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@Ilya why do you believe you feel shitty? What is causing you to believe you are not happy?

@MrMog Is there any hereditary reason you would be paranoid? I know flower can cause this but just be careful and consider history of mental illness. With that being said, psilocybin saves lives.

@Joseph Maynor Consider that the more we do something the easier it becomes. What if we ate the same foods every day? The more basic a task is the easier it is to learn it right? Can our bodies possibly be able to digest and process our intake even better than it already does by eating this way? Edit: because I don't proof read.

@egoless That I do not know. Why not wear the scent?

@egoless if you are inhaling the smoke from the incense it can't be good for you. I have worn essential oils for over a year now and love my smell. It may sound strange but even my natural body odor is very appealing to me now that I have gotten away from deodorant. Patchouli calms me if I sit and smell my bottle. It's like nicotine for my nose.

What do you feel you should do going forward?

@Ether @EtherI am no master I know nothing. But I am a servant and I know something. I am no master I know nothing.

@Russell For whatever reason I see stealies in "my mind's eye". Interesting though. I wonder why it's these specific repeated things.

@Visionary Fractals and or sacred geometry. It varies by substance. LSD is heavy on Fractals and mushrooms show me geometry. Just fall into and focus on it. Fractals are infinite in a very literal sense. We are existing as a fractal.

Check out Holy Key. It features both Kendrick and Big Sean.

Today I smoked DMT for the second time and I would like to answer any questions you may have for tonight.

@cetus56 You smoked PCP!? Lol

Alex Grey is an awesome artist worth looking into! Here is (arguably) his most well know piece. @egoless Devine moment of Truth

Did some experimenting with psychedelics some 4 years back after hearing about ego-death. Summer 2016 I smokes DMT and couldn't explain what happened through words and nobody I knew or who would listen could even grasp what I was saying. After some Google searching and grasping at straws I found Leo and joined the forum!

@How to be wise It takes time to actually see the questions for what they are meant to be. Just stay with it and eventually you'll hit a moment where you can see why the inquiry is there. Try asking " if I am not an individual what would I be without a me and everything else?" But you have to catch on to the self implications of what you are asking. It doesn't matter if you get it or not. Keep going and just focus as hard as you can on everything in between asking. Start to notice how your mind makes a thought about an individual you identify as to distract you from focusing. Yes you as you think you are now. That is only a thought. What could you be if not a single thing? Edited for that young grammar

It's funny finding this thread today. At work I had heard the song Mirrors playing and I do love the song. Is it about a girl? Maybe. But that categorization also includes other things.

@Quantum Mike I haven't made a comment on this forum in almost a year. Don't be an ass because someone disagrees with you and you could possibly be wrong. Try to be open to everything. There is no possible way that an analogy can help anyone? It may help you. Just not yet or in this moment.

Why not release right now? You are now grabbing on to this list of things to do in order to be happy. You are pushing off what can only be done now for another few years. The time you are planning for is not guarenteed. Also, there isn't anything you can do. You are just sitting here playing more games with this. Release the need to do something. Don't chase enlightenment.

@electroBeam What was your weighted dose and method of ingestion? Free basing with a rig will throw you right up there but it requires someone else to administer it to you. 7.5 grams is not accurate. Please be careful and tread the waters with respect.

I just wanted to share some music that is enjoyed with hopes to further enjoyment. Nahko Bear has the medicine of music. Please feel free to share more music here!

It isn't any easier than just letting everything be without throwing yourself in the mix. If bad emotions are felt, allow them to be so. Why must there always be an I attached to it? Back and forth all day without results of enlightenment? Good, accept that but know that there isn't anyone who is missing out. Instead of thinking how "I" could or should be dancing to a song, just let the dancing happen and realise that is all in every aspect.

@ttm If they self sneaks back in then let it be so. What remains beyond that still? It was there before the I was trying to figure out dancing.

If this person close to you also didn't like mediation would you drop your effort to find happiness? Remember that there is no guarantee for anything being accomplished with the work that you are doing. How can you try one but not the other? Psychedelics may open you up to the possibility that you have no idea how truly closed minded you are about everything. It can give you a good ego check and the knowing that there are are things beyond what happens to you everyday in your life experience is an amazing thing to be able to come to terms with. How can you possibly know what you don't know if you don't know that there is something to know?

You realize your ego is the one upset about others making fun of it. What if your ego was the one making fun of itself and causing the same level of torment? Could you think of any ideas that would release the grip of pain on the ego?

@Mal Blank pages with the title "You Don't Know Shit: Mal's guide to knowing nothing without the you. Vol. 1 lol