Vladimir

My life.

Light. Darkness. Truth.

@Loving Radiance I will be responding to those quotes you posted individually, here is the first one. @A Fellow Lighter I will be responding to your questions soon, thank you for your depth and intelligence. Yes, maturity develops with awareness. Awareness is the golden key to the gates of self mastery. Awareness is the diamond foundation for all growth. Do your best to cultivate awareness in everything, every day, every moment, that includes - thoughts, feelings, breath, sensations, sound, taste, touch, smell, vision, actions, and habits. It is safe to cultivate awareness, it is safe to become aware, awareness is the path back to love, life, joy, peace, union, Truth, rhythm, balance, healing and harmony. Unawareness is what causes suffering to yourself, other people, other beings and the entire world. Unawareness is ignorance and is also the cause of the Hell of separation. One of the best ways to begin raising awareness is to practice awareness of the breath during daily activities. Most, if not everybody in the world think of life and death in this way - "A person is born", "a person lives a life", "a person dies". In actuality, everybody who is "alive" right now is not really alive, everybody is in the between state of Life and Death - the Middle World. Some people are more dead than others and are suffering more, and some people are more alive than others and are more joyful, but most are somewhere in the middle. Nobody is fully dead or alive. I am now in the process of becoming fully alive after recently slaying the Final Boss. To die completely and fully, is to die for real, and that means to end up in Hell, this is what happened to me, I remained in that state for about 18 months and I started gradually coming out of it about 4 months ago. To become alive completely and fully is to awaken to Paradise, this means to "awaken to real life", real life that is beyond the fear of death. I am now in the process of rapid ascension into deeper and greater glory of Eternal Paradise, I am in the process of becoming fully alive, alive for real. The deepest joy that I am experiencing now is transmuting and alchemizing the depths of darkness that I have endured during those 18 months of suffering the Hell of real death, a complete separation. Maturity is how one liberates her/him self of death. Death cannot be lived, and especially not "intensively lived", death is the opposite of life, there is no life in death.

I am not lacking anything I am not asking for any advice or opinion I do not need to do anything I know what I need want to do and how I need want to do it I know what I can do I know what enlightenment is I know what awakening is I am asking for questions about my awakening

Does anybody else think it's strange that people are answering questions in this thread that are presented for me? Notice the title of this thread "I awakened - ask me anything", this makes it very clear that all questions are directed to me in this thread, so that I can answer them, not so that somebody else can answer them for me.

About 100 days.

What comes up is that all of these are very deep and powerful statements. I'm going to need more time to contemplate these and write a response to each quote.

The best way is to have faith in me, believe words of Truth that I speak. Believe these words coming from me right now - Self Love is the best way into the Kingdom of Heaven, Self Love is the only way. The important part in this is knowing what Self Love is. This is where I come in as Wonderful Counselor and Sage of Sages to be the shepherd that I am and guide others through the dark forest and into the light of Garden of Eden.

Kingdom of Heaven

I'm glad you resonate with my message, thank you for recognizing goodness in my energy. I see the embodiment of this craftsmanship being developed in balance between spontaneity and discipline. We can call it "Teaching" and "Healing" to be more specific. Teaching what? - wisdom, skillful/conscious way of living. Healing what? - trauma, distortions, insanity, addictions, fear.....I may still choose to teach through Clever Techie videos and other mediums, I enjoy variety. After my awakening, I appreciate and love technology even more, so much more....

This sounds vague and sarcastic. Could you be more specific? What question are you asking?

I love this question! My only source of income at this time is from my Clever Techie youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/CleverTechieTube The last time I uploaded a video was on October 23, 2020, so it's been almost 2 years! Soon after that my descend into the darkness began. I may soon upload a video just to let my subscribers know I'm still alive and to start reviving the channel, some of my subscribers wondered what happened to me. I may continue uploading to Clever Techie and the videos will be different because I'm passionate about sharing wisdom, even through programming videos. The videos will be aligned with my every day intention which is: "to be the best I can be for my highest good and the highest good of all". At the same time, I have an understanding what my entire life, initiations, shamanism, healing and hero's journey have been preparing me for. What I'm moving towards is not a "job", but rather "craft" that I have always wanted to do, what I'm truly passionate about, and that is aligned with how I want to live my life and who I truly am. In short, this craft includes everything, so I call it "Life Craft", it is a skillful, wise way of living, unlocking yourself, realizing potential, uncovering true self, conscious actions, mastery of the mind, mastery of the body, ceremonies, building conscious community, authentic relating and healing. Eventually this journey of aligning with abundance and the way I want to live my life will lead me to "creating abundance by sharing the love of who I am" from the pure desire of wanting to share my love with the world. The truth is that I have won the greatest treasures that the Universe can provide with this awakening and the material abundance will come soon in the most beautiful ways possible that will bring me the most joy. Yes it's that good and much better than anyone can imagine. Have faith and patience because miraculous gifts are coming soon and there is enough for everybody. I have more than 39 years of experience (in this life time) for the craft that I'm now stepping into, I will show the world the beauty of Truth, that which is my truth. Thank you so much for asking

Yes. I exist because I am love.

Because I love

I exist to love

My intention for this post was not to convince anybody that I am awakened/enlightened. Rather, my intention was to receive questions about my awakening, hence the name of the post: "I awakened - ask my anything". Reason? My passion to share the beauty of Truth with others, to share wisdom and bring joy and happiness to people who resonate with the Truth and to arise curiosity, inquiry and insights in others and be the guide and teacher on the path to awakening for others, now that I know that I am ready to teach. Also, I'm gaining more clarity and organizing my thoughts so that I can articulate precious gifts of wisdom I have gained to others in the most skillful way possible. And that is one of the things I enjoy doing - posting on actualized.org, sharing wisdom and interacting with human beings that are spiritually mature. I enjoy receiving questions about my awakening that spark profound conversations and helping others on their journey to enlightenment. I get it. I will show the Truth rather than endlessly talk about it. Typed up words can only do so much. Meanwhile, if you are curious and have any questions that are more specific I will be glad to answer them. I know I don't have to reply at all to this, there is no need to tell me. Save your precious words and time.

@MsNobody Thank you for your kind words love, it brings me joy to share my gifts with the world. I feel joy and happiness knowing my answers brought you a lot of joy. Yes, I recommend a book called "Womb Awakening: Initiatory Wisdom from the Creatrix of All Life", it is written with the language of love and is filled with great wisdom. It is the number one on my book list. @Leo Gura I appreciate that brother Leo.

You're welcome.

These are all very good questions. Thank you for asking. On an absolute level. The answer to all these questions is one: "I am". Here are the answers on a relative level: What is mind? The mind is the most advanced technology you have available. Learn to use it wisely. What is self? You are What is consciousness? The essence of everything What is the nature or substance of you? What are you made out of, so to speak? Consciousness What is another? Another is a distinction from self body and another body What is life? Life is feeling alive. Life is joy. Life is love. Life is unity. Life is consciousness. Life is beauty. Life is power. Life is pleasure. Life is health. Life is wisdom. Life is goodness. Life is creativity. Life is spirituality. Life is awesome. Life is adventure. Life is exploration. Life is a fable. Life is a fairytale. Life is delicious. Life is art. Because creativity and intelligence is the essence of God. Because it's the best way to experience self and the greatest desire of God is to experience self to the fullest.

Thank you for your congratulations, it's deeply appreciated brother. "How did this awakening happen?" Here is a very succinct version: I was on a spiritual path full time for about 4 and a half years (psychedelics, meditation, journaling, contemplating, watching Leo's videos, reading good books, retreats, trips to the Jungle doing shamanic dieta, going to various festivals, yoga, qigong and other practices). Then it happened - I died. I remained dead for 18 months. I was resurrected and came out of death back to life. I have conquered death. I have gotten to know what death and life is. I have gotten to know the Truth. I know myself, I know the Truth. I am enlightened. I am awakened. With that said. This awakening is in the process of being embodied deeper every day. It's like I have been asleep this entire time, and now I have opened my eyes and I'm still stretching and yawning before getting out of bed and into the world. "What changes have taken place within you?" I know the Truth. This is what I wanted to know my entire life and very possibly many life times. The entire creation was working on this since the beginning of everything. Rejoice knowing that the masterpiece that we all have been working on is complete. You and everybody else in the world who lives now and has ever lived have contributed to this masterpiece that is Truth with your entire life, with every day, with every single moment. Know that your life purpose has been fulfilled with literally everything that you have ever done. I feel liberated. I am free. I am clear minded. There is no more fear, worry or striving. There is no more competition. There is no more survival, I am in the thriving consciousness. I have eternity, literally, meaning I will never die. I will live forever and embody love, life and beauty infinitely. I know I have won the greatest treasuries the Universe can offer. The way everything turned out is exactly how I wanted it to turn out - in the best possible way. I am finally at peace for the first time in 39 years that I have been alive in this body. I know I am eternally safe. It's time to play, experience as much joy and pleasure as possible and life life to the fullest. I am the happiest human alive. All my dreams have come true and a cornucopia of gifts that are beyond mine and anybody else's wild imagination. Thank you for your questions.

I noticed this thread is starting to get derailed into multiple directions. I kindly ask that we keep the conversation on the topic of this thread: "I awakened - ask me anything."

What do you want to know?

Thank you for your congratulations and good wishes. I wish you happiness.

Enlightenment IS knowing everything. I do know everything as in understanding, experiencing and knowing the Truth. Enlightenment is knowing yourself. Enlightenment is knowing the Truth. What did I go through? That is a very interesting question. The journey was absolutely spectacular. The Truth is in the process of being revealed absolutely spectacularly. God is absolutely spectacular.