Salvijus

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  1. But u haven't had a buddhist samadhi. Where the breath stops. Existence vanishes. And 7days last like 1moment. Or am i projecting again?
  2. @Gesundheit2 pressing a like without liking the video means audio masturbation? Im not sure i understand the joke here
  3. +1 I share similar views as Arthogaan just couldn't articulate it like he does I would add that going overboard with sensual pleasures is what u should worry about. To worry that you'll overmeditate yourself is a bit cringe to me
  4. U can just attend a 10-30day meditation retreat of some sort. Will it solve all your problems? Idk, but it's a good step in a right direction at least. Another good step in the right direction is to have some kind of spiritual path to hang on to. That could get u out of it in the long run. Not just alcohol but all the problems of life. Also since u like tai chi. I wish to share this impressive internal alchemy/taichi teacher who can offer u the whole package: spirituality, disciple, retreats etc. Perhaps you'll find it interesting.
  5. Cringe Ups, I mean beautiful ? A beautiful cringe moment ?
  6. @StarStruck maybe he's right. But so far he makes zero argument why two people who are abiding in deep appreciation and love cannot join together. And i don't think there will ever be a counter argument to that. Bc everyone is capable of adoration, appreciation and gratitude. And u just need two of them to catch hold of each others eyes. And Behold, god's love is upon us. We are one. Amen
  7. I can't believe u made me watch that video ? Anyhow, i wasn't very convinced by his arguments. Actually he made no arguments. Just out of blue statements. I would still argue that it is possible to love and adore another fully while another is doing the same and and simultaneously both are in gratitude for what they receive. I don't see why that would be impossible.
  8. I think it's possible tho. At least inside my imagination it looks doable ? it would go beyond duality. Perfect unity. Perfect blast of love in all directions.
  9. What about if a man and woman both are in the position of adoration and the gratitude of adoration at the same time 100%.
  10. @Thought Art u probably interpreted my post as an attack on leo. It was actually about everyone here in general. Don't worry your precious Leo is safe ?
  11. People think he is the problem, she is the problem. But the real problem is the triggered ego in us. That dude is what makes everything toxic.
  12. ? Yea, to be triggered is not fun. Not healthy also. These outbursts will repeat itself forever until someone move beyond their ego. Easier sayed then done tho. But still. Worth pointing out i think
  13. I love this. I was feeling the same thing for a long time just couldn't find the words to express it. It's so triggering lol. That super inflated ego is such a toxic thing. And the only antidote is the sober real consciouness work... feels like a helpless situation by now.
  14. The only criticism of actualized.org i would have, it's that how seemingly toxic it is. And on many levels. Which im guilty of myself aswell. But it's nothing new, nor do i expect leo to be a sage really. I like this observation. I also think that was the golden age of actualized.org. at least for me personally. I think it's because it wasn't so toxic then. Everything was sparkling with a different kind of desire and passion for spiritual growth. Or smth like that.
  15. Permenant god conciousness would've been nice
  16. this is a memoriable moment for me. The biggest consensus we've ever reached on this forum
  17. Im saying smth else tho. Im saying distortions of experience are unavoidable as long as ego and a mental defilements are not eradicated. And only a clear mind, like a clear mirror can show u truth without any distortions. Welcome to disagree, im myself are willing to look at alternative view points. But don't just brush it off as bs and count that as a valid counter-argument ?