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.. Locking my posts.. Why? Im done posting here because of it.. By being dishonest, manipulative, and deceitful you're only pushing me away.. Youre making me say things things out of frustration

Delete the video and I may comeback.. But for sure until then I'm going to ignore the thought of you.. I'll abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz all day and all night until you're gone for sure..

I don't know about probability.. I think I could have ascended months ago just lying in bed if I kept the course.. What's the difference in the two? I have no idea and that's why I need to do more research and find someone that really knows due to experience not just speculation.. I'll tell you I can sit and watch TV and the kundalini is there just out of focus moving back and forth through the field of view around the TV.. And I'm just sitting there watching TV not meditating in some posture doing anything special.. it's been that way for a long time I use to think it was due to poor blood flow before I started educating myself on meditation.. Take care good luck to you

I've been called worse.. You know my grandfather was from Brazil? Take care brother and I didn't mean to come off as a wiseguy when I shared the Google Search link instead of a direct link to the video you requested last night.. Hope I didn't offend you doing so

I know who you are talking to

Are you talking to your ego?

@InsidesOutDon't die Lorenzo

Oops sorry forgot to sign out @Travis @InsidesOut/lorenzo Here's a Google Search for Mahasamadhi.. The first video is the one I watched.. Even though you can't tell the second everything happens the whole atmosphere of the video is just freaky.. https://www.google.com/search?q=Mahasamadhi&client=ms-android-verizon&prmd=vnsi&source=lnms&tbm=vid&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiuyffhzKnOAhXMth4KHWj2AOYQ_AUIBygB&biw=360&bih=55 @Infinite Because I'm ignorant on the subject and to what is going on.. I don't want to inadvertently do something that I don't really want to do.. Like die.. I may be a rookie to any form of traditional meditation and the lingo that goes along with it but I've lived in my mind my whole life.. I've lived 100 lifetimes in my head in a sense.. Just about everytime I do something I foresee it in my head first.. The down side is you either already know the outcome and you want to try something else with more possibilities or you abandon the idea/job/career all together because you see it goes nowhere you're interested in going.. P. S. I have good intentions I don't mean to be a ass to Leo.. I could tell you a story but I won't.. I'll just say it's no coincidence I'm here ✌goodnight

@Will Bigger that's some freaky stuff.. There's a YouTube video of a gentleman doing it/dying.. Forget that I don't care for this stuff anymore.. Thanks for sharing.. I'll never meditate again.. @Leo Gura know what you're getting yourself into..

I say it's safe to say no one on here can really say anything about enlightenment that's not enlightened.. You don't learn to drive by someone without a license do ya? One thing I'm pretty sure of is that there is way more to enlightenment than realizing no-self.. And no-self doesn't mean you're nothing.. All I gotta say is what (and while you're at it where) do you think you are during a Out Of Body Experience?..

@Will Bigger You sound like a smart young man.. Be cool stay in school.. Say no to drugs.. Chase your dreams.. F__k self actualization..

Hmm.. I'll have to chew on what you said for a little.. I don't give my unconscious/subconscious that much credit..@Emerald Wilkins

@Emerald Wilkins that's freaky.. I wonder if that monster mouth thingy would have sucked me in and spit me out somewhere else if I would have stuck around.. This stuff was kinda the last stuff I thought about before going to sleep last night and it was pretty much some of the first stuff I thought about as I awoke.. One of the first thoughts was about the Vril women from WW2 with their long hair.. I wonder if there's a possible connection.. Could any of them still be alive? Maybe their in limbo.. Anything is possible to me.. I know there's a lot going on in the dream/astral/obe whatever area.. Seems like quite a bit more than the nothing going on in enlightenment.. Little collage I put together Something else that kinda dawned on me after another dream I had last night.. Was that tingling I feel in my fingers is similar to the feeling of a pinched nerve.. There's something related to the nervous system and electric signals in all this as well.. That's of course considering there even is one¿

@Emerald Wilkins I just watched the two how to videos and am in the middle of the Sleep Paralysis O.B.E video. I enjoyed the how two's and I may just set an alarm for about ninety minutes after bedtime.. I won't do it tonight because I don't want any boogey men waiting for me.. Lol.. Anyways I got excited watching the O.B.E video when you started showing the pics of the hags sitting on your chest.. I swear I never read or saw that in a video before today and it solidified my feelings that something lays on you or holds your hands.. Back to the hag.. I had what I'll call a extremely real dream where i was sent down a long hallway at some kind of brothel to meet with what I perceived to be a witch.. She was old and frail had a large witch like nose and black mole on her cheek.. Her hair was really long, like 8ft long and grey.. Some how I ended up behind her and her hair like came to life and formed a complex keltic pretzel type knot with many loops.. Kinda like the atom symbol but with more tightly woven rings/loops.. In the loops opened eyes, one eye per loop, like ten of them throughout the pattern.. then the knot split right down the middle into a monster type mouth with sharp teeth.. It reminded me of those Asian parade lion/dragon masks.. I woke up right after that realization/comparison.. That was probably the most realistic freaky thing I've ever experienced.. Her and I didn't speak to each other.. I was coherent thinking there's no way I'm having sex with her.. Then I thought please don't let this be the person I've been sleeping with taking on the appearance of all these younger women.. It was about a month ago.. Thankfully I haven't ran into the witch again.. What's crazy is you hear people say don't mess with the witch.. Well I think I met her.. And if you're out there please don't be mad at me for my description of you.. Lol.. There's no way my mind is creating this stuff.. There's something more out there.. I don't think I'm doing anything in particular to have these, whatever they are called, episodes,dreams,obe's.. I think I'm just sleeping on my back with my hands to my side.. That's all bye bye now

@Emerald Wilkins oops sorry I wasn't really thinking.. I'm a single guy and my dreams have been as such.. Please forgive me.. But that was a great joke.. Emerald said "What happens in astral stays in astral" you should make a Meme.. There's probably more truth to it than we know.. Anyways you have it easy, mess with your husband.. I live alone I'd have to walk the streets.. I'm sure I wouldn't be the first.. I saw somewhere someone said there's few if any enlightened saints.. It would be nice if one of these masters, gurus, god's, kings, could say hey I'm here to teach you, you're dreaming.. instead of just sizing me up, or manipulating me.. One came to me because he felt I got him in trouble but he be darned to come to help me.. What's that b.s. all about.. Truthfully I think some like me here telling my experiences that no one else dare admit.. Unfortunately I have nowhere else to put it(a nameless record)..The ones that don't could tell me somehow.. I don't know what else a brother has to do to find a teacher around here.. I can't search for clues forever.. You know where to reach me.. I don't care if the pioneers did it without assistance, that hasn't been the case for a long time.. I won't go much further alone anytime soon.. If no one wants to step up and help this one eyed blind man see?, at least step aside and let me be to go find a job and move on with my life.. Don't haunt me anymore..

Links cause I'm cool like that Can I get a hello there.. We haven't even had breakfast yet ✌

@Emerald Wilkins I've been at my house on a couple of these occasions but the majority I have no clue where I am and awake to soon.. If you have good control and awareness next time you're in one of these states go over to one of your neighbors house.. I'm curious as can be if you can walk through the walls and find them there sleeping.. Preferably a friends or maybe that cute guy down the street you've crushed on and jump in the sack with him and see if you can connect dreams is roughly how I think it works.. I'm not saying you have to get dirty with them but a connection needs to be made.. Like you either lie right on top of them or you grab their hands or feet.. I say this because after my experiences when I awake my pinky and the finger next to it are tingling.. P. S. To whom it may concern.. If this stuff is a secret no one told me so.. I want answers and I will figure it out eventually.. Sweet Dreams

@Emerald Wilkins oh they are all up in my dreams.. I have no doubt of it.. I would call them out but I'm sure they would act like I was crazy.. And I wouldn't have much argument there.. lol.. That's interesting and thanks for your explanation of the two lucid and astral.. I'm not sure which I'm having.. I think it's possible a mixture of the two.. Some are super crisp and some are fuzzy.. In both I have my senses.. They are never nothing normal like sitting on a park bench or just being alone somewhere.. There's always action and its exciting and I wake quickly I don't have much time to realize I'm dreaming.. I remember everything

@Emerald Wilkins I've read a article or watched a video or two but I'm not sure who's.. I'll watch your videos today at some point.. As I understand it astral projection is also considered a lucid dream which is roughly achieved by simply realizing you're dreaming while dreaming.. My main interest in astral projection or lucid dreams is connecting with another person's dreams.. Can you do this with astral projection or lucid dreaming?.. Or is that something separate all together?.. Like the crown chakra.. Why I ask is people are coming into my dreams and I feel I'm at a disadvantage not knowing how they're doing it.. What have you been able to do with your dreams.. Ralph Smart from Infinite Waters (love that guy) says in one of his videos there's some secrets there.

Or for someone to reply that actually has experience in the subject.. But I doubt they will here.. I think it's kinda secret stuff what can actually be done with astral projection.. I personally would love to hear from someone in the know.. And I think it is related to one of the many stages of enlightenment.. And is reality.. Of course thats just a guess that may or may not be educated..

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Love the disclaimer

http://www.seeing.org/techniques/ I haven't read it all yet but here's a link for those interested.. I wore glasses for 10 years or so and my prescription hasn't really changed.. I'll share something as it relates to the topic and may inspire others to sit there and stare at things making me feel more normal ?.. A couple months ago I started experimenting with my eyes and I noticed a couple things.. I'm sure some of you are aware, one of your eyes is dominant.. Well I've been working on switching my vision back and forth from one eye to the other without the use of my hands or winking and also looking through both eyes at the same time.. I can do this with little effort now.. Another exercise I've tried is without my glasses on if I concentrated hard enough I could bring the vision of one of my eyes into focus.. It's not permanent nor is it as easy as just putting on my glasses.. Maybe who knows if I stick with it I could correct my vision with more practice.. I can't explain exactly how to do it but it feels like I'm using the muscles or whatever is behind the eyes.. There may be something there for consideration as I watched a video on something relating to meditation, the eyes, and the sinuses.. The gentleman told people to use their hands but it's not necessary if you focus hard enough.. And I did this before I saw the video, just saying.. I don't want to float my own boat but I can explain what others are unknowingly doing using these older techniques.. Wish I kept links to everything using keep.. There's a lot of info out there you just have to search.. I know why they use gongs telling you not to hear it but feel it and or speak certain chords.. but I'll save that for next video.. jk, lighten up, why so serious lol ? ⚛

I'm not sure if this has to do with your topic or what sense of awareness you're speaking of.. Or if this is related to Leo's latest video and happiness.. I think a lot of what happiness is based on is the society you live in.. happiness would come easier if one was alone on say a deserted island where there was nothing or no one else to compare.. How to be happy regardless of your situation I think I recently experienced during a period of ego death.. Turning off that inner voice for a extended period of time like several days, brought me a feeling of internal energy of happiness.. With all the battles waging and as torn as I am I still couldn't help but want to smile.. I did fight it off for appearance sake.. That feeling of that inner voice being gone was foreign and creepy.. Living in the moment.. Feeling even lazier than I already am for not working things out in my mind.. I yearned for my friend/enemy to return.. He's back now and while I'm not one I feel more complete and am taking a break.. Long live the ego! I'll be back at it, no doubt.. One of my last sessions I spent 2hrs looking at a spot on the wall ?.. That sounds silly I wouldn't tell many people that they'd probably think I was crazy.. Developing a routine soon.. narrowing it down to what brings the best results.. Seems how I don't have a teacher besides YouTube and can't get straight answers to questions I have.. I know I'm not breaking ground.. As far as I'm concerned there's no rush to enlightenment.. the discovery of who or what I really am or who people want me to be.. What's real or what's illusion.. Something or nothing.. This dimension that dimension can hopefully wait.. I'm enjoying the steak at the moment.. Well not really I've became a vegetarian.. Vegan is too much at the moment I like cheese and ice cream what's a brother to do.. I've given up a lot making improvements to myself.. I'm going to have a nervous breakdown or heart attack if I don't chill.. Just in case you want to be on the same frequency as me.. This videos soundtrack really gets me going.. After listening to this take off those headphones and have a listen.. Anything with WARNING! in caps has to be good.. ⚛

I don't know if there's a difference between self-inquiry and daydreaming.. But that just shows you how little I know.. lol I'm a day dreamer https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daydream After a quick search I find this article which gives a pretty good explanation of what self-inquiry is.. Excuse me if that's not what you're looking for.. http://www.swamij.com/frawley-self-inquiry.htm