Shaun

I need help to get all of Leo's stuff out of my mind as it's pretty much ruined my life. I don't think memory erasing technology exists because that's what this will take. When someone assaults me, which has happened in the past, I do not create that. If you think I do then I suggest you go and see a therapist to get help with these delusional beliefs.

Movies are images on a screen. We enjoy them because there's nobody there suffering. You people can not distinguish fantasy from reality and that's worrying.

Good points apart from the psychedelics. On 2 grams of mushrooms I nearly irreversibly damaged my mental health. It was the limit of what I could be present with and hold space for. Any more than that and I would be in a mental hospital. These substances aren't for everyone. What I experienced on mushrooms was far worse than my current state.

I see it for myself every day. I experience suffering, it's utterly undeniable and happens whether I believe in it or not. I don't believe that turning the blind eye and focussing on the positive makes all suffering in the world go away.

It is very unlikely that I can end all darkness in the world. I am a part of the creation and as such, my control over it is limited.

My direct experience is undeniable proof that there is an experience. If there was no experience, then I would have not made my post.

That's it then. There's really no escape from reality, is there? It's really fucking haunting me in the back of my mind every single day. When I feel happy and talk to nice women or whatever, it's there haunting me in the background.

Not here to be fed solipsism.

Shaun or any suffering entity shouldn't have been created in the first place, that's my point. If I was really god and could get my full power, I'd end everything.

Okay, what about the misery I feel in the present moment? Why bother with it? It's evil to create something that will suffer. The end of all manifestation is the highest act of love. If reality could just evaporate and never come back in any way shape or form forever, that would be the for the best I think.

I'm really sorry but I will never see it that way until all suffering ends. I also don't agree that I am god, I am a part of the one whole, as are we all.

That's really going to help me when I take the form of a Chinese sweat shop worker who botches their suicide and dies in agony.

Well, I am a disgusting monster of a thing then, aren't I?

If I commit suicide, will anyone else suffer? I would like a clear answer on this, especially from @Leo Gura if possible. The way I see it just now, this life is pretty much fucked and I just want to be done with it. The shit I have learned about nonduality has utterly destroyed me and on top of that I have to keep going back and forward to a job within a meaningless existence. The darkness and emptiness is utterly vast and unrelenting. If what Leo says about reality is true, in theory I could kill myself and nobody else would suffer as I deamt them all up anyway. If this is true, then I think it is the best course of action. Maybe I will come back into another life and never hear of this stuff again. If others will suffer as a result, I will keep myself going as long as I can for their sake.

It's just all the shit I have to experience in this life and countless future lives. I don't want to experience dying in a plane crash or being burned alive. Can you not see how totally fucked up relality is? It's an infinite unstoppable torture system and any claims made that child abuse, murder and all the rest of it are divine acts of love are coming from a place of delusion and denial.

My actions are meaningless and a waste of time as there is no recipient of my love or actions. With that, reality is null and void and doesn't need to be here. It is a sick game which needs to be stopped.

I will keep myself alive until all my loved ones are gone, just in case they would suffer if I was to go now. Once they are all gone, I will be going, too.

It makes no sense. The dream should end with me if I am the all that is.

I think it can be a tool, it just depends how you use it. If all of your energy is freed up as a result of not having to spend 40 plus hours at a job you hate, then amazing opportunities for personal development can be unlocked. Depends on the person though.

I made the mistake of not telling everyone what I'd do with most of the winnings which led to a few false assumptions. I desire it not for material gain, just so I can keep what I need to live simply and frugally away from wage slavery. This would allow me to direct all of my energy towards being a better person and helping others. The rest would be given to homeless people and charities.

That was two examples, I could give countless more. It was stupid of you to assume that I came to my conclusion based on only two examples.

I disagree that I am the one and only creator of reality. Again, that's solipsism. What's more likely is that I am a part of the one creator, as are we all. Or a whirlpool in a river as Rupert Spira would say. One person in the UK who won the lottery was a murderer. Another built a racetrack around his house, blew all of it on meaningless trash and ended up with nothing.

Advice taken, thanks. I will steer clear of them.

I'm only parroting his garbage. Want me to hunt for the quotes to back my point up?

That's a good point. He believes that he doesn't exist and nobody watches his videos so he might as well.