charlie2dogs

i address statements made on the forum, not your perceptions of them

Algi, once awakened, the reality of things become clear, one begins to see the reality of the world around them and other identities. I used to say that 99.7% were lost in their own nonsense, I changed it here in this topic to 99.8% this comes after years of observation of the human condition and human beings. I am not a believer, opinions are worthless to me now, beliefs are never real and are nothing more than an assumption of knowledge. Once truly awakened everything changes because one is no longer just a human being, you return to being a being of consciousness which is your true state of being. The 99.8 % is my observation as consciousness to the reality of what is going on here. Many are called, few are chosen, straight is the gate and narrow is the way that leads to life or rather liberation from the human condition, ever seeking, never finding. I used these text from a religious book, the statements in themselves are not religious, but reveal some reality about this path that most claim to be seeking. I hope there is an answer in there someplace for your question.

99.8% of what goes on in this site is fake growth, this idea of personal growth is going no place for most. Most have no idea what self realization is or how one functions as a self realized being. The majority of spiritual talk, and personal growth talk is simply identities attempting to rationalize what they dont understand, but in their information gathering they have become confused to the degree that they have blinded themselves. Most cant even hear the reality of self realization from those that are because of their belief system. For that 99.8 % its just a game the identity is playing, controlled by programing and a false belief system. If you can grasp this you are more awake than the 99.8 %

man are you lost on women, you think poking a woman and getting off is enough for her, i could write you a book on this subject but you are not ready for it.

if you had a 100 m you would be just like those who do. you dont have the 100m because you are not like them. its sort of like a sheep talking about what he would do if he was a wolf.

Ryan, enjoy what you are and what you have, be patient, life will bring something to you, stop feeling like you should be desiring something just be yourself and enjoy what you have, change will come, give it time and dont fret about it.

you are simply stuck in the identity, you think you know what to do and you arent doing it but in reality you dont know what to do, because if you really knew what to do you would be in a position to do it and you would have a desire to do it. In simple terms you are playing this game of life from the identity, wishing you had a convertible to drive on a nice sunny day on hilly roads.

if i was functioning as the identity and wanted to program myself for a certain objective, i could see using hypnosis tapes. How ever, how many beliefs do you think is rooted in your consciousness, you are the product of the evolution of your consciousness, so how long has that consciousness that possesses you been in existence and what forms has it taken since its beginning, if it had a beginning, it is possible you have been many things, many different life forms, was beliefs accumulated during all those times and forms. You can never work through all of the things rooted in your consciousness, the only way you can find liberation from them is to become something besides the fictitious identity that you created to exist in here, When you step out of the identity and be the being of consciousness that you are, and function from there, those beliefs and programing will begin to dissolve and have no affect, you will be able to see the reality of things, you will have clarity, you will have peace and you can find joy in living life. Your thought process is creating more and more problems for you to deal with. Stop looking for answers to problems and find yourself, the real part of you, that is the game changer.

What truth did you get? apparently it wasnt life changing, or even gave you a direction to focus your energy in. Why is it that you want to become a yogi? what is it about being a yogi that appeals to you? Why not just find your real self and be that?

Affirmations are basically programing, instead of programing yourself more than you already are, why not discover your core being and function from that space of being and all the practices and nonsense will disappear from your life and you can live as a liberated being, living life as it comes to you. You have a lot of quantum memory, it is making things happen in your life, recognize it, when those things arise, see the reality of it as the observer, and if it is something you need to attend to in order for you to become more liberated then embrace it, deal with it, and it will be cleared from your consciousness, if the reality of it is just another distraction, turn away from it and leave it alone, it will cease to exist if you dont chase it. The key is to remain in a liberated state of being and in order to do that one must function as a being of consciousness. Forget everything you have learned, drop your beliefs, stop believing, stop running after every wannebe guru, look inside of yourself until you can occupy that real part of yourself. If you take Leo's work seriously you should see that you have a million problems you have created for yourself, and there is only one way to become liberated from all of it and that is to be in the space of your core being, consciousness and function as a being of consciousness. If you dont understand that start contemplating it, give time to it, until it opens up for you. Spend more time being quiet, being still enjoying the space within yourself and the source of life that is the real you, this will be enough to help you achieve what you are looking for. The problem you have is that you are already programed, and worse the programing has become a belief system that is enslaving you. You cannot cover up what is rooted in your consciousness, you must be in the space that will allow it to be cleansed.

I guess i should have started a retreat long ago, 4 grand to point people to the only real part of themselves, but i understand that most people have to be led in circles and often for their entire life, to try to find something that they already are. You are what you are seeking, it just needs to be experienced from consciousness rather than the identity.

I have noticed in life that most people are running to and fro from one thing to another trying to find something they dont understand. They try this method and that method until one day those who do awaken finally realize the answer isnt out there, it is inside of themselves. You try to point them to this but they cant hear, they keep looking for a new method, new school of thought, new spiritual practice but none of it works. Really its not about enlightenment, that is just a term that means nothing once awakened. The identity cannot overcome its ego, its desires of the flesh, its impossible, trying to find enlightenment from the identity, it will not bear fruit. I dont even care for the term enlightenment, it has been butchered until it means nothing. The only way to liberation can only be had by experiencing the core of your own being, consciousness, it is responsible for the creation of the body you now inhabit, and this little play called life. (In order to become liberated from the identity, ego, desires of the flesh is to be able to be in the space of consciousness, and allow consciousness to do the cleansing for you, it will happen, it is automatic, when you occupy the space of your core being). This is the way, the only way to liberation. I know you have heard that there are many ways to get there, that is an illusion, that was never true. If you can grasp this one preceding statement and live that, its game over. Live as a being of consciousness, that statement in itself wont mean anything to anyone until you have the experience of being a being of consciousness, it is only then that one understands, has the knowledge, and the experience. You can talk about something but you cant know or understand until you own it.

great advice Leo, living without passion in what you do is a miserable situation.

I completely understand what you are saying and i appreciate your honesty, and you are not alone, most here are doing the same thing, and yes many shout their opinions and beliefs when they dont have the experience of a thing and i completely understand your feelings about this, i used to have those same feelings, i used to be a religious fanatic, a newager, i held all the false beliefs, the programing controlled my life completely, my whole sense of life was warped, all i knew was the identity, but all of that is like a dream that has passed, i live in reality now, i know where to find it, i gave up beliefs and began to allow consciousness to cleanse itself of the programing and false belief, but all of this came after the transition from human being to become a being of consciousness, or self realization. I spent most of my life trying to find that real part of myself and it only happened when I looked deep enough inside of myself and experienced the source of life within my self on deeper and deeper levels, that source of all life is consciousness, it all sounds so unreal to most people, sounds confusing, and i understand, been there, done it, but now i know from experience where liberation exist, what is real and what isnt. You have started on this journey, and the destination lies within your own being, it is the kingdom of heaven once possessed. I have had many people tell me that i confuse them, even though i try my best to relate my own experience in the best way i can, and i know that they wont understand until something happens inside of them but i hope it creates enough curiosity that they begin to look and maybe create some desire to know themselves better. I wish you only the best, Look inside, all the answers that you will ever want or need are there and it will be from the true source, the real you is that source.

humans have been exposed to those who have put forth teachings about enlightenment for ages now, is it possible they have been exposed to the wrong kind of teaching, to actually achieve a state of self realization, any good teacher has said that only a few would become enlightened or rather self realized in any given generation, and i agree with that, but my statement about how hard it can be is not an assumption, it comes after over 40 years of work in personal growth work, and finally realizing that all the exposure i got from other humans was a huge mistake, and their ideas, opinions, teachings and philosophies were taking me no where but on a never ending journey with no destination or expectation of arrival. I then went to the heart of the problem and that was my own consciousness. In the beginning i soon understood that my beliefs, programing, and warped perception of life would not allow me to be a being of consciousness without being able to be in a space of being without and before the programing, beliefs and warped perceptions to see the reality, when i understood that to see reality that i had to be in a space of being before those things and i could do that, the fictitious identity and ego were no longer in control. I understand that those who function from the identity would say, ( that is just your opinion). I am not a believer, opinions are worthless, and assumptions are never real. Existing as consciousness is the real deal, and it can be done while enjoying this play called life. When i started the (journey) it wasnt because of anyone or any teaching, it was because of an intense desire within myself that drove me to understand who and what i was, how i got here, and what this was all about. Good luck to you in your own work.

the only way anyone is enlightened is by the really hard way, because of the rationalization and intellectualization about spirituality most will end up being in a state of confusion for many years remaining trapped, most unlearned people take hold of the belief and opinions of others and form beliefs for themselves. Beliefs are never real, they are nothing more than an assumption of knowledge, but leads to more entrapment, an opinions can do the same thing, for those functioning from the identity. In my own life i have waded through beliefs, opinions, programing, and it wasnt easy, listening to the opinions and beliefs of others didnt help me until i stopped listening and did it the hard way, I support Leo's work here, have said so several times, but i have noticed that in a short period of time there are about 2800 topics, so i have to wonder if it is becoming nothing more than a social network rather than a place to gain knowledge and possibly some experience in self realization. If people were taking seriously what leo is attempting to do here, there would be more listening, and contemplating of the real issues regarding self realization than chatting about petty things, and yes i know that petty things are important to the identity and ego because it helps to remain in a state of denial of where most really are with things. There is no easy way to self realization I have over 40 years invested in it just that i know of in this lifetime. It isnt easy talking about this subject in a public forum because you have to try and use language that those who function from the identity will understand, and at the same time you have some who think they have achieved some level of self realization that want to pick it apart rather than try to understand the underlying truths that have have been learned the hard way by many over time. There are no levels to self realization you are or you ain't. There was a writing that said, straight is the gate and narrow is the way that leads to life (liberation) and few there be that find it. That is one of the truest statement you will ever hear, the way has been muddied until most spend a lifetime searching through opinions and beliefs thinking they are going someplace but never getting there, and it is because of the way all this information is being rationalized and intellectualized. The only way to become self realized ( with no exceptions) is a transition from functioning as the fictitious identity to a being of consciousness and you will only know what that is like after the transition occurs, the identity cant know, wont know but will make every attempt to rationalize it to where the identity feels like it has something that it don't. This isnt a criticism of your statement but rather something for your consideration, programing, belief, and opinion is what is keeping the identity trapped.

you fall back into the default state because you are not rooted and grounded in your true state of being. You are functioning as the fictitious identity of who you think you are. That will always cause you misery and pain. Sometimes those driven by enough pain and misery begin to seek another way out, You are not the identity and you are not the physical body, you just think you are. The core of your being is consciousness, becoming a being of consciousness rather than an identity is the solution to your problems.

If you have been struggling with this for 18 years, it says that you have absolutely no will power to control your life. If you have no will power how will anyone help you with this. Sure you can try all the potions, pills and meditations and see if that works or you can look inside of yourself and try to find some self worth and realize that you need to exercise your own will power to begin to create a diet that is healthy for you and stick with it and most likely begin a program of exercise to go with the diet, Without will power nothing is going to change.

Would you mind if i ask you, why you posted this article. Thoughts, feelings, and opinions about enlightenment is the fictitious identity attempting to rationalize enlightenment based on programing and a belief system. This isn't a criticism but rather an observation and something that could help you at some point.

Did it ever occur to you that you drew those so called mean people to yourself? Do you have quantum memory that is drawing what you consider less than desirable behavior to yourself, do you have any idea what is stored in your quantum memory that may present difficulties for you to overcome. Everything that takes root in your own consciousness is quantum memory that create consequences until the consciousness is cleansed. Its all about you not the person you think is mean.

it was serious enough to spend over 40 years on personal growth, to move from functioning as a fictitious identity called a human being that functions as an unconscious being consumed by the desires of the identity, programing, false belief system, warped perception of everything to become self realized to functioning as a being of consciousness. As far as the bigger picture, once becoming the being of consciousness one realizes from the being of consciousness, ( not the rationalizations of the identity ) that they were never born, never died, never lost, never needed saving by anyone or anything, that will step out of this identity one day in a conscious, aware, present state of being liberated from the fictitious identity, ego, and the play we call life. This is not an opinion, it wasn't gotten from someone's book, video, religion, or the thoughts of others, it did not come from rationalizing personal growth, it comes after the transition from the identity to the being of consciousness and if you have made this transition as a living experience I would like to hear you speak about it from the core of your being.

Great I am happy to hear you express yourself this way, you have learned a lot, i sense by the energy of your writing that you are a special lady. good luck to you.

if it is an absurdity why have you spent all this time and space writing about absurdities. You said : Even as I write this I am not even close to ready, not even on the tip of the iceberg of it) so what was your purpose with your two post, were you just ranting from frustration of trying to rationalize things as the identity and ego?

that wasnt what i ask you

this man has hurt you a lot and he isnt done, you want a man who will respect you, who can communicate with you on the emotional, mental, and physical level of your being. A man you can trust and feel good about , you dont have this, and a couple weeks of watching anyones videos isnt going to change his life. You are better off being alone than being with the wrong man. Most men who cheat never stop cheating. You should have left him when he was lying and cheating on you and never looked back and waited for a man that was worthy of you. Facing the truth in relationships is hard, the fact that you feel the way you do says a great deal. Ask yourself are you happy, fulfilled in this relationship, if the answer is no, move on dont waste your life.