JustinS

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  1. It's the most subtle yet obvious thing. Try to see where the teacher is coming from and where the student is trying to "get to." It's not located anywhere but a state of what simply is the case. When it clicks see that there is no teacher and no student, God talking to itself. Do you see it? 

    Then when it clicks, laugh and let it out!!

     

     


  2. Yesterday was the most difficult day. My mind came up with every trick in the book to let it out but I somehow persisted. This morning however was insane. During my meditation, this enormous mass of sexual energy around the pelvic area slowly moved up my body and out the top of the head. I think I read some part in “Way Of The Superior Man” that supressing this sexual energy is not that good but looking inside and feeling into it and letting it out, without having to ejaculate. I’ve noticed this is the quickest way to subdue my sexual urges and using it for personal energy; shooting it up the spine. 

    Found it: http://deida.info/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/BK00906-interior-pages-46.pdf


  3. @jjer94 I’ve sat through a couple vipassana retreats and each time the pain is a little less than before. The technique works the way it does by observing the sensations on our body, whether pleasure or pain, without reacting to them as they are “impermanent.” The trick is to become as conscious as possible to the super fine sublte sensations that are spread throughout other parts of the body, besides the obvious gross lower back stress. 

    I’ve got to say, my first retreat was a bloody shit show hahaha. It was so painful that I couldn’t even do the technique properly, however there were many moments when it felt like my head was above the water. There were much thick gross layers of neurosis, beliefs, and attachments that were shoved in front and out of my psyche that I cried so much. Hope this helps. :) 


  4. Ahha! I'm also an INFJ. No wonder I feel I can relate to you so much.

    https://www.reddit.com/r/infj/top/?sort=top&t=all 

    "It's strange how nice I am but how much I hate people."

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    This man, an INFJ himself, have put together some videos about being an INFJ. Well, they hit way too close that it hurts! 

    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvW2zJVUKHi20b0gsDXk6xQ/videos

    https://www.youtube.com/user/introvertpower1/search?query=infj