stephan

exactly... so how can i believe in myself? it seems that just saying it dosent do the trick... its as if i say it and try to believe it, but deep down i dont believe it... its that self belif that im looking for... its what i was looking for when i fucked all those other girls... i followed rsd for years to get me to this point: finding the girl of my dreams... but i still dont have that underlying self belif/self confidence...

@stephan

Hey guys, decided to use the forum since leo dosent coach anymore, figurerd alot of like minded people would post here so i have a little dilema, iv been dating this amazing girl for a couple of months now and its been going well, but i feel as if she is out of my league more and more. i mean, shes super goergoeus (when i walk dt, all the guys stare at her) and shes also a 10 inside... she super kool and interessting, all this may sound fine and dandee but i often catch myself having the thought; "why is she with me?" ... i taught i had fixed these issues inside of me but they seem to be comming back... i mean, i dont think im that much of a catch and theres really cool amazing guys out there, why would she stick with me is beyond me... im aware that feeling like this (if i continue) will make her pick up on my negative vibe and she will get disinteressted... how do i go about feeling strong and secure inside (feel like a 10)? i was following RSD for a couple years and fucked a bunch of girls in an attempt to try and feel more masculine and strong inside, but did not work, those underlying feelings are still there