Barna

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  1. How can life be valued over death if non of them have any inherent meaning? They are equally lovable as one. Thank you for the understanding, @SOUL, I love our conversations.
  2. Well, obviously I did. What I'm pointing out is that I don't see how decisions are made when things don't have meaning. I don't see why I'm avoiding pain even if I'm trying not to attach meanings to it.
  3. The bus will hurt us, but the pain is just a rush of energy in our body, it isn't inherently "bad", but we attach a "bad" meaning to it. So how do you make decisions if things don't have meaning to you? Or do decisions just happen without attached meaning to the decision itself?
  4. @SOUL you are pointing to the non-symbolic consciousness, aren't you? Are you able to live your daily life without attaching meaning to "things"? If so, how do you manage to do it?
  5. Cops cannot do anything because I don't leave any evidence. I had more problems with the angry souls of the murdered ones. But I learned that burning incense keep them outside of the house. And I send them love and light.
  6. Follow these steps: 1. find out if it's really 5-meo-dmt 2. skip your meds 3. try a larger dose You will die anyway, but the worst that could happen is that you don't come back. If you really want to experience it, try vaporizing freebase. I've never heard complains about that method, on the contrary, it's said to be even more intense. It doesn't last that long though.
  7. Why do you think that it's the wrong way? Killing someone is a great stress reliever. Just do it moderately and you will be fine.
  8. He was joking, and he made me laugh. He was imitating neediness. Watch the video and you will understand.
  9. It is correct. Let's not force everybody to do a one hour meditation. Whatever feels good. We will start together and when one wants to leave, they leave. I will probably meditate for at least an hour.
  10. @SOUL How can you not be curious about higher states of consciousness? I cannot comprehend it. You do meditations regularly, you are already on a high level, you know that it's possible to grow. Let me restate my question: why don't you love (or trust) consciousness enough to try out its most fascinating states?
  11. @Shin, so your direction is towards love. @SOUL, your direction is towards peace and joy. Are you progressing in your directions as fast as you want? Or are you comfortable on your level? Aren't you curious about the end-goal of your journey? Why don't you want a peek of it? Can you express your thoughts about it? I'm really interested.
  12. @SOUL, @Shin What is your motivation in consciousness work? I would assume that peace is already a given for you. So, is it ecstasy? Is it curiosity? In any case, have you tried psychedelics? If no, why not? If yes, which is deeper for you, meditating while being sober or while being on substances?
  13. I don't know what are the basic meditative practices. So, c'mon, what do you use when you want to go really deep? Mantra meditation? Focusing on breath? Focusing on awareness? Letting go? Or psychedelics? What is the sentence or question that triggers your mini-meditations? And what is exactly your mini-meditation technique? If I asked you to teach me, what pointers would you give me?
  14. What is your meditation technique to reach these illuminated states? I'm asking for a step-by-step tutorial. Do you think you have ever reached the highest state possible? If so, why do you think that it was the highest state possible? Are you talking about being infinite? Thank you!
  15. I changed the poll. You can vote for the time again, if you want, so that the newcomers can see the number of participants.
  16. Also, we should decide the polarity of our meditation. Do you want to focus on awareness or on letting go? Please all of you answer this question so that we can decide. My understanding is that the group meditation will be much more effective if we all have the same polarity.
  17. So if nobody opposes, let's agree on 18:00 GMT. @Dodoster please update your topic starter post for the newcomers. Also, you can delete the doodle link because the interval is settled. Btw, do you use any enhancers?
  18. Hi The ultimate goal of SDS is to cultivate love in yourself. So why not love your body on the way? While doing SDS the body moves anyway because of the breathing. So I use the 'hack' of taking a deep breath and correcting my posture while doing so. After a longer sitting you will experience pain. So here is the best teaching I know for handling pain (you can listen to it while doing SDS) :
  19. If people would feel existence as you feel it, then you all would have the same understanding. My opinion is that there is no point in intellectual debates. If you want to broaden the understanding of others, you have to show them the emotional realm you are in. It's not egoic to sprinkle love into conversations. Thank you for your question.
  20. I have nothing new to say. But if you have any questions, I'm happy to answer.
  21. I gave options for 6 hour intervals so that we can divide further the most selected interval. https://doodle.com/poll/3s7cfs4bbqtihedg @Dodoster you can include this poll to your post so that others can find it more easily.
  22. :)) Unbelievable. I've never read so beautiful sentences like these from an anonymous author. Thank you for your time and for being here!