Shaun

Glamaig, Ben Nevis, Glencoe

You know my pain

Lol I looked like a wee depressed incel in the old one.

In Scotland people only seem to care about football and other totally unconscious shit. I would love to meet someone different.

To meditate at work, I smash stuff all over the floor such as vacuum cleaners, kettles, shiatsu massagers etc. Then I contemplate impermanence.

Funnily enough, I was just reading what Ramana Maharshi had to say about it. "Waking is long and a dream short; other than this there is no difference. Just as waking happenings seem real while awake, so do those in a dream while dreaming. In dream the mind takes onanother body. In both waking and dream states thoughts, names and forms occur simultaneously." This explanation scares me because if there is no difference between dreaming and reality, that means that the people I dream up at night are just as fake as the ones I encounter in the waking state. By fake I mean that they are just appearances and don't actually have their own experience of the world like I do.

I understand a bit better now. It's just perspective then. A terrorist acts based on love for their religion or ideology, I can see that but how can a cancer act based on love if it's just a heap of cells multiplying? It surely doesn't have the capacity to love like something more complex like the terrorist?

My dog has a massive throbbing cancer tumour on her stomach. Please explain to me how this is divine or love.

Nice insight, this is the way I see reality too. Each of us are like programs running on a non existant computer or partitions on a hard drive.

Are you alone, too?

I know that there is far more to reality. A godless reality made of matter makes no sense. Leo's way of putting it used to make sense but now it doesn't. I agree with how you put it, I am a localisation, point or perspective within god/reality. One of uncountable trillions possibly. I'm not alone.

This response is like the collective ego actualized.org defending itself. You dreamt up your whole life. Your entire family is an illusion and you will experience EVERYTHING including plane crashes, etc. You are totally alone and nobody can save you. If that sounds good to you, then please PM me ASAP so that I can arrange for whatever you are smoking to be sent out to me first class post.

I agree. He even admitted that he only does this work for self entertainment because when he is fully conscious, there is noone left to awaken. That's what he told me. To me, that is a form of delusion which needs to be addressed. While he was having his full awakenings, I never awakened with him, I doubt anyone else did either. His worldview is deeply flawed. If you ask him if he exists he will probably say that he doesn't and you are imagining him, or, as he said to me, "I am only as real as you make me." Ask any healthy person the same question, and they will go to their direct experience and rightfully conclude that they are real and exist in some form or another. Leo, you are only as real as you believe yourself to be in your own bubble of experience. Nobody else has control over that but you.

Ahh, typical response from one of the cult members.

Since my talk with @Nahm on skype, I have been feeling more at peace and accepting of everything. Today at work, I looked in the mirror and felt so happy with the way I looked. As I walked back to my station I felt this powerful rush of energy and joy which scared me. I almost had to go away and hide. The joy was so strong that it was actually sickening and I almost burst out laughing in front of everyone. This has never happened to me before.

I am still doing the work, but I will be taking guidance from other teachers such as Rupert Spira and Channel Higher Self as they don't spout toxic stuff like Leo does. Explain to me just how it is healthy to be told that you are all alone, nobody can save you and you dreamt your whole life up? Again If that's really literally true as worded then I am as well being permanently dead. Oh, and why not practice what you preach and make me admin of the forum? I am supposedly god and created it.

Happy people doing what happy people do is not a problem. They aren't going around spreading toxic shit. Leo's teachings just make people even more isolated and disconnected from each other than they were when they were living in blissful ignorance within the materialist paradigm.

No, we really don't need people like him running their mouth on youtube telling people they dreamt their whole life and family up resulting in people committing suicide. I think his channel should be shut down.

This explanation makes the greatest sense.

Recently I have been getting messages from women online who either want sex or dating. Problem is that I feel no attraction to them whatsoever. Should I just overlook this and just do it anyway?

You could also save enough money to buy the new 2020 Tesla Roadster by not having kids. Reserve yours now.

I'd say avoid marriage and kids. Life is much simpler and easier that way.

I always come back to all the evil that goes on in the world and I know that I myself will be on the giving or receiving end of it in some other lifetime. I still can't see how all the child abuse, murder and suffering is necessary, I think the greatest act of love that god could ever do is to not create anything at all rather than play these sickening games with itself.

Amen to that

No, that's just an example.