Narvanna21

There's a theory in my country that if you were at one point of awakening, even if you were sleeping you would still be conscious. I heard one time that some monk are aware that they were dreaming and they could remember a lot of detail about it. Keep going, I think meditation will help :)

@cetus56 The reason that I'm anxious about taking detour is because in high school I had made friends that are not so decent. We would sneak around campus to smoke and skip classes, I almost had to repeat 12 grade. I'm not blaming them for the event that happen to me, but let's just say that high school could have been better. I did all of this without thinking everything through and I regret wasting 4 years fooling around. So now i'm just contemplating.. Those friends are all gone now, I watch Leo video on toxic people and I stood up to them for once.. before it was just doing things because everyone was doing it. Sorry i'm exploding a little. Yeah, manifest the Calvin Klein model with in me. one day, one day. Thank you for the reply :)

Hi everyone, I am 18 years old and i'll be turning 19 this 21st. I'm the type of person that is always inside my own head, I tend to overthink everything and question every possibility. You can say that i'm a daydreamer. I always dream big but worry about things not working out. I can see myself in four years finishing University and going to Canada for a master's degree. I just want to know what goal I should set for myself and how I can maintain on this track to success, not getting distracted by the people around me. What habit should I be developing, the mindset, and how to keep pushing when you know that life can be a bitch sometime. I'm still a newbie at Self-actualizing, Thank you :)