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So, I've been chatting with @beaucoup for a few days now and he had some very interesting questions. Here's how I tried to answer them:

I went back to Earth to make some work-related progress. Might be, I don't know

Leo, do you shave your head to let girls know that you have shaved balls? :))

We are all light beings who came from the infinite source of the light. Let's call this source on the name: Sun. So it's a sunny day, huh? What do we do? We imagine an aqua-park to have fun. We imagine the water, which is Life itself. And we start jumping into the water for fun. For this to be interesting we imagine that the deeper we go into the water the less sunlight reaches us. We imagined it for fun. But deep down we all know that we are light and the source itself.

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I had the same experience on mushrooms too. Pretty intimate and ecstatic. I hear these powerful high pitch voices as well, right before waking up, and I also feel the intense pressure in my head when it happens. Which is strange that I feel it in my head, because when it happens I'm not aware of my body at all. I started having these experiences after I started doing 5meo. And these experiences have some similar qualities to a 5meo experience. I think I've learned yesterday how to reproduce this high pitched, bodiless intense experience.

The awareness that you are is the same awareness that everybody else is. "Your" awareness is not separated from the awareness of other people. Bodies don't separate awareness into smaller fractions. The awareness that you are is all that exists right now. Let me explain it in another way. Everybody you ever encounter is your past or future self. Did you get it? You are aware of everything in existence, but you're experiencing it as if you were living one life after another. The statement "I love you" has a deeper meaning than how most people use it. "I love you" means "I know that you are the same being as I am and I love to experience life from your body and from your perspective. I love being you." It's easy to say to a beggar "I love you", but try to say to them (in your mind) "I love being you", and notice all the resistance arising in you from the fear of becoming someone "less than you".

@Nahm I like your criticism. I'm interested, what do you mean when you say that time doesn't exist? And how do you comprehend the experience of oneness?

You are right. However, the moment you say "there is no time" you are killing every conversation. First, because nobody understands what that means. Second, because human thinking is based on the concept of time. Time doesn't exist because everything is right now from my perspective. But if everything is right now from everybody else's perspective as well, and I am everybody else, then this all only makes sense to the human mind if I time travel to be in the same moments with my past lives.

Try listening to psy trance. That kind of music balances out the energy in your body so that you won't feel it that intensely.

There was a lot of resistance in me reading your post, then I listened to some light language and it clarified things to me. Thanks a lot! "Peace, take it lightly!" :)) That Ra guy is awesome.

I was chatting with @Danielle the other day and this is what she pulled out of me: "I don't know if it changed me, but my last and greatest trip was when I experienced absolute liberation. It was a liberation from sin. So the thing is, that every time I take psychedelics, it always teaches me something new, it's like every trip is guided by a master. I experienced oneness a few times on 5meo several months ago. Since then my 5meo experiences changed, and I also tried different substances and those also gave me different experiences. Every trip has the taste of oneness, but every trip shows different aspects of that One. So as I said, my last trip was about liberation. It was an nn-dmt trip. It wasn't visual, it was purely emotional. And what I felt was unconditional love. I felt that the whole existence is in the space of love. Whatever you do, you cannot get outside of this space of love. Everything that exists is loved. Unconditionally. There are no sins, because every act is loved and blessed unconditionally. UNCONDITIONALLY. Let me give you a powerful example. If you cut the throat of a baby, it is loved and blessed by the Divine and it is according to divine perfection. Everything that exists is in the space of love. Everything. Once you feel unconditional love, you are ready to give it to others. Because you understand that everybody has infinite freedom and everybody is loved and blessed by the Divine for their actions. Every act is according to divine perfection. And you are that Divine that loves and blesses everything. You are Divinity itself. Enlightenment is letting your unconditional love to flow through you and manifest itself through your actions. "

@Snick All is one, but that one has infinite attributes. All attributes are one, but that one attribute has infinite meanings. All meanings are one, but we find infinite explanations for that one meaning. Was this answer clear enough for you? I don't understand anything. It was simply a short trip report where I explained in words how I felt. There are no inherent lessons intended.

Everybody will be triggered in the way they need to be triggered. @Shin it triggered concern in you. That's okay. Concern is the next in line to love in yourself.

I don't hear silence anymore, there's always a high frequency sound in the background. I can't wait for it to turn musical.

Experiencing what Martin demonstrates comes around the 10th 5meo trip. Don't feel bad if you're still in the stage of judging him.

@Leo Gura, you're saying interesting things... How does it feel in your body?

Thanks @OBEler. I imagined a rope above me and I tried to pull myself out of my body, but it felt like my astral body is not powerful enough for that.

@Shin So was the door open when you woke up? Yesterday I was listening to holosync. The sound of the rain transformed into a "she" and she wanted to meet me outside of my body. So I guess I have to learn now how to astral travel. Can you explain it, step by step, how you did it? What were the preparations? How did you silence your mind? And anything that might be important to know.

I'm asking because my experience, for example, changed. My feeling is that 5meo brings me through a clearing process. I recommend you to try it again. You might be surprised.

What is your experience while being on 5meo nowadays?

Can you try though?