Simon Zackrisson

again, im just in amazement watching all these beautiful visual representations of people's beautiful endeavours .

Waow, what amazing fucking idea. I NEED TO DO ONE OF THIS, visual images can be such a powerful anker to what you strive for.

Damn Osho can be such a sweet cat, man. my bullshit meter goes out the roof usually with gurus like this, but I really appreciate this one's seemingly sincerity, coherence, and just his fucking look in his face is pleasant and quite amusing to watch . ^^ He is reality , he has become everything , his brain is now in tune with universal intelligence. it seems. and no matter what, its still an interesting perspective . ^^

@brovakhiin thanks fam but i still feel too stupid ill come back when have more clarity <3

I recently came into contact with these perspectives. I love it, but it also gives me a bitter taste. I don't at all really resonate with the sharpness of its weapons. Like, I've been into RSD and shit before, not to say I've been at all ignoring the less charming aspects of female psychology before I do love to see as many perspectives as possible And I think its FUCKING CRUCIAL to be aware of the essentials of what like mgtow and such speak about . But i dont resonate with like the hatred, i maybe still be naive, but i think i will still want to choose to love and appreciate women, feminine energy my current idea is that its possible to choose to be the nice guy, as long as you TRULY are the wolf too, and have it deadset under control and understand what pathetic scenarios it might spiral into if you do not pay attention .

i dont get it guess i should look and try to internalize more about strange loops

Nice argument though Haha, I hope you know I intend no harm though . love,

Ultimately, all morality is illusory, it is something us humans patched together from 3.2 millions of years of evolutionary subconscious instincts. Now here we are, and in this scenario of life, I will always choose to be biased to my own species, Team People. As one of my favorite inspirational primate Joe Rogan likes to put it. In my emotional dream world, there would be no suffering anywhere, for any life form, no matter if I personally thinks the life form is cute But that's not the laws of the universe. I'd like to think that, whatever can happen in existence, happens because it can happen, and what can't happen, dont happened. We are just as humans nervously attempting to impose our own manmade feelgood paradigms, a true exercise in futility. If it can happen in reality, it happens and that is, in one perspective, the objective law . This is of course not meant as a self-defeatist mentality, like we can't improve and for example advance in our horrible treatment of animals in the industry. However, you have to try to see things with clear eyes, and realize the absolute ruthlessness and how bloody this world really can be for every form, humans included. It seems that, this is all a crazy ride for chaotic experience, infinite "fragmented" pieces of reality consuming and murdering each other, a race of evolution, of consciousness maybe? Life eats life, and if a person is too fucking retarded and emotionally invested in their feel good dogma shit, then that is their choice . It's simply sad to see these days the amount of people that are living in cities, disconnected from the harsh reality of nature and the wild. The affection for cognitive dissonance, and the natural amount of degenerative humanitarian tyrannic virtue signaling that follows with that. Now, I'm kind of a pussy to be honest. I get a rly weak feeling when I see just images of human organs and such, I really feel hatred and repulsement from suffering and also perhaps any LEGITIMATE social injustice. I've never slaughtered or killed an animal, and chopped it up pieces of meat. Except for fish. But I will never sell out striving for intellectual honesty for pathetic hedonistic short-time pleasure from my current dogma of that which gives me emotional gratification. I'm also sure that misapplying empathy is a matter of exposure, and I feel very secure in my feeling that if it would come to a mortal situation where it would be me or something or someone else, I'd have zero issues with the choice. Team People And then work outwards from that with love, to the rest of our consciousness family. Not claiming at all that I know it all, this is just my current evolving philosophy.

@Jonson It came from a good heart, don't worry friend. <3 However I'd recommend to try to not operate out of too much feeling arguments for this world. I think alot of people have a misguided sense of empathy today, to what can be called charismatic megafauna. They've never considered or been out in the real wild for any significant period of time, never understood that suffering truly is abundant in nature, and felt the brute instincts for personal survival.

I hate insects like nothing out of this world, but I still kill them off fast, It hurts my soul to see it's suffering when i like spray it with some shit. I don't really appreciate the clickbait though for a fucking rat, I thought at first this was ur dog which maybe would make bit more sense .

I also thought about tattooing these sentiments into my skin, because I love it, use motivation from negative feelings but realise that it's fleeting and meant to pass, and to stay in this for the long run with positive vision and optimism. And love. Not the hashtags though in the tattoo, to be clear.

I like this harsh perspective. Although, I think sometimes it's not the most strategically wise to burn the boats and jump head first in the water. Yes, don't just forever sail in pathetically easy shallow waters, but also, don't pathetically arrogantly sail out into open sea with a shitty little wooden sailing boat, and expect anything else then crushing ruthless waves actualizing your watery death. Lately I used this metaphor of the captain of a ship. I like it alot . I'll even throw in a shitty fucking image i drew 2 days ago out of a moment of inspiration .

http://lmgtfy.com/?q=rsd

Btw, don't be a sheeple. RSD has had some legit internal integrity issues, but I primarily see that the agents responsible for this are within higher-ups management.

@Ibn Sina This attempt of humour was not very apparent to me . I just dislike arrogance so much, I truly love self confidence but if it is balanced with humbleness. I have no wish to be in a state of conflict, although I don't mind it to face it at all, like if i feel something isn't right, but yeah. Peace with your life, fellow consciousness.

RSD. Not raising them to the skies, not degrading their content. They've been a Greatly positive element in my development to constructing my own understanding of the world. Granted, I don't hang out in their forums and such, ever ... But there is some truly invaluable information pieces of gold they've managed to hack out .

Love ketogenic diet. Been on it for soon 5 years, with of course periods of cheating, ranging from months to weeks. Love it so much .

@MarkusSweden I feel resonance with this. "I" need to feel that im not just fucking pathetically operating through someone else's feelgood agenda, that it's me that rationally and with awareness chose, to begin to perhaps accept a perspective where I start dismantling myself, or the illusion of separation. If this makes any sense.. Like I need to understand and feel like i "checked" out the marks of logical concepts, so we are in holistic coherence. Which is why I appreciated leo's video on infinity lately, that he helped to put these mind objections to rest. And no, they aren't now sleeping forever and will never be, I will never stop to apply critical thinking. But i think life is a constant journey, back and forth back and forth. Isn't this maybe an element of excitement and wonder in this reality too . Imagine if we mapped out everything already . Hm . I think there is a point in maintaining a healthy "ego", while still growing and having the spiritual sides as support . Yin, yang.

@Talkawuer Happy to be able to mold another locational field of consciousness a little. If you'd like, share whatever notes and whatever gold you managed to hack out, there is never such a thing as a perspective too many . Love

Here are some unedited, quick notes to self, written yesterday. It is about dealing with negative emotions, something I wished I could have internalized as a valuable insight before. Even if I had been kind of told this before, it didn't really "connect" or hit, you know? People can read out information to you and such, and you can even intellectually agree with it, but it's sometimes (often) different to truly integrate certain information... to applicable personal genuine knowledge. Here are the notes, maybe it could be one more perspective to consider ---------- i’ve never experienced this i felt so intense sadness and negativity i tried to be rational and be in acceptance trying to move past it trying to think optimistic and focus on productive things only to feed the fire of truly dark feelings for destruction only when i after a while let it engulf me accepted to feel it looked at my hand watch 21:23. needed to fix certain things for tomorrow events felt like lol can i put aside 30 min to let this pain body attack and have some feeding time to reconcile all the trauma of the past present and possible future the most insane thing when i let go of everything and fell back deep inside this feeling zero resistance it subsided . i don’t know why maybe it is because the subconscious realize that i will listen to it and in this teamwork and cooperation there is no longer need to enforce the rules with ruthlessness if there is a teamwork with feelings and rationality if you allow the feelings to internalise the situation and the world if you allow and respect the pain body , true acceptance true acceptance, to allow and go into it, not actively , just let it “take over” , engulf you . in 10 seconds it subsided. this is invaluable information on how to deal with negative currents in oneself’s psychology they’re not really negative. it is a holistic system of feedback loops emotional and rational now protective instincts may run amok this is not the wallow in self pity approach it is the mature feeling and accepting of negative feeling tides I leveled up. This time i didn’t need to take a walk outside for 4 hours and intentionally feel the blistering cold and suicidal pain , i just needed to let it be a part of my system, accept it as a feeling , accept my subconscious, accept this protective agent of one’selfs psychology it just amazed me how fucking fast i felt “normal” and rational again. i closed my eyes and thought “ok, there is no way to escape this .. lets just have it run its course , “ within seconds my subconscious realised i respect it , and listen to it, do not treat it as an enemy anymore this is .. quite amazing realisation on how to navigate life , emotional holistic system and love i feel so much better now like i just cried except i didn’t have to cry . if you know how to fight physically, there is often a phenomena where people sense it , and you don’t have to fight if you prove to the subconscious that you respect it , and allow the holistic informational emotional system wiring to categorise itself, and the world there is no need to cause deep emotional distress , no need to initiate the crushing feelings of darkness, no need to enforce bondage though increasing emotional misery . again , I’m quite astounded I’m just astounded how quickly the feeling subsided and i felt normal, holsitic , healthy , pretty happy ready to take positive productive action again. i love you, i love life , and i almost feel like crying when i think of how people don’t realise this, i didn’t for long time, and i don’t say i am done now I’m sure i will feel negative suicidal feelings again but now i respect it and know there can be mutual respect in a holistic system of love, the subconscious and the conscious . I just wish more people could be exposed to this this way of handling your pain body this understanding this awareness and acceptance and loving of your emotional pain sounds weird i know and i won’t prolly agree with it when I’m in a pain body attack again but my awareness is ever growing and my love to myself and my subconscious peace

Just my quick cents. I would authentically love to be vegan, if I believed it was the healthy design for our body. Even if I love meat. I've cut out many other things I love for health reasons. I'd actually love to live with the perceived ego identified moral high ground of assigning how much right different life forms has to exist according to how cute they are to me. If I can emotionally empathize with how other lifeforms evolved to navigate the world like I did, through human emotion, subconscious instincts. Not to say, that the operation of the current industry isn't a travesty. Turns out I feel the most healthy on a ketogenic diet. Peace yall

Fuck brother. That sounds intense. I can relate to some extent. I recently had a somewhat new-made friend that's on a serious low in his life, and I wanted to help him out. Now after a while of attempting to help him I kinda felt that I can't do that much more, I am not in such position where I can only shine light into his situation, I was not strong enough to not let it affect me negatively too. Logically I feel that the answer for you has to be cynical, that you can't go down with the sinking ship. But emotionally I can understand and even perhaps feel your despair, if this was a girl you also felt some romance with. It hurts seeing someone in misery and wanting to alleviate their pain. But also in a way, in another perspective, you are helping their ego identification with misery if you show that they will receive affection and attention for their behavior of self-destruction. If they don't really want to truly change and let go of their suicidal sad painbody, maybe it is you that need to let go. I think the sad reality of life is that in the end, you can only help someone to help themselves. I don't really know, just some thoughts.

Now another tip I feel is important for me, is making me think of the statement "All things in moderation, including moderation." Don't try to be too perfect at once. Chillout, establish positive routines, one after one and grow yourself slowly but steadily greater and feel content in where you are at the moment. Without optimism, I sometimes experience intense feelings of inevitably failure and disbelief so I understand the HEAVY necessity for this mental skill of positive thinking. Remember, it's a marathon, not a sprint.

Now I didn't read this book, am aspiring to, but I feel his point is that you need to take care of all facets in life, in order to truly strive for your potential. Like, if you GENUINELY want to like change the world, then the best way is to like go to the gym, because that would give you more energy and health to focus even more intensely on your purpose. It's all exponential right. Doing positive things leads to more positive things, which makes it easier to double down on more positive things, which leads to even more positive things, spiraling away. If you dedicate yourself to excellence, it should be true in whatever you do. For example also have a clean house, establish the mentality of keeping things in order and ease. It will seap in to different facets, atleast this is how I recognize my psychology to operate.

Well, the title kind of explains it. Just thought it could be something to consider, maybe talk a little in a video or something. How to face the seemingly subjective horrors of the world and how to find acceptance in it.