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Oh god ready how not to die amd ull see how fuckedup a diet like that is u need fuckon vegetables brop

@Hardkilloh shitt I live near u we should go out sometime all the wings I have just want pussy they don't wanna meditate it'd be cool piimpin with someone who really cares about self improvement

So in 2016 went few months meditating felt like it didn't work was crippled with self doubt so quit started again 3 month's ago been meditating every day and during my meditation I never feel much but lately it's like I'm more angry and depressed during my daily routine? Is this a good sign that it's workong? It's weird tho that I never suffer much during the actual session but o want to cuz intellectually I know I need to purge Shit out to feel better I'm noticing also that I'm going back down the same thought loop as lastyear like that meditation isn't working and that I'm wasting my time. But I've told myself fuck it ima meditate every day rest of my life either way. Is this my egos like last defense or something?

So I went out with and did a bunch of approaches at this outdoor mall was there for 6hours probably approached 50 to 60 girls holy Shit I need to get some game I got rejected so many fuckin Times like a lot of the time I got rejected before I cud really even say much and I have God social skills I know it's not the girls maybe I'm putting off a weird vibe I'm trying to be friendly fuck any advice?

Like I just wanna get this part of my life handled its frustrating like no matter how much I meditate I still want pussy. @aurum

I also got some fake number which I honestly think is pretty funny like fuck a least she liked me enough to say random numbers haha like one girl gave me a number with an extra digit and I didn't realized till later then I laughed but also kinda numbed cuz I want girls to like me

My ego is getting really thrashed from this but kinda in a good way like I'm ok with sucking in a way @aurum

Like I'd say hi and start a conversation with a decent amount and they wind seem like they didn't think I was a creep but I'm doing a challenge where I try to number close every girl I meet and they almost always say not interseted or they have boyfriend the otheres I approached and they weren't ttryna talk cuz they rejected me before I cud try to flirt but I do a lot of approaches so I have made fear more of my friend @aurum

yes every thing you will do to try to improve yourself will be difficult but thats why u just do your best and dont worry about it. Nobody is judging you. Everybody is to busy judging themselves. Yes it will be difficult to try to be more confident but every time you try is growth because eventually all those tries turn into results. But it wont be as quick and effortless as you wwant

sit and think about what a really confident person would do how they wud speak how they would walk how theyd assert themselves in any fuckin situation because they know they have what it takes contemplate everything u think of when u think of an confident person once u get a clear idead of it in ur head just fucking start doing it. whenever u start acting like an insecure bitch think of what an alpha male wud do and try ur best to do that

one thing is it assists u in being alert @Joseph Maynor

fuck beliefs im startin see wer holdin ourselves back once thru alot of bullshit beliefs of mind im startin to see that were goood enuf for anything and evrythin wee so fuckin worthy of everything fuck beliefs we can do anythins oce we take action maan love innnerwork im seein ima accomlish my fuckin goals 100 percent belifs are bull we are all so capable fuck yeaaaaaa

if ur self confident and canmake her laugh shell like u so much that shel even like ur stuttering?

finished highschool want to get away for a whil and meditate alot? know of any good monasteries

they onlyy have retreats i need place wher they let me live ther @ajasatya

jesus leo ur brains gotta be the size of earth u got fuckloads of info what hav u read like a trillion boooks @Leo Gura

iwas gonna go to college butmy intuition told me na do u guys know of good monasteries i could stay in for year or two so ican get away for while ones that dont make u stay forever? and whats ther cost around?

mindfulnesss has helped me see how sensitive i am like if my family subtly attacks my ego i get affected emotionallly i say family cuz ther the only ones clos enough to me to feel comfortable insultin my ego but howcan ibecom less sensitive to it like im really aware of it and i kno awareness is supposeed to be curative but im not cured im still really sensitive how can i stop bein affected by harsh judgements and insults? they constantly trigger negative emotion when it occurs and ireally want to get to the point wher anyone can attack my ego and im indifrrent to it. please if anyone has advice id love some!

everybody suffers a fuckload you thinkeveryone would try to activly reduce it by meditating? Like why isnt it mainstream yet? People know that monks are the happiest people because they meditate im suprised everyone not like fuck i wanna get hapier iim meditatin? Why do you guys think lots of people still dont do it?

if my consciousness gets really high wont rest of personal development not matter like ill have no desire to build up ego ? and wouldnt i be content even if my dream buisness didnt work out cuz id be so highylyconscious? like ive been meditating alot and i feel thats all ineedto be fulfillled? i have this vistion that all the rest of stuff on leos videos is awaste of my time except meditating cuz i dont need the externals of my life to be extraordinary i just needmy internal life to be extraordinary and that willl make everything ok . do u guys feel all the other shit he talks about is that important?

when u find ur life purpose what r chances ucan make money on it like r all u succeding on ur purpose i struggle with self doubt about it like i was just gona go to college an be some typa veterinarian cuz ilove animals but maybe im settlin and ishu like ralot of u making money from ur own purpose and do uguys just work regular jobs while workin for purpose

I know but thats how you get ride of them im just amazed 2017 and hardly anyone i know meditates and i tell them if they do it theyll suffer less and they dont do shit like what the fuckk

YES @eskwire

SO im going to college and there is this profound college called Maharishi university of management where everyone does meditation. It is required daily at the college. They also sever organic healthy food. And to top it of instead of having six classes at once they have one class a day but ur in it for 4 hours so u can get a full understanding of a subject without worrying about other tasks in other course. So it sounds fantastic right i know but the one thing is that at the school you practice transcendental meditation. Is this meditation affective? Does anyone know about it or practice it and does it giveyou the results other techniques give you?

So when we die what do u guys think happens like the ego dies and u become one with everything is it like enlightenment like everyone gets to be enlightened but some wait till ther dead?