mikeyy

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  1. @How to be wisewoow u recovered fully after all those years thats awesom news good thing are brains are forgiving
  2. @ttm dude i just posted on this without seeyin ur post! I feel ya dude im ony 17 but i feel the same way. I smoked so much that it fucked my memory too. I also feel that it affected parts that pertain t developing my lifes potential also! do u meditate?
  3. yea thats why i started doin meditation it seemed like the best thing for healin my brain i think ima go veagan also to get my brain best nutrients
  4. truee never taken pills but heard they have intense side effects. Thats why i loved weed i s thought since it had healing properties and it made me feel great that i should smoke it all the time as i completly overlooked the negative consequences. Im glad to have found out about meditating im gonna defenitly do it everyday so i can get thee benefits i hear about. Like the fact that i can be content with nothing in my life sounnds like i should pursue that my whole life. Like gettin stoned was fun in the short run but not fulfilling. and hearing about enlightenment and how you guys are making all this spiritual progress it totally pumped me up and is whi i quit smokin cuz i totally wanna join in on journey. so how long do ya do strong determination and how is it so much more effective?
  5. CUz i recently figured out like a ton of shit in my brain at my age is still developing. ISnt it worse that i did drugs beofre my brain was fully mature? Like its cool u guys recovered but i thik it might be diffrent when ur really young
  6. @How to be wise ok i will defenitly do strong determination so do i basically just sit with my eyes closed for a few hours and dont move? @How to be wise @Wormon Blatburm Thanks you guys are making me feel hopeful which is relieving. DId you guys do the drugs that young tho or in oyur 20s?
  7. So the reason for meditation is to create a strong distinction between thoughts and awareness and i think i become unaware alot while im meditating almost like the thought is me and im not nonjudgementally whatching the thought. How do i correct this to strengthen my awareness?
  8. @Saarah Yea for real right when im aware of a thought it disappears. Ok ill just accept it then i just wanted to make sure i was still strengthening my awareness. Thanks
  9. Hey everybody me and this girl just started dating and its been going pretty good. I feel im not being sexual enough and its hard for me to be sexual because i just dont know how. DOes anyone know any good techniques that add more sexual tension?
  10. @Emerald Wilkins DO you know if you can be under 18 and go to a vipissana retreat?
  11. Is sitting down and focusing on all the sounds around you strengthening the mindfulness muscle?
  12. dude that is awesome i want to do strong determination sitting but i feel like i already do it because i dont move when i meditate. Sometimes my muscles tighten without my control are you supposed to resist that. Is there something more to strong determinations sitting other than not moving?
  13. What is the difference between strong determination sits and regular meditation?
  14. I just started meditating a few months ago and after watching Leos video on the no bullshit guide to meditation i expected to go through a variety of emotions while meditating. This has not occurred and i feel pretty relaxed the whole time Is this a good sign or am i suppressing something? Also when i meditate i have trouble being the atmosphere and letting the thoughts pass through. I become unconscious during a though but then i realize it and go back to focusing on my breath. is this building my mindfulness muscle?
  15. I just started meditating a few months ago and after watching Leos video on the no bullshit guide to meditation i expected to go through a variety of emotions while meditating. This has not occurred and i feel pretty relaxed the whole time Is this a good sign or am i suppressing something? Also when i meditate i have trouble being the atmosphere and letting the thoughts pass through. I become unconscious during a thought but then i realize it and go back to focusing on my breath. is this building my mindfulness muscle?