JustinS
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This track feels like Infinity. Put on some headphones, lie down, and be no more!
Infinity, impossibly wayy beyond the "physical" Universe
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You are on the right track. Although it may be on the surface level of things, you can always dig a little deeper. When you just hold that concentration of whatever you're contemplating for long enough, you may get a feeling of leverage where you can leap up from and then from there you get grounded and eventually leap up from that as well. Keep going and don't be discouraged with plateaus.
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@username Not much of a property but how literally we feel as a separate individual mind/body. Relationship is the indicator of our apparent separateness with God/Consciousness. Haha I have to contemplate some more on this.
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@username Relationships seem to be like a mirror of how well we see ourselves. How healthy or unhealthy our relationships with others or objects may otherwise determine our own level of self awareness.
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@Nature oh hi neem karoli baba
Interesting story how he guessed Richard's mother bad health, specifically her spleen. Not sure if true but it's quite a story of how he just broke Richard Alpert's ego down.
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@Laisa A year ago dark psy just didn't feel right but now since getting more into self inquiry and contemplation it totally feels right. I used to listen to only progressive, uplifting, and full on so I can relate.
Great article! Would like to go to Boom one day, and many other still on my list.
Ohh yeah that feeling of total energetic state of dance, bare feet on the dirt ground, others around you sharing the same feeling that you just can't put together into words but they know exactly what you're trying to say through dance. Let's meet!
I'm not sure if Martin will be there but I follow him on FB so I'll keep you updated on that. Would love to meet him in person.
If you haven't watched this of his ceremony days already, you've got to: Long but juicyyy
Some of his music I'd like to share with you:
Beautiful stuff :') Enjoy.
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Tim Freke, a nondual account, gives us a well grounding talk about science, philosophy, love, mystery, nonduality, and much deeper.
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Oregon Eclipse happening August, which I'll be attending. The Organization NonDuality and Science will be attending which I'm excited the most for.
Been to Burning Man a couple times and it seems nowadays diluted with everyone on happy drugs. Slowly becoming mainstream and I feel is losing it's original essence.
Tribal Gathering is great. 18 day festival in Panama where dozens of different indigenous tribes get to come and share their culture and also their plant medicine. Ayahuasca, iboga, mescaline, etc
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Practice , practice, practice..
...practice, practice....
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A perspective from looking outside the ego vs looking out from Reality is a whole world of difference and it can be terrifying and feel really serious. Almost like a life threat. As I'm growing I've weirdly have come to feel attracted to this feeling of gut dropping death.
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@Laisa Sweet! From LA. You guys have the best dark forest psy! I've noticed an increase of dark in LA recently.
I'm not sure if you know but the organization Science and Nonduality will be a part of this event.
Their YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/scienceandnonduality
Are you much into the Psytrance culture?
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@Life Coach If you want a sleep paralysis/OBE try this. It gets me most of the time.
During mid day take a nap (20-45min), and try to go to bed normally as usual. But, when trying to go to bed feel that it's usually difficult to fall into deep sleep because of the nap earlier that day. Just lay there quietly and peacefully as possible until within sometime you fall asleep...and BAM!
It's 3AM here in LA and I just woke up nearly shit my pants to an old lady that I encountered that just wouldn't stop following me, and it looked like to appear in a clothing store. She was practically forcing her body against mine and screaming.. Oh Jeeez the goosebumps.
After that a few crazy enlightening experiences were felt as if I literally became inside out and dissolved into white light while also feeling as if cold water was being dumped onto my whole being. Had this multiple times tonight. It felt very similar to my 5MEO experience earlier last year. Maybe this was induced because I was reading "Tryptamine Palace" tonight before bed when all this happened and the toad decided to say hello once again. There are some relatable things in that book that convulsively make my body shake with charged energy. Anyway thanks for reading, I'm going to try to go to bed again. -
@WildChild88 Yes, 150+!! Enjoyed listening to ajjas set at Shankra as well. You coming to Oregon Eclipse?!
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@Soulbass Beautiful stuff, thanks for sharing. I can already tell I'ma be diving into some of these.
Lover of psybient as well. Check out http://www.ektoplazm.com/ if you haven't done so. They've got a full range of different psychedelic subgenres.
Cheeers!
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@Hanski I can totally relate. This happened after a couple years of daily meditation and just a few weeks after a strong dose of psilocybin. I've noticed that it was highly due to the fact that I stopped meditating, taking more breaks/shortening my sit times for each day after. I fell into an endless loop of all hopelessness, fear, depression, and a feeling that even suicide wouldn't even make a difference. As soon as I read more about this "Dark Night of the Soul" I became more aware. Check out "End Of Your World" By Adyashanti (about post awakening and how to deal with life) I found it very relatable and helpful.
I see it as a process of 'ego confusion' as if the ego realized it's own emptiness/essenseless and it's kinda thinking twice about things.
As soon as I picked up my meditation practice, micro-dosed every few days, took ashwagandha here and there, most if not all have cleared away!I am confident in saying that after this "hurdle" life will become clairvoyant and evermore magical!
Keep your head up and be aware.
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@username Look up a nearby 10day vipassana retreats around your area. There's a good chance there's one nearby. I've done a couple 10 days now and they kick my ass every time! You will pretty much fail if you don't have any experience of a more structured/scheduled retreats.
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@Simon Håkansson Whenever you lose again or sense this feeling of hurt/insult, close your eyes for a few minutes and feel into it. Dive into it, covering every part of you and completely surrendering to this sensation. Do this until the sensation goes away.
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Contact Octavio Rettig if you can. Although he's probably traveling now out of country.
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@Empty Thanks for sharing.
I can relate to that. Starting meditation and getting deeper into has completely turned my life around for the better. I'm bringing my brother and 2 friends to the next vipassana course in a few months. They're in for a real shock teehee.
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Intense weeping triggered by an opening up of electricity to complete surrender. Usually with some pause of breathing, open mouth, and face scrunching. Completely dropping the weights of having to keep up many of my strong roles that I play. Just being able to be actively and invitingly aware of all intense emotional feelings has been eye opening.
What are some of your experiences with being emotionally open to a point of awe surrender?
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Winter:
Organic Bananas (40lb box)
^10 bananas/day
Papayas
Dates
Organic veggies of all sorts.
Variety of nuts (eat very little)
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Meditate on the Meditator.
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From Martin Ball:
"It was fun while it lasted, but it looks as though an unprecedented (for me) run of book sales is starting to wind down. A few months ago an interview with me was released by Leo Gura and as a result, book sales were the best they've ever been for me in the 10 years I've had books on the market. Very grateful to have gotten 3 good months of the Leo Gura bump! Never underestimate the power of a well-placed interview to generate a little interest in your work. :)"
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3 bananas, blueberries, kale, spinach, arugula, coconut water, hemp, flax, and chia seeds.
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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@username Hahah yeah it's got a dark shamanic vibe to it. Octavio Rettig was the first shaman to give me a dose of 5meo so it makes sense for him to put together something as strange as this. Quite similar as the track brings this feeling of impending death lol.