JustinS

Member
  • Content count

    685
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by JustinS

  1. @Shin Go and wank one out. I think you've been taking NoFap a little too seriously.. Just kidding. Tune in, maybe there's something you got to acknowledge, but afraid to confront it. Call a close friend and talk it out, or better yet cry it out whatever it is.
  2. @LiakosN Yeah this is pretty much it. 1) Whenever you feel horny, get your ass on the cushion asap. For me usually in the morning or at night. 2) On the cushion with closed eyes, visualize with our mind's eye the most beautiful succulent divine feminine you have ever witnessed in this known Universe. Feel the longing of the feminine with your masculine. Let the lust take over you. Breathe deep, shake your body, or start moving your hips if you have to. Long for that penetration! How bad do you want to merge and become One? 3) Once penetrated and making sweet love to the Divine feminine within you, escalate and ejaculate if you can. You probably won't but it will feel like it. You will know once you have ejaculated when your lust/horniness has almost completely diminished. 4) Do this a couple times and it may awaken your Kundalini. *I am not a professional Kundalini advise giver, I'm still new to it. Just personal experience and from what I've read.*
  3. Hahaha I think you meant@Shin . This guy is a goofball! Love it. @Shroomdoctor ?? you will be okay !
  4. If you think that looks intense haha check out this one. She’s a dancer/performer so she uses it as an advantage to open up her body. Yoga for me is starting to make some sense. Much respect for her for posting these.
  5. @Monkey-man Good feelings is where the journey starts. Kundalini will help open any blocked chakras especially the heart. Once the navel, heart, and crown are cleared I can get about 6 hours of persistent nondual awareness. It’s beautiful but it doesn’t happen everyday. If you have an active kundalini you will get spontaneous kriyas. This lady knows what’s up. It can sometimes look like this for me. And no it doesn’t hurt, it feels great. It’s like the devil (I) is leaving the body. The more you let go and let it do its thing the better. Mute the sound Here is a video of my energetic releases. This was recorded after a huge purge so it doesn’t look as intense. I’m kinda hesitant on filming the real deal haha. But this lady in the video above is what a full purge or opening of chakras can look like for some people.
  6. @Monkey-man Yes it’s kundalini. Mine awakened when I was horniest I have ever been in the middle of a 10 day meditation retreat. It happened in a dark meditation cell where my fantasy went full blown and I was consumed by sexual energy. I nearly physicaly ejaculated without touching anything. You just got to hold it in and feel it in. @Shin If it made your body feel good than that’s a god sign. Kundalini to me is all about tuning into the good feelings in your body. With a spark it will slowly build and build.
  7. @LiakosN Yes! It's not some New Age hippie dippie BS. For me it's fusing the feminine and masculine energy within me. Merging them together, or better yet making love to myself without actually physically touching anything during meditation. Breathe deeply into the sexual energy in the hips, let it completely consume you without resistance. Then you will know when the time is right when to breathe it up, up your back and out the top of your head. How would you describe it @LiakosN ?
  8. @Leo Gura Yes so true. Be prepared for some heavy ego-backlash! anicca...Aniccaa...ANICCAAA! I seriously think Vipassana is one of the best ways to awaken ones kundalini, but the trick is to focus on the good sensations (opposite of vipassana technique) + semen retention. Sexual energy + quiet concentrated mind awakened my kundalini in the pagoda at a vipassana retreat, and I've read others awakening there's too during a retreat.
  9. In my experience as long as your root chakra is open and flowing than masturbating once a week is okay. As long as it’s blocked it will become an addiction. If it’s free and flowing than the desire will hardly be there.
  10. @Soulbass As long as you're trying to self actualize the "I" or develop the "I" it will be a no sum game. Investigate the "I", focus deeply into it with unwavering concentration without it getting away. Scream and shake if you have to. All of self-actualization and personal development becomes fun and silly when there is no more identification with the I.
  11. Haha simple and direct. Great great explanation.
  12. Even though you can't watch it from your position in "consciousness" as the "rider", the "elephant" dominant part of the brain will be working steadily and continuously, on re-configuring to align more with this understanding in the "non/sub/un-consciousness". This is a strong validation for your practices which are all about letting go/surrender, whether they are self-inquiry, or letting go of attachments, etc. In the end it is all about surrendering everything to Universal Consciousness/She, and totally letting go of any sense of "doership", or "achievement", or "control" or "free will". i found that the more i let go, the more i was held and supported, to my great surprise...when i totally surrendered everything, without reservation or exception, then i was totally held. Wonderful progress is happening...just surrender into it. stillness - Gary Weber
  13. It feels complete and perfect. Mmmm I can smell the cinnamon of those pine cones.
  14. You know you're dead when you're walking around the block feeling like this.
  15. @Shin LOL make sure you make love to yourself on the way (shooting it up the spine of course :)) @pluto yeah mine popped in the middle of a vipassana retreat. I was so lost in desire during meditation I said screw it I’m gonna me love to my feminine side right here and right now. Once the desire fell it instantly supercharged my sits. That root chakra though, it still needs work haha
  16. @LastThursday From what i think its a state where all clinging to states drop. Like a singularity like Leo describes. It eats itself by itself and into itself for eternal. ps. I’m so bad with words.
  17. @Max_V Watch yourself like a hawk. How your body does it’s routines just to get out of the danger zones. Watch yourself with compassion, warmth, and welcome and all.
  18. @herghly Hmm prepare to get your back in torture! But! If you do the technique correctly you will be fine. Have a strong mind, and prepare to let it all go.
  19. @Aftermarket let it clear out your nervous system. Just get out of the way that is all hahha
  20. @Brivido Sorry it was not a video he mentioned just the author Steven Norquist. I believe it's him he's talking about.
  21. @blazed You're on the right track, keep going. Kill all the teachers and find yourself.