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  1. @cetus56Can you explain more about what you mean about experiencing death again? Are you speaking of a near death experience that you had in the past? Or is dying just what happens when you get deep into meditation? I saw a show on the history channel that spoke of people that had near death experiences and what the saw.. It sounded something like the end of interstellar
  2. Stop me if you've heard it... No disrespect intended
  3. @charlie2dogs im cofused.. Sounds like a coma.. Were you in a accident? Ive had a dream of falling in the darkness..
  4. I'd consider Leo to be a teacher..
  5. To make a long story as short as possible.. But if you want to know more about me than i state below just ask.. I know some here already know stuff about me and i wish they would just help me out, here and now, instead of trying to steer me in other ways and locations.. I want to know more, i just need some guidance, straight forward direction, or atleast to where to look for the answers.. Whats been going on with me from the beginning pretty much all my life that i can remember ive been able to read people's feelings/vibes towards me and its caused relationship problems (friendship, romance, business, etc).. There's been something going on mentally, some kind of sixth sense, psychic ability, foresight, intuition, i dont know how to explain it, but im like a tuning rod for energy or something.. Also throughout my life i have had glimpses of events some of which have ended up coming true.. But I can visualize anything in my mind so i dont know how to differentiate the two.. Im noticing since being on here after watching a video by Eckhart Tolle, that Natasha shared i do get a clear picture when first awakening from sleep.. But Ive never read about or followed any meditation practice up until recently.. After sometime on this forum reading i believe the meditation ive always done is called self inquiry, be it seated, lying, or pacing.. Something i noticed after watching a video someone else shared on here about the yogis in india, is i put my arm up while lying down like the one yogi guy does that has kept his arm/hand raised for years and my hand often twists up on itself even at my side through out the day while doing self inquiry. (i have kneck problems/pinched nerve on that side).. I do all this naturally no one has taught me anything "yet" it has no religious base and id like to keep it that way.. ( Although now im seeing it is possible that god has been involved as i have always talked and listened to him even when i was blaming him and turning my back to him.. Because most definitely lately god has really been showing himself to me in supernatural ways restoring my faith.. Calling me to church.. Ill say I am a Christian at heart and believe in, and love Jesus Christ for what he did for us..) Out of curiosity i wanted to expand or open my abilities and i did a little research and i mean a little.. i watched a video that spoke about Nicola Tesla and that he was into Kundalini.. Personally looking up to him and thinking he was one of the greatest minds ever, i bought a book "Kundalini for the new age" selected writings of Gopi Krishna edited by Gene Kieffer.. I haven't read it yet :/.. It was used and the person before me made lots of notes and he wrote on page one "the key to the power within".. Maybe i should get to reading it instead of questioning and posting here lol.. Skipping the reading my first attempt at meditation was just laying down in a comfortable position listening to binaural beats on YouTube.. I then began doing some exercises i came up with on my own while listening to the music and im pretty sure I opened my third eye.. If it wasn't already opened somewhat before i began listening to the music, i feel intense sensations in that area and i know its opened now.. The other night i had the most intense feeling shooting out of the third eye area while sleeping, with the most clear image of a building that i jumped out of bed in shock.. I just did a little reading on the third eye and read something related to seeing colors and different dimensions.. While reading it mentioned the spirit world where the dead are in limbow possibly being one such dimension amongst others.. The article said depending on what frequency you are is what dimension youll see, or something along those lines.. Well im pretty sure ive seen these other dimensions or atleast one of them.. Ive said in the past it was at the end of the rabbit hole because ive heard that term used before.. Is it the correct term? Either way the people were definitely at the end of a tunnel and there was a group of them standing there in high definition.. I got spoked and backed out of the state i was in and havent really tried to go back out of fear.. Im hoping someone in this community has been to where im speaking of and is this related to enlightenment or a something seperate all together?.. My questions are for people with their third eyes opened already or those that have reached enlightenment or are self actualized.. Please do not reply if you do not have first hand experience.. Nothing personal and no disrespect intended and im sorry if ive insulted anyone along the way and thank you for those that are helping me.. 1. can you explain what to do when you get to the other dimensions/portals?.. 2. Are there any exercises/instructions to make your third eye more powerful and focused?.. 3. Does this have anything to do with enlightenment? 4. Can others change stuff in your brain ie open and close abilities? (i feel all kinds of stuff poking around in there) 5. Wheres yoda when you need him? 6. Is this too much for this community to handle? Is this all a secret, am i going to have to go at this alone forever?.. I just cant sit here waiting for someone to say we are here to teach you now.. If this all sounds crazy to you thats good im just a crazy person no need to call the authorities.. Ive already spent months of my life in a psychiatric ward and i cant afford it.. @Leo Gura Sincerely, Me
  6. @charlie2dogs Im taking a break and trying to live in the moment right now and its hard.. I just couldn't help checking in on the forum.. But ill be in touch, thanks again..
  7. @charlie2dogsI never got into the chakra thing either.. But i think i know about that unknown that you speak of im scared to go there.. and thank you again.. i have more questions but they arent for these people to read.. I worry about you.. You say more than im sure some would like..
  8. Thanks for answering my question.. That being said thats the shortest explanation ive seen you give lol, but thank you for atleast answering me directly.. Few speak directly to me these days..
  9. Self taught.. I figured out the answers all by myself through years and years of self inquiry.. Now am at the point to where im sure god is answering some of my questions.. Once i started any form of meditation which i came up with on my own naturally.. I experienced everything quickly.. Theres no imagining the gold light, i can see it.. I started searching for more info and i have found some useful info from members on this forum.. But ive learned most people on the web dont really know what theyre talking about or will only guide you.. They will not tell you the direct path to say opening your third eye.. Either because they dont truly know, want money, or its a secret.. I can tell you in a couple sentences.. But i won't.. Lol.. So my conclusion is if you really want answers, to truly learn from someone else you must go to them physically.. Because the truth/instruction cant be given in a video or book.
  10. @Arik Very well put sir.. I enjoy your comments @Lha Bho i will have to try the candle I kinda look off into space or past whats in front of me like the way you view a stereogram
  11. I wish you well on your journey.. Ill tell you, always ask yourself "what if" and ponder on it.. Thats something i've done all my life..
  12. No i have not.. To be honest i haven't watched much, nor am i educated scholastically.. I am "self" lol.. taught
  13. @charlie2dogs i dont know if its a compliment but you are "far out" bud.. as well
  14. In a way i can yet not explain, Im starting to think there really isnt free will as Charlie says.. I mean there is but? I dont know really? As much as i thought i knew i really just dont know I think god has a plan for us all
  15. mostly during silence i can hear a sound relating to that of the sound you hear when you listen to a shell ?.. At times it can become quite maddening.. There are also high frequency tones that usually affect one ear changing the pressure on that side giving the sensation of the ear being clogged afterwards..
  16. @Andre thats cool.. I think im just going to work at it myself as ive always done god willing.. Que Sera Sera ~ Whatever will be, will be
  17. I watched your video back on may 21 and i enjoyed it.. You're a smart young man.. Personally I think there was a little too much profanity but i liked your message and editing skills.. Good job ??
  18. @Ayla I so enjoy reading your words.. Ive been having some tingles in my hands, arms.. i like to entertain the idea its healing ☀?
  19. Thanks for your reply @Andre I appreciate the time you took.. That video doesnt contain the kind of information im looking for.. I didnt watch it all, just skimmed through it really, but i can tell its not what im looking for.. I want more instruction on how to rather than a description of what it does.. a how to use your third eye for dummies