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Thank you for your question, it brought up a memory that I didn't have before. I almost started to cry. On 5-meo you become infinite. Words cannot describe it but I will try the impossible. If you are like most people then what you call "I" feels like a little thing behind your eyes that perceives the world around you. When you take 5-meo that little thing that you call "I" starts to grow exponentially and it becomes infinite. It will include everything that exist and every probability that could manifest. It is infinite, nothing is outside of it. This realization is shocking, I am absolutely amazed every time I get into this state. A sober mind cannot comprehend it. It is a miracle that a human being can experience this. I don't know how is this possible. 5-meo showed me the True Self in all its glory. I don't even care about enlightenment. My life goal is to reach the Infinity state with meditation.

@SOUL thank you for the detailed answer. The thing is that even when I'm doing awareness meditation, I don't feel intense love and joy. I can feel harmony but it's not ecstatic. I guess I have to find other methods.

Try watching Matt Kahn videos. Matt teaches how to express your feelings in "practical" ways. And he is funny.

Warning, this video is going to make you cry.

@Dodoster will you join today?

Is this your pickup-line?

I don't know if I can join tomorrow. I would rather do it today. But don't change the plan if I'm the only one.

Thank you for the video. It's easy to be aware when I'm not doing any mental work. It's not about preference. Do you know a method for being aware while doing mental work?

If I forget it, don't I forget it here and now? If I'm lost in thoughts, am I not lost in thoughts here and now? I don't understand how could I ever be not here and now. And how can I be here and now more than what I experience (here and now)?

I am here. Where else could I be?

What is your point in talking about your state of consciousness if you don't teach us how to get there?

I am not at war, why would I seek peace? My goal is ecstasy. In other words: intense joy and love. How do you cultivate it?

Khm...

You know how to prepare.

1. Matt Kahn videos. 2. 5-MeO-DMT 3. Trinfinity Academy. I'm not enlightened, but these three helped me a lot to be happier.

So, as I see, some of you don't even want to try to let go faith and trust. What are you afraid of? If it can be let go then it's not ultimately you. It feels dangerous to let go faith and trust, isn't it? You need to feel that "everything is going to be okay" otherwise life is just too scary. Face your fears, try to let go faith and trust. Try out how does it feel like to not cling to anything, to jump into the unknown. I know, you have to be crazy for that. Then have the courage to be crazy. Keep in mind that you are the divine, nothing can ultimately affect you. Try it out, Just for a meditation. After that, you can come back, you can have faith and trust again.

In my meditation I let beliefs go because my goal is not peace.

I did a mini-meditation on this. I let go of all my beliefs. Even my beliefs in meanings. When I don't believe in meanings nothing can grab my attention. This meditation silenced my mind. My head is still buzzing. I think I just found my favorite meditation technique. Thank you!

Trinfinity Academy promises infinity recognition (this is the recognition needed for permanent enlightenment) in 11 months. Has anybody tried it?

Thank you @Martin123!

Love and light!

@Toby what is the practice for true enlightenment?

I experienced some minor infinity type of awakenings in the past few days. In these experiences I feel everything I perceive as myself. Let me try to explain. Some non-dual teachings say that you are awareness. In the past I interpreted these teachings as "I am only awareness". But in the awakenings my experience was that "Yes, I am awareness, and I am also everything else that is projected onto it". Now I included a trigger into my daily mini-meditations, it is the following: I ask myself "What is it?". And by "it" I mean everything that I perceive/experience. So I ask "What is it?" and the answer is "Self". I try to not answer it by a simple word, but I try to feel into the answer.

Do you mean examples of "awakening" or examples of different types of meditations?

They seek comfort. But for us, humans, comfort is not enough, we feel the need for growth. And my understanding is that everything helps us to grow.