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Tempting but opens an entire can of worms that may last months of time and months more healing

yes i've been really wanting this for a while too. i hope people can contribute their best stuff. i'll post mine eventually

Haha I've tried to show sooo many people It's stuck to one person

The distinction been arguing and discussing Discussing: The people have an intent to understand each others perspective. They are willing to allow they ideology to be wrong. There is a genuine curiosity for understanding the other's opinion. He may be aware that arguing without understanding the other is ignorant. He may be aware that perspectives are partial. He may be aware of his own self deception of sinply trying to defend his opinion instead of questioning it. Arguing: A strong defense of one's own opinion. There is a loss of curiosity for the other's opinion. There may be strong anger and insecurity. There is circular reasoning that tries to defend its own own viewpoint aggressively, without questioning its core assumptions. The user is unaware of the core assumptions he has made. The user justifies his opinion religiously.

I'm in your position What are your highest priorities right now? In your eyes what is the importance of politics?

Very proud of you

@playdoh fair enough

@playdoh I agree but i think it's moreso just a fear. i dont think most girls are like that. my cousin is a toxic crazy feminist bitch (excuse me) but she's also just an insecure, projecting, hurt human being. those are labels you've attached to a normal human expression once you see those qualities are judgements that you've made, you'll notice it was moreso a projection once you see those qualities in yourself, you'll realize they are human, just as yourself then when you see those qualities, you're in a position to embrace them and deal with them as opposed to not being able to see their existence in the first place

part of the process. continue to be conscious of it and you'll grow from it

Leo recommends IPEC Eben pagan also has a program too. It looked solid to me, I joined the master class. I liked it

@playdoh boulder is hippie

Yes, I've joined one where people paid $20 per session. They average 50-60 people per session. Theres 2 practitioners but they barely teach (cept a reiteration of core personal development principles). It was mostly people just sharing a story or something that helped them with a bunch of talking with each other in the beginning, middle and end. The practitioners also had a $475 3 day workshop, and books that they would sell. 20 people signed up for that workshop It was very inclusive and friendly. Did not get a cult vibe but it was a bit homogeneous in terms of perspective. But I didnt meet everyone --- I went to one in NYC, there is a shaman who hosts $10 weekly workshops for dealing with strong negative emotions and other shaman-y things. That is done in a group, sharing session. People would speak about their problems. He also had his own private practice --- A lady I went to once taught principles from a course in miracles every week. Shed charge $15 per class I think and had a couple people show up per class Just some ideas

@DocHoliday great vid. is the purpose to be attractive or just love yourself and genuinely want those qualities and as a by product you attract the girl?? It seems like trying to be attractive, is actually signifying that u dont feel attractive, cuz u are trying to be someone you are not In what manner do you display these attractive qualities? It seems more like a byproduct

@assx95 I think renouncing it is done out of wisdom and consciousness, rather than from a belief system. You are operating from an understanding that clearly sees the limits and problems of materialism instead of denying it and just holding it from a belief. In a relative sense from your perspective, it is very real so denying it will do you no good. Especially if it makes you not happy This is my exp

@SunnyNewDay I do 1 day on, 2 days off For me, 5ug is the sweet spot. Clarity, productivity, creativity, wisdom, peace, social awareness, empathy, love. It's not perfect though. Sometimes it actually increases my anxiety and neurosis, but I'm learning to manage that. But 20ug is fkn dope too. I can be very creative and get insights at this stage. It's a bit strong for me though and powerful.

"Metaphysics is just theory with no practical implication" "Science didnt prove that so..." "Pseudoscience bullshit"

@SunnyNewDay ive been microdosing lsd, and that's been of use

Congrats! I'm searching too, and I'm waiting for this moment and clarity

@Rigel maybe he meant 5

Great report. Is 50g a high dose?

https://hopkinspsychedelic.org https://mobile.twitter.com/i/web/status/1131231182337781762 88% of alcoholics drop it after lsd

You can google most liberal, or hippie cities in USA. You'll find a lot of starting points for research here

Patience is reaffirming

I noticed that to prevent myself from certain traits/attributes out of fear of them happening in my reality, I label that part of me as "not good enough" and suppress it. So then it becomes hard to express that part of me because I've immediately labelled that part of me as "not good enough" Today while reading trip reports, I fell into this mode (first time ever) dreaming about wanting to be one with god, becoming infinite and boundless, discovering the true nature of reality etc. (I am on a 7ug microdose of LSD so that probably had a lot to do with it) But I am really scared to get into non-duality (because of its implications on my life in its current state) and really want to take LSD to get insights on my regular life, so I got scared, labelled the part of me that desires spirituality "not good enough" and now shit, it's been suppressed It's extra bothering me because now when I take LSD I am scared that if I start to get insights, I will resist it and something bad would happen? I'm not sure. I know my friend resisted ego death and had a couple of bad months following suit I guess my questions are: 1) how do I deal with such coping mechanism so that I don't suppress things. It actually works temporarily because whatever I am afraid of, I do stop 2) How do I deal with this desire to see God? I don't really want to see it but what I do want to take LSD for the amazing wisdom on my life and reality

@Maya_0 so what do i do? What do you mean by surrender? Currently the supressed emotion has resided in my ankle and knee and I'm literally limping (what the fuck)... But I cant come to terms with this. I have too much on my plate to get into this non duality stuff. I dont want ANOTHER challenge in my life but I want to still take psychedelics for their awesome wisdom and healing