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Yea its like becoming a detached alpha thats the goal for me. Like i still want to become more alpha but i knwo i have to figure out how to detach from everythinggg.

well i would know that know matter what spiritual practice i diligently did over the year before my death i would not reach the state i want to die in naturally. I would definitely go from long term thinking to just wanting to feel as amazing as possible over that period. So i would get cashed everyday. I would be eating shrooms for breakfast lunch and dinner.

that wud be nice if i cud have that.. being pretty unconscious but 95 percent graceful is not how it is for me. i try to be that person u describe but im too wrapped in my own ego to really enjoy anything let alone 95 percent. for me more coscoisness equals more gracefulness which has me very concerned with my level of conscoiusness. i bet ther are people who cope betterr

daydreammm it upppppp

So ive dabbled in pickup before. Ive started again and am getting girls thinking im weird or crepy right off the open. Ih ave no idea whyyy. I always get rejected right off the open. i hear that mean im incongruent but i never feel like im being incongruent. Ive been getting rejected so fast i cant understand. Maybe i just need a bootcAMP. i know that once they gtet to know me theyd either like me or atleas know im just a normal dude. I alwyas get blown out before i can display my personality. Its kinda dissapoiinting. Any suggestionsss?

@universe

When i approach i say hi or make a random statement and they usually get creeped out. I have been rejected so many times that i might give off hesitant vibe that they find creepy. I need to fix this though beacause im actually a normal nice person. IM far from creepy or weird. I do resist the approach sometimes cuz ive been rejected so much. Im also young and good looking soo iknow i must really be approaching wrongg. Ithink i need a bootcamp

How do you start building an Instagram from scratch. I have no friends so ive been doing cold approach to try to meet people. In highschool i had alot of friends but never wanted social media i regret that now. Couple years have gone by and im a lone trying to dig myself out of a hole. @aurum

Don't join an ashram because you will be skipping stages. That is for people with a much higher level of awareness. Deal with your current low conscious desires and then you can be in a position to spend ur life serving others.

Bro accept where your at and realize you are at a level where you need to pursue getting really good social skills. The army is an escape from your stage orange problems. Go out and become a more confident person and you will transcend a lot of the issues that you have.

yo just meditate a shit load and ull start to become aware of how unware you fuckin are ahahhahahha its part of the process bud u got it

remeber a sign of progress is when ur meditation brings up negative shit. getting the shit out is a good sign. this might just be you purging. just sit down and let go and dont have excpectations. this path is a windy road. if ur meditation sessions are all rainbows and butterflies its a sign you need to change shit up.

Had to swallow a few times kinda fucked up my rythm. Euphoria passed quick.

That was cool I felt a lot of euphoria after it.

Fuck yea bro I am impressed that you were able to stay on the path for that long despite immediate results. That shows you have self discipline and trust in the process. Its so easy to fall into the trap of thinking meditation doesn't work and then quit. I also finally have a better perspective on what to except from meditation which is why I don't worry about lack of results anymore. If we keep pushing through we will be so happy we did. @abrakamowse

I'm sure you started to feel discouraged when a half year of meditating didn't give you the results you imagined it would. That is something a lot of meditators go through including myself. The truth is there is so many variables that go into the efficiency of your meditating that its best to just keep at it even thought it doesn't seem to work. I have stopped meditating many times due to the lack of results that I was experiencing. Keep trying new techniques until you find one that seems most productive for you. Eat as healthy as you possibly can. Get a lot of exercise because it will help your mind be able to focus. Most importantly jump back on the wagon and continue to persist with your practices because they will give you results. We were brought up in a society where everyone always wants the quick fix solution. That's what advertisements exploit and why people are addicted to substances. Meditation is not a quick fix. It takes a lot of hard work and the results can be very fucking slow but they will come. @Viking

Go on a retreat. It will change your fucking life forever. In those ten days you will get a glimpse of the potential of this work. It will also serve as a motivation to give this path everything you have for the rest of your life. You don't need experience to go on the retreat. Me and my buddies did it with no spiritual background and we could handle it. Just go in with the determination that no matter what happens you will stay the whole time. By the last day you will be a wiser individual with a better perspective on the challenges you face.

Be careful with reading multiple books at once because it will be harder to implement the teachings. Its Easy to fall in Then trap Of reading books and doing nothing but mentally masturbating. You want to really immerse yourself in a book so the practical aspects are easier to implement in your Life.

Vivid dreamsHappened to me alot at vipassanna retreat. Its a sign of the purification process.

Hey bro i mean thats cool and all u wanna just meditate a shit Load but i mean remember theres alot of other cool things about Life you Would be bypassing if u go sit and meditate all Day. But i mean fuck it you would get enlightened way fasterr. Maybe be a monk until you become enlightened and Then come back to Society and Fuck shit up

Everywhere you go start thinking hey am i afraid to stóp and talk to this girl aboit to walk past me. If the answer is yess then make that ur signal to makesure you say something to Her. You have to get good social Skills in the world we live in or ur fuckedd

And i find recording alot of my interactions helps to analyze later

There always gonna be challenges when trying to imporcie social skills. Just get good at realizing every interaction is a good one because you get to learn from it. Start pushing ur comfort Zone Buddy it feels Great noce you do it. If u say ur Comfort Zone is to be alone than everyday Force yourself to be a Little more social. It will Pay Off. And remember when ur putting yourself out there alot ull get in situations where ur stifled or ur ego gets kicked a bit but thats a good fuckin thing. Thats where u start to learn

yo why the fuck does it matter when some other motherfucker becomes enlightened. Like yea the guy is a great researcher but that doesn't mean shit about his level of consciousness. Hes in the same boat as the rest of us.

start talking to all the girls u see! That's what ive been doing cuz Its fun and I want to get good socially first @Xin