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khalifa replied to Scholar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
enjoy the privilege of being alive, cherry pick your own meaning of what you want to get done in this limited body till your death mine's pretty simple retire early and travel to a few countries, spending more time in nature greenery -
@OBEler yes i have and he's told me to take it again in a professional setting and clear the energies which sounds like madness @tlowedajuicemayne i'm clean always, i don't smoke/drink or do any drugs
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i mean if you can't beat them, join them and take advantage the devil will always exist
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@Danioover9000
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buy 1.4k worth in kendu inu your welcome
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@LordFall I'm experiencing some throat like overwhelming sensation and a tightness in chest at all times, i feel some fear/worry that just never goes away 24/7 i mostly just distract myself all day, it's becoming a chore just to survive day by day or even sleep at night @Raze that meditation stuff doesn't work for me
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god damn, when does this shit go away, it's annoying i hate that i played russian roulette with my brain it's been 5 years since, and i feel like the improvement bottle-necked after 2 years and has been the same baseline with random annoying activations at night through out the year
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khalifa replied to Zeroguy's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
purity values is nice but that isn't exclusive to mormons, christian and muslims have it too but these days cults do some mental gmnastics where they justify breaking some of their good old values while following others i'm not a fan of drinking/hook up culture either, what you could do is just not interact with those girls that are into that, if your not into being cucked by her men are being feminized lately that it's alright to be cuck'd by their women it's kind of weird to accept a women of low integrity/dignity imo but hey the world now accepts mental illnesses with bad behavior instead of encouraging improvement, just be careful of what thoughts you entertain marrying a mormon doesn't sound ideal imo, but who knows maybe it could work out for you personally i'd probably marry a conservative since i do like how they think, i like their pros over theirs cons, but their kind annoying on some stuff, atleast it beats liberal cons imo https://www.slideshare.net/tonysheng1/the-righteous-mind-tldr-25524905 -
khalifa replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Giulio Bevilacqua shoot your sources, and yes i freaked out for sure hence the terror was long -
khalifa replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OldManCorcoran the ocd is so annoying, it won't shut up, for me it's calmed down more after 2 years, but it's less now but it's still there, my brain pattern thinking is just not the same, it's weird it feels like i have another mind but memories of the past me if i were to describe it it's more like a dumb new me.. i threw mine away so didnt have that thought, however i would worry and think about the uneasiness all day and like somethings wrong all the time, it was and is still living hell, now it's abit better since less symptoms but i still feel mega uneasy ALWAYS -
khalifa replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OldManCorcoran what about other symptoms besides the broc? i remember being scared by just playing my playstation or watching series where nothing to be afraid of, it would rise my anxiety @inFlow besides meditation, not much yoga practise that was longterm something like a 2 week thing at random intervals and id stop, no results from it -
khalifa replied to Tech36363's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Tech36363 a good con artist, fell for his bullshit right after abraham's con artist scheme just use logic to achieve your goals, it won't fail you, general positive guidelines from self help is plenty to get real results -
khalifa replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
i wonder how all these psychs affect offsprings in the future, i'm going to guess plenty of mental illnesses @Breakingthewall @Theplay @AerisVahnEphelia -
khalifa replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@OBEler already booked a session with him, he told me to do another session with a sitter that knows what he's doing so i can have a full release, and he told me to let go and not struggle like last time while laying down on the ground star like pose *since i've tripped on my stomach, he mentioned unideal poses can cause bloackages like it did with my case* i don't think 5meo can cure chronic anxiety/GAD, if it can that would be weird honestly since it's given me the PTSD/GAD and now i russian roulette role it again to try and get rid of it or maybe even it might gets worse, which is why i've been avoiding it @Breakingthewall my goal was obviously to experience the hype of 5meo? which it's just another drug that gave me some unwanted mental handicaps, and physical damage, my kidneys have been horrible i've been peeing foamy pee after some months, till today for years, it's alarming that i have foamy pee and the lab doesn't seem to pick anything up, and it's been hurting lately too -
khalifa replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
ok so what could you do after doing those psychedelics that you couldn't do before doing them? so far it sounds like there's nothing you couldn't do so they were just pointless recreational drugs just like drinking alcohol but with more mental masturbation of cult philosophy parrot larps