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@Mal doing fine now , I let all of them pass without resisting , and found the actual reason it was hidden with lot of dust

@Mal Thank you SOOOO MUCH

true and thank you

I did that , I am aware I am procrastinating ,I am even aware i M procrastinating here , Nothing changes ?

you made me laugh ,Thank you

I will not give up , this is awareness that made me ask this question ? who am I and how to know myself ? the answer is not clear yet I am just awareness , consciousness , but where is that ?inside my body , but I am not this body too , I know ONE THING for sure I BELONG to SOMEWHERE , but where is that ?

well said Currently yes that is the question ?

it will help me know myself ? or It will help me change myself ? or it will help me leave myself ?

this is beauiful

@Mal Thank you

this made me ask more questions , rather than answers ? Aint they temporary ? how will I know me through emotions ?

wow , what are your favorite books ? and which ones are your suggestion for me ?

Hello my actualized.org family , I have a negative belief that ,only way i can study hard is through negative motivation ,which i have been doing for so long that I cannot find any positive motivation for me, which leads to procrastination , I am not beating up myself on that ,i put awareness and realise its my belief and need to work on ? someone in similar situation what exercise should be done here reframe it Thanks

Thanks alot , yes I know what is right answer

@DizIzMikey you go through the same , so i am not alone here thanks for tip

I come across something wonderful , one of friend shared his problem with me , he normally shares ,but I only give him some relief and encouragement , but while he was sharing his problem with me today , i felt it and i felt so deeper that ,I come across a solution for him ? what is this going on with me , I was laughing at myself that i am stuck in my own problems ,but i found a solution for him ? what is going on here ???? I could see clear picture for him , and advice him with my best interest and intention ? someone tell me what is this ?

@Mal hmmmm

beautiful and thank you

deja vu you know what i mean hahahaha

yes I am female , true I also wanna share one more thing while i was solving his problem ,i untie the knot of my own too ,an answer of question I was looking for

has any one thrown some awareness on this , I was observing this today ,that whatever obstacles I had faced , when I get up to learn from it , I am developing every moment , even I have moments of joy during the hardest part ,when I do not forget to breath ,Or I can say ,I am not being forgotten , I have been provided with unlimited oxygen, food , water If we literally don't taste what hardship is , how will we appreciate the relief, The two runs parallel ? discussion is welcome ( i wrote for me though )

this is one of thing I faced in my early childhood and very recent i felt ,some people cannot tolerate me as existence ?

thanks for this right thank you

Is it right Awareness and while in present moment , you sense everything more compared when you are not conscious ? is it not working against you ? if you feel sad ,hurt ,angry ( you fully feel it without distraction) ? I can smell almost everything , hear small voices , sometimes sense other person's intention ? All these are for short duration ( in real time) but the intensity of sensing has increased ?

How can i explore it , ? when its the situation or people are doing it ? I am just aware of fact they cannot tolerate me