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hahaha don't become a hacker, bro ))) Most people want to create useful stuff. Hacking is usually tied to terrorist groups and shit like that. I am 32 years old and still trying to get into software development. Have a degree in Mathematics/CS but just got my immigration documents a few months ago. Your situation can't be worse than mine. WITCH companies will always hire you regardless. Body shops for programmers but at least can get the foot in the door. 1. Wipro 2. Infosys 3. Tata Consultancy Services 4. Cognizant 5. HCL Good luck

Even something like sleep paralysis gets easier with time. It was truly a terrifying experience the first time I had it- no entities, just absolute terror and inability to move for a while. I was also hit with a knife and almost got killed the next day. WTF Then I had a couple of them again but nothing "crazy" happened. Got to literally have a conversation with one Internet spiritual guru I am watching(not Leo) during the paralysis. He cursed me out lol Life is weird.

Well.... I've done it 4 times. First woman was unattractive and tried to pity talk me about how poor I am, etc. I got tired of talking and told her to suck me off. It was bad, I didn't get aroused at all and left Second looked nothing like the pictures and about 30 years older. I went with it, and it was bad, no arousal whatsoever. Third one was fun but probably messed up on drugs. I had to initiate to have sex with her, otherwise she would just keep telling some stories. Then she told me "Hey! It is called making love, not clubbing someone to death!!!". I apologized and kept going. Then she told me "Pick up the condom and toss it in the toilet" Fourth one was sweet, and was just a girl struggling with money while going to college or so she said. BUT I jerked off before seeing her, she could immediately tell. It was dumb I don't recommend it

Hell yeah. That's exactly me. You look like the guy I know, Ben

I am probably on Autistic spectrum- my brother is and my nephew too on my father's side. I haven't diagnosed it yet and I don't want to. Yet, his comment jabbed me a little and inspired me to get better. I have a suspicion that mental illnesses don't even exist. Just fools. Don't want to say that out loud/

Nobi-Van-Zhabroni. That is a Jedai's name

I look at my hand at the restaurant where I work at when it is slow and boring. It is just me there on the shift, and a bartender/waiter up front. Chef probably watches on cameras how I look at my hand and just sit there. They all know that I am crazy and don't care nut he still told me "We need to have a talk tomorrow. 6 or 7 hours late for your shift wasn't the issue. You are working tomorrow at 2PM" He will probably kick my ass or yell at me or something

Oi nevermind. It was my 14th post count and now it is going to be the 15th

Jello/ *Hello etc. Just wanted to post this comment so I can hit number 13 for my comment count. Since I am a Devil, etc lol You know? An unlucky terrible terrible number

I am saying that I probably can't do it without my family anymore. YOu know? Immigrant, 15 years in the States surviving and shit all by myself. Poor me. Need family again I think or not lol We will see

Welcome, brother. And please do not watch any of Leo's videos/ They will fuck you up so hard, that you will be squealing like a bitch, you heard me?> Never watch this video

Hey guys. I have recently started working as a telephonic interpreter. Russian-English, English-Russian. Work is extremely stressful but very rewarding too. I don't know whether I can make any money with it but the experience is all that matters. That whole interpretation business is so chaotic and seemingly unorganized right now with a lot of shady scammy companies, etc. Have any one of you tried something like this? I would love to hear stories! Thank you

Sign language is so cool.

Translation might as well get replaced soon but not interpreting- oral real-time translation and also a culture broker. The machines won't be smart enough to feel all the nuances and emotions from human speech. At least for now

Leo's first enlightenment video was my moment. Shit was crazy, I still remember this day- came at my hotel room after a shift at Chinese restaurant as a server. Turned it on and got completely destroyed. It stroke me to the core. I immediately thought "Look at this bold motherfucker. What a piece of shit, what a demon. I will stop watching his shit" And then a week after, he released a video explaining all my feelings called "Thoughts after learning about enlightenment" or something like that. It is insane, completely nuts

This week my car broke down. The next day the toilet flooded my apartment, then I saw 3 crashes on the highway and found out that my cat was abused by the previous owner, a friend that gave her to me. I could tell by observing how terrified she got when she saw him again for the first time in months. I mean.... I have done bad things in life and all but is it even possible to stop being literally cursed?

This is the way

Thank you. I always overthink things, other people tell me this too. “I've lived through some terrible things in my life, some of which actually happened.” ― Mark Twain

So I watched Leo's "How to stop being a victim video, part 1" and started feeling extremely heavy inside. Lots of unexplained heaviness inside that I suddenly got. No other Leo's video caused it before and I watched a lot of them. Aaaaand then I thought that I was abused as a child. Sexually. The weird thing is that I am a guy and was raised in Russia by a single mom since 11 years old after my father died on the toilet from boozing too much one morning. I don't truly know what he did for living- maybe he was a crook, maybe he was a decent successful man. The only thing I know is that the economic crisis of the 1990's didn't touch us and we always had money. I have no memories of any sexual abuse whatsoever. However, I do remember discovering "Marquise de Sade"'s book under my mother's bed when I was around 12 and read that shit. That REALLY fucked me up. Nevertheless, I finished the whole book in a heartbeat. Anyways, maybe it's all in my head and it's the mind trick that my "Victim Identity" plays on me. Should I try to get to the bottom of it and focus on Shadow Psychology? I can't really remember much of my childhood to be honest. I discovered one repressed memory not too long ago- I pissed in a beer bottle when I was 13 and manipulated my friend to drink it. Should I keep digging or focus on the NOW? I am really scared

Could I have been a victim of some monstrosity or am I a monster who repressed something and now tries to blame someone else. I don't even know where to start thinking. Maybe I am just me who imagined all that because Leo's video struck to the core of my Being

Guys, is anyone living in their "zone of genius" besides Leo here? Why would anyone willingly try to live in their zone of genius? Geniuses are not normal and almost all of them are extremely unhappy and depressed. From an outsider perspective (I don't even live in my zone of excellence) it seems that nothing brings geniuses joy in life besides their work, everything is bland because they understand the pettiness of problems and concerns of normal people. I can't even finish Leo's life purpose course and am terrified to do his exercises because I don't want to live in the zone of genius. In fact, I don't even want to know what my zone of genius is. I would rather stick to the zone of excellence. I love that motivational video but it is TERRIFYING. Isn't there another way to be a happy dude?

I am glad you understand me. It is a dilemma, isn't it? I am passionate about mathematics but sometimes it is scary the levels of understanding theoretical math can open for you, especially branches like Topology.... My math undergraduate classmate used to joke "The whole point of the program is to give us a second hand autism". My second passion is languages. I can pick up on languages and enjoy learning them. That skill is just so chill and fun. Learn languages, travel, socialize, get some programming gigs for money. That sorta thing. Life as a great mathematician just looks grim as shit. Even if you do enjoy that route, most great theoretical mathematicians might get 20k for their genius research if they are lucky. Society doesn't give enough props to Math in my opinion. I probably just don't enjoy the field to commit all my life to it lol