com/products/presence-through-movement-yin-yoga

"The greatest of messages cannot be spoken of but it can be wrapped in words for someone to unwrap it"

That's a beautiful laugh.

Impossible to remember ?

"More then you know"

Admit it. There is no universe where this makes sense ? I think the whole thing would make more sense in the original language that it was written.

Word salad

Current mood Good place to end

No boundary love with yourself then. The trick is yourself is the only thing that needs to be loved. "Others" are there just to show you where u still judge yourself and need healing.

Holding no grudge doesn't mean you're a doormat or a pushover. It means you're a constant reflection of truth that who you is invulnerable in any and every condition. That the world is harmless. That death doesn't exist. And that your love has no bounds whatsoever.

This.

Ascend into love. Then beam that love into earth and make heaven descend on earth. Turning earth into heaven

How long u hold a grudge is entirely upto you. It can be over in a moment. Or in many lifetimes. Depends on your willingness to stop defending yourself and allowing yourself to be vulnerable.

And die yes. Then ressurect and ascend

"Stop figgiting, and you will float above the ocean"

"Disarm yourself and win every battle"

Here's what I want to share to really make it stick that I think flew over your head and didn't land properly. You probably have a version or a story inside your head why you are correct and others are wrong and that is hurting you. Choose not to defend yourself . And witness the healing of all this conflict happen

But you can do that in a day, or even faster, you don't need a big retreat or smth

Well it’s probably because you both found forgiveness somewhere inside. If you're withdrawing to go inwards and find forgiveness to every hurtful memory then I support that.

Maybe this one aswell ?

That's pretty much the gist of it

But this occasion feels different. Everyone wants to justify why their hurt and anger is justified. But remember the quote I wrote not long ago on my journal that took me yeaaars to really get it. "Know you're defending your ego whenever you're arguing for the correctness of your perseption" Rather become aware of the part of the mind that wants to label everyone who hurt you as morons and conciously descide not to defend yourself anymore. And you should discover a wider space within you that needs no protection. And sees all events as perfectly harmless