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It first shows you the light, then it shows you what the light is made of. I experienced on my last 5meo trip that everything is made out of Silence/Emptiness. The silence was so loud that I felt like it's melting my brain. Everything is made out of infinite silence, it's ridiculous that we're trying to make sense out of it with our limited thinking. But our mind is making a wonderful job to process infinity in a finite way. It filters out the infinite silence saying that it's just the background, so that we can only hear the sound-distortions of the silence. I understand that you don't want to do 5meo now. Matt also says that it can be very intense to play with these kinds of energies. I'm doing 5meo because I like it intense. Matt says that he's got energetic downloads and experienced death almost every day. My only access to those kinds of energies is through 5meo, that's one of the main reasons why I'm doing it.

=)) @Martin123 this is perfect, you completely sound like Matt :))

Saying that everything is perfect is the male part of the understanding. Saying that everything is me is the female part of understanding. The male part is about accepting the perfection, releasing judgments. The female part is about loving everything, pulling everything into you. These two kinds of understanding are perfectly present in everyone of us as the act of breathing. We exhale releasing the old breath and we inhale pulling the fresh air into us. Leo mostly talks about the male part of the understanding. Of course it feels wrong. Try to continuously exhale without inhaling. :))

Eckhart is cool, I've also read some of his books. I have some Infinity experiences from 5meo.

Have you experienced Infinity? Do you want to?

Bentinho says that awareness originates from Infinity. But I have to go to at least Infinity to tell you if there is something beyond that.

Yeah, I can love you with all my ego! :))

Egos on the sacred thread. Yay! :)) You're welcome here, we love you.

@Dodo I will put it as simply as I can without using any spiritual language so that everyone who haven't tried it could understand. If you are breath, then 5meo makes you breathe with your full being, with full capacity. Right now there are blockages in our breathing, a lot of it. You can use natural ways to slowly clear the blockages. Or you can use menthol (5meo) that clears out all the blockages and let you breathe with your full capacity immediately. It doesn't last forever, it's just menthol. But at least now you had some deep breaths and you got some oxygen in you to keep you going. And now you saw the goal of your healing.

@Leo Gura why don't you talk about your deepest insights, about the fundamental components of existence itself?

You are ready for 5meo. Do you know how to get it?

@Leo Gura try a smaller dose again. Just to remember that there is nothing to be afraid of.

@faithful thank you for sharing the quote and the video. As I understand it, actions and happenings are only triggers. Feeling the emotions is what clearing it out from the collective unconsciousness. Hitler (as everybody else) was an energy worker because of the emotions he felt, not because what he did. The reason why this energy clearing seems endless is because whenever we feel something, we make up a story that explains why are we feeling that way. That story with the added emotional charge becomes another energetic block that needs to be cleared another time. So this is what Matt teaches. What I think is that everything is absolutely perfect. Matt's belief system is just a way to comprehend the absolute perfection of the world.

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There is absolutely nothing to understand. Everything is made out of silence. And it's all love!

@Outer do the mushrooms, see if you like the direction they bring you. And when you're confident enough, try a smaller dose of 5meo, see if you like it. If you do, work your dose up, and you will see what "All is one" and "Infinity" means.

As I read it's almost impossible to vaporize HCl with a simple oil burner. You have to build a "machine" or buy a vaporizer and try with that. But I think HCl can be converted to freebase, you can try that as well. I don't know about the purity.

You are the breath of the Universe. The air is all the experiences. You are here to inhale (love) what comes and exhale (detach from) what goes. The ego is simply the resistance of this breathing. But the resistance is also part of the air (experiences) and it doesn't want to go anywhere, so all you have to do is to inhale it (love it).

@John Flores you can curse me as much as you want, this won't decrease the love that I feel for you. I love you, may you be blessed with love, safety, peace, abundance and happiness. You're a very good and powerful person. I respect your power. All I'm asking is this: what's the point of learning everything about angels, if we forget to love in the process?

@John Flores I appreciate your thoughts, I just prefer not to get involved into belief systems. Here Leo's detailed description of paradigms: https://www.actualized.org/articles/understanding-how-paradigms-work

How can an anxiety attack even happen when you have the courage to induce it? Once I had an anxiety attack, it was pure fear. My neck and shoulders tensed up and I couldn't do anything about it. So I just pulled the experience inside me and it transformed automatically to a 5meo-like state. The anxiety never came back which is a pity because I really enjoyed how it transformed. I think an anxiety attack cannot happen when you're not afraid of it. Fear and courage are incompatible.

I have the same issue on my phone. Just select some random text on your previous reply (by long tapping it), extend the selection to the whole reply including the tags and then tap on the "Cut" option on the top of the screen, it has a scissors icon.

1. Select some text when you type a post. 2. Expand the selection until all your tags are included. 3. Cut the text. Don't copy it, cut it. (Ctrl + x on Windows.) Tadaam. You're welcome.

Be a clean nostril of the Universe! This is the highest blessing I can give.