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I just started to meditate regularly. I am doing the "do nothing" meditation method with my eyes open. I always have the same pattern: As the minutes goes by, I am feeling my body less and less. First, i can't see clearly. Then, I barely feel my palms. After a while, I can't feel my feet as well. I am focusing on one point on the wall in my room, and i can only see that particular point, can't see anything also. Everything also is blurry. My body is here, but my mind is somewhere also, and I am getting that feeling like I don't care about anything. I just feel that high in that present moment. I am feeling loopy, and i have dizziness. The whole process is very strong. What do you think? Are my feelings normal? Is it good or bad?

Search and install the google chrome extension "news feed killed". It helped me a lot. THAT'S AWESOME!!! Good luck, what are your stats so far? still without T.V? I had this addiction too. For the last few years i was addicted to T.V shows, and if i finished a show and didn't have anything also to watch, i was getting angry and bored. Now, I still watch T.V, but only a few shows when new episodes come out. Like: Game of Thrones, Vikings, The walking dead, etc. So I watch T.V only for 3-5 hours/ week. That is perfectly fine for me! :-)

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Thank you for your advice. I am not afraid to be alone. But - when I am alone for long hours, I am starting to feel bad, similar feeling like driving for long hours without breaks... if you understand what I mean. It's a bad feeling that makes you feel like a crazy. I am feeling un-fresh like I need something to fresh my mind. Thank you so much!

I don't see a point to try to join those kinds of things because within a few months I am joining the army (in my country it's a must to serve in the military for a particular time, by law), and I will meet new friends over there for sure, and probably good people. I am looking for practical pieces of advice about beeing alone when I am not with the friends in my village. Thank you for your advice.

I already have a few jobs, I am working almost every day for a short time. What does it mean to connect with nature?

@Arik Thanks, friends. I decided to hang out with them less. Now the other problem is - How to be alone? I am alone in the house most of the weekends, and sometimes I am feeling like I am getting crazy. How can I be alone & happy? How can I influence my mind to like the loneliness?

@ChimpBrain Thank you for your reply. The thing is - I am feeling lonely when I'm not busy. I can read a book for a few hours, maybe to watch a T.V show but in the end, I am feeling lonely. In the weekends I am alone in the house as well, with no family (My parents are divorced, so my brothers go to my Father's house, and my Mom goes to her Boyfriend).

Hello everyone, I am new to this forum. I have been watching Leo videos for a while, and I decided to register here :-) My question is - Do you think that it's better to be alone, or to have different-minded friends? I am almost 18, and I will finish high-school within 2 months. I am living in a small village, and the kids in my school are from many different small villages in the same area. So, after school, you have to hang out with the kids in your village. The problem is, the I have around 4-6 "good friends" which I know from childhood, but I don't like them very much. They are different-minded. One of them is a stupid person (I am not just saying, he has some real problems), One of them is always angry and screaming at people who doesn't agree with what he has to say, One of them is just annoying, and the list continue... I am not just complaining; I have other friends from other villages which I like. But if you don't have a car you can't meet them. With this situation, what would you do? Would you hang out with them less? Is it better to be alone than to hang out with toxic/ different minded people?