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I always do, but they get offended... You mean butt cheek, right?

Don't just accept it or surrender to it. Pull it, hug it, love it, inhale it! When you pull resistance inside your heart it will melt into the light that you are and only love remains.

You don't have to explain it, I experience the same when I'm on weed. What is the VERY last thing that you remember right now? Meditate on this question. Concentrate on the gap between the very last thing and the present moment. You will go places...

You don't even have to go to the level of thoughts, all consciousness work can be done on the level of body and emotional pull/release. Your thoughts will adjust, as always.

What is the last thing that you remember right now?

Falling "asleep" in a sitting position while meditating is not the same as falling asleep while just, you know, sleeping. If you're sitting and meditating you don't really fall "asleep", you fall into emptiness, it has a completely different quality. I did it one time for one hour yesterday, so I'm a master of it now. :)) The important thing is to focus on your breath and let everything else go. Die to your breath.

If you want to go bad-ass, why don't you just meditate the whole night instead of sleeping? If you're tired in the morning then at least you know that your meditation didn't worth shit. :))

I just read about the potential effect of NN-DMT in large doses: Thanks for the photo @MsNobody!

@zikzak I understand what you're saying, I experience the same when I'm on 5meo. And you're right, nobody can prepare for this experience, every preparation is insignificant compared to Infinity. However, we're not preparing for Infinity, we're preparing to be able to enjoy it. If one lives their life in resistance, no wonder that they will resist on 5meo as well.

I think I haven't mentioned it before, but... It's kind of important... So before you go to the 5meo state it's VERY useful to have the realization and understanding that the space of awareness is infinitely larger than any experience. And YOU are that infinite space of awareness. Meditate on that. You are the infinite space of awareness and every experience (no matter how intense it is) loses significance compared to the infinite space that you are. Even Hell is insignificant compared to the space that is aware of it. Realize it. Victimhood is over because you cannot be victimized by any experience. You cannot be harmed by anything. Every experience is insignificant compared to you. You don't have to surrender to anything because the space of awareness is larger and it includes every experience. And when you know that you cannot be harmed by anything then you cannot be frightened. You're free to love anything because nothing can harm you. You can pull closer everything. You can pull Hell inside your heart and let it melt into the infinite light of the awareness that you are. I learned all this on the Trinfinity Academy and it was the perfect preparation for the 5meo experience.

That's right, that's why it's an absolutely perfect state of mind. That's where 5meo takes you.

Death doesn't only take away your future, it also takes away every memory of a past. Do you want to face death? Dare to forget everything, even the fact that you exist.

The question from a love centered viewpoint: Isn't it more effective to meditate when you have 10 more people around you to love them, not only yourself? The question from an energetic viewpoint: Isn't it more likely to get an energetic expansion when you have 10 more people around you so that you can raise their energy as well?

@Dan Arnautu I just learned the answer for your question a few days ago from a Matt Kahn video. It's a long ass video, but I made it start from the relevant part. However, I recommend watching the whole video, it's worth your time.

Does anybody know where can I check if 5meo is legal in Austria? I did a quick google search but I found nothing about the legal status in Austria.

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@Sambodhi No, simple golden-white light without form.

Everything is a joke! Everything! Me writing this post to you, and everybody is trying to get enlightened, and everything else what exists is a BIG joke! :)) Everything! You won't believe it! Everything is a joke! =))

Just follow your feelings. Does stepping on grass feels the same as stepping on the foot of your dog? Does cutting a potato in half feels the same as cutting the neck of a chicken? Personally, I have nothing against eating meat, I just don't want to support with my money the killing of the animals, therefore I don't buy meat.

Martin, I don't know how to be grateful enough to you for this video that you shared, so I call on the universe to be grateful through me on my behalf, for the benefit of all, as I am now. So it is.

@Leo Gura This is the goal of my life. Everything else I do are just means to get there.

Here is a hard one: How can I love every moment of my life more and more until I reach an ecstatic level being?

Right, I hope not! :))

So after my 5meo experiences the effects of weed completely changed. Last night I was smoking with my friends and when I started "tripping" they told me that I say strange things and I act strange every time I'm smoking weed, but I didn't remember the previous "weed-trips". So last night I started taking notes. Most lines don't have logical relationship with each other. The only intended relationship between the lines is that they are in the chronological order of appearing to me. But before you read the notes I should explain the meditation I learned on the trip, and I should explain my state of mind while tripping. This is the meditation: Close your eyes and ask yourself: What is the last thing that you remember right now? Concentrate on the gap between the last thing that you remember and the present moment. The state of mind: "There is no remembering in the gap. The gap is the present moment, and that is infinity itself. I don't feel fully the present moment because I insist on remembering the past. I think that if I forget the past completely, that is death itself, that is dying to the present moment. But if I live in the gap, I live in infinity. It seems like the whole world is made up to make us forget that it isn't death to forget, it is infinity. And we keep reminding ourselves that the fear of facing the forgetting is too big. But it's okay, it's all Love, we don't have to face this fear if we don't want to. " I did let go of my memories and I entered the gap. And in the gap I realized that my memories are not gone if I forget them, they are part of the infinite nature of the present moment. Here are the lines I noted down while tripping: Today while doing the gap meditation: The present moment is like a burning point on the line of time. The future and past is originated from this present moment. Like the two rays of the supernova (pulsar) is originated from the supernova itself. There are a few lines that I didn't explain because I don't know if those are relevant for you, and I don't want to make this post any longer. If you have any questions I will be happy to answer.

This is some bizarre shit right here :))