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Anita worked in the corporate field before being diagnosed with terminal cancer. Four years after being diagnosed her body began shutting down. As her organs failed she entered into an extraordinary near-death experience where she realised the cause of her disease as well as waking up to who she truly is. On regaining consciousness she found her condition had improved so rapidly that she was released from hospital within weeks. "For the first time it was as if I've let go. I was relaxed. I felt I didn't have to work more on being more loveable, being liked, or being more spiritual. It was like I was loved regardless."

@cetus56 "The eye with which I see God is the same with which God sees me. My eye and God's eye is one eye, and one sight, and one knowledge, and one love." "He knows God rightly who knows him everywhere." - Meister Eckhart

Gary Weber, I'd recommend checking out his personal youtube channel and Martin Ball's podcast, entheogenic evolution, both great men.

Anyone? complaints? Opinions?

@Leo Gura How many hours a day do you spend reading, and at what time of day? Before bed? Morning?

@electroBeam https://www.amazon.com/Models-Attract-Women-Through-Honesty/dp/1463750358 This short read just might clear things up. You just have to accept the fact that some women out there will find you creepy no matter how hard you try to not look creepy. Creepy = When your intention does not match your words and actions. Women can see this quite easily. You meet dozens or hundreds of attractive women each week at different locations and there are many opportunities that you subconsciously avoid (we all do this, but it's okay) Just be honest and true! and don't be needy. .

1) Inc. happiness 2) More fulfilment with less desire 3) Understanding yourself at the deepest level 4) Improving behavior 5) A natural inclination to serve others and lessen the suffering on the planet as a by product of the top 4 benefits.

@Mr Lenny haha this is actually good. All you've got to do is just watch as things appear in the mind without control. The thought "I can't find myself is just another thought." You can only be yourself and yet you are always yourself and never weren't a single moment. You are only just wanting to remember what you always were. From the perspective of a person or ego you are seeking to return to yourself. From the perspective of understanding, you as Consciousness are aware of the person that is attempting to return. Check out the post I recently posted it might help!

Felt some amazing 'Aha' moments from this passage and I thought I'd share. "Consciousness Shines In Every Experience There comes a moment when everything falls into place. This open, free, unlimited Consciousness that is our own intimate Self realizes that it has always been and will always be only itself, that it has never left itself for a fraction of a moment, that what appeared to be the return to itself, the remembering of itself, was simply the recognition of itself, the recognition that it has always only been abiding in and as itself. Consciousness realizes that the separate entity that it previously took itself to be, is in fact simply an activity that it does, from time to time. By the same token, it realizes that the activity that is seem to do from time to time, The activity that we call meditation, is in fact what it always is. It realizes that meditation is not a state that comes and goes, but that it is that in which all states come and go. Meditation is simply the natural presence of Consciousness, ever-present, all-embracing, unchanging, unending, unlimited, Self-luminous, Self-knowing, Self-evident. From the point of view of the limited, separate entity, all descriptions of meditation appear as something to be done by that separate entity. As soon as it is clearly seen that the separate entity is none other than a belief and a feeling that Consciousness entertains about itself, then the very words that's previously seemed to describe a process or an activity called 'meditation', that seemed to be an injection to do something, are now understood to be simply a description of how things are. From the points of view of ignorance, the 'person' is what we are and 'meditation' is something that we do from time to time. From the point of view of understanding, 'meditation' is what we are and the 'person' is something that we do from time to time. Meditation is not something that we do. Whether we know it or not, it is what we are."

Hi Leo, Do you on a regular weekly basis take any days off where you don't attempt to think about actualized.org? A day where you simply relax or do nothing for the entirety of the day?

@Pallero oh why yes, actually breathing deeply is the result of this. I enjoy these yawns as they give me some sort of deep relaxative high, and I'm well attached to them.

Every sit I undergo about 10-15 deep relaxing yawns happen which always results in teary eyes. What is the result of this in terms of energy besides just my mind and body relaxing and surrendering?

@RossE True, but if this happens in every single sit than one may get curious.

@oysterman haha I can relate. I fart, burp, yawn, and cry. Guessing some stuff just need some rest in order for it to come out. It feels as though each yawn is taking it a level down in terms of relaxation and being. Sometimes after 5 deep yawns I'm in a new world with new eyes.

@avk123 haha you just have to find that out for yourself.

@ChimpBrain follow forums, non profits, surround yourself with likeminded folks, spend time alone or at a retreat until your vision comes through you.

Author of ‘Wonders Of Spiritual Unfoldment’ and Mystic Approaches.’ His loves were farming and meditation. Tells his story of spiritual unfoldment and how he discovered stillness. It was not always an easy path for him and he went through periods of depressions and hopelessness. ‘Realisation is not a personal attainment – it usually comes at times of deep prayer or quietness when the mind is clear of personal me…’ ‘I’m just a quiet old man of regular habits going up and down the hill to church each day, sitting on a bench when the weather is warm. I don’t speak much. Adventures are inside.’ ‘From worldliness the absolute completion of Pure Being can seem out of touch, more theoretical than real. How can it be relevant to need? Once known however any return to ordinary worldly ways only seem to emphasise its loss. Total longing brings its own reward but all feelings of achievement disappear. Incomparable gifts of Heavenly Grace instruct, inspire, save us from drowning in the world.’

@Prabhaker Interesting! We westerners are still far from that type of hollistic healing.

Can taking a substance like 5meo create what others would experience as a Near Death Experience? Been reading many pleasant stories of NDE: http://www.nderf.org/index.htm

Interesting story: http://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mira_s_nde.html

@Nadie I can relate to you completely as of now. I came here to post a feeling about this but saw this instead. What you're going through is that you are starting to deindentify with some of those things that were once true to you. It is the middle phase of a paradigm shift that tend to be uncomfortable. The bigger the change the more longer and uncomfortable it can be. Take it day by day and don't think too far ahead. There are others out there that are going through very similar things. This made me smile knowing that I'm not too entirely alone on this.

@Frogfucius It's worth to keep on trekking brotha.

@AlwaysBeNice Is there any steps one can take in order to make this process for enjoyable? Or is this something "I" would have to ride out and let it have it's course. Any aids in this process of awakening?